The Thing I Think I Love, Will Surely Bring Me Pain.
Chapter 35.
2 WEEKS LATER~
"Tony, I have to.." I said as I buttoned up the last button on my uniform shirt.
"Do you really hhhaaavvveee to? Babe, you still have the bandage around your neck. You're not ready to go back." He groaned and fell into the bunk. I laughed and shrugged.
"Maybe, maybe not, but I've been on a payed leave for 3 weeks now. I can't just ditch Sarah like that, and you know it." I said and sighed.
"I know, I know. I just don't want you hurt."
"Turtle.." I whispered, leaning into the bunk to kiss him. "I'll be fine, I promise." He picked me up and rolled me over him and into the bunk, making me scream in surprise.
"TONY!" I said sternly.
"Okay, Okay, fine." He mumbled and gave me one more kiss before letting me slide out.
"ADDS YOU'RE NOT GOING TO BELIEVE-" Jaime said, running into the bunks, but stopped in his tracks and looked at Tone.
"She's going to work?"
"Unfortunately.." Tony mumbled.
"No, your ass is staying here. We want you to sing with us on stage again." Jaime said. I looked at him and scoffed.
"Nope, Hell no. That was a one time thing and you know it."
"BUT YOU DID IT WITH KELLIN TWICE!"
"Your point? Your fans still hate me.." I said and popped a piece of gum into my mouth. "Not happening."
"Fine whatever, but stay?"
"Guys!" I yelled, throwing my hands up in the air and laughing. "I'm going. I'll be okay, I promise." They both sighed and nodded, wrapping me in a hug.
"We just love you Addie, we can't help but worry." Tony whispered.
"I love you both too, but I have a job to get back to.."
"Really? It seems that your job is always fucking yourself up." Jaime said and chuckled. "But, a medic is much better." I rolled my eyes and pushed the both off of me, and tying my Vans before giving them both kisses and grabbing my phone.
"Love you guys!"
"LOVE YOU TOO!"
"WAIT!" Vic and Mike screamed from the back lounge. The door flew open and they both attacked me in a hug.
"Stay safe babe, okay?" Vic said. I nodded and kissed their cheeks.
"I love you guys also.."
"Yeah, we love ya too. Now be gone, short shit." Mike said sarcastically. I rolled my eyes.
"Fine. Bye."
"I'm sorry, I love you." He said and hugged me again.
"Yeah yeah, I really gotta go guys. Bye!"
"See ya Princess." Vic said and winked. I sighed and jumped out.
All of the guys call me 'Princess' now, because of my black long hair and tan skin, they compared me to Jazmin from Aladdin. Don't ask.
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"You can take your 30 if you wanna.." Sarah said and took a sip of her Monster.
"Y-You sure?"
"Positive, I'm sure Tony wants to see ya." I smiled and nodded.
"Okay, thanks.."
"No problem." I went to walk away, but stopped.
"Oh Addie?"
"Yeah?"
"I'm glad you're okay.." She said with a smile.
"Yeah, me too." She nodded and I jogged off to find Tony.
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Why the hell is the line for water THIS long? I thought to myself. I wanted to see the guys, but when it's one hundred degrees out, water is a little more essential. However, the Pre teens talking about how they wanna fuck different members of PTV, wasn't.
"Oh God, Tony is just so cute and shy.."
"Tony's awesome and all, but Mike is fucking hot. I'd fuck him unitl-"
"Okay.. Um, yeah, hey, hi. Would you guys mind keeping that to yourself please?" I said, sticking my head into the little circle they had created. They gasped and stared at me wide eyed.
"Adeline Brooks?"
"Yeah.."
"Holy shit! Can we have your autograph?"
"Um, you don't like...Hate me?"
"No, I mean honestly, we did at first, but the guys really like you, so.."
"Wait, what do you mean?"
"Are you kidding? They've talked about you almost every Warped interview I've seen this year.." She said and took off her shirt. She gave me it and a sharpie and I signed it. Did the guys really talk about me that much?
"Thanks!" She said. by then the line had moved up a good 4 feet and there were only about 3 people ahead of us.
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I got up to the front to find the guys staring at me like I was demented.
"Are you fucking kidding me?!" I screamed.
"Adds, you didn't have to wait in line, all you had to do was call us." Vic said and walked around the table giving me a hug. Everyone laughed and nodded.
"I thought this was the line for water.." I mumbled. The guys were at the point of hysterics, throwing their heads back and grabbing their stomachs.
"T-There's no line for water, dip shit." Mike said.
"But your tent is where the water tent usually is!" I screamed.
"Oh, Addie. I seriously love you so much." Jaime said.
"H-Holy shit, that made my day." Vic said and wiped the tears from his eyes. before grabbing a poster. they all signed it and Vic handed it to me.
"For our biggest fan." He said and winked. I took it and rolled my eyes before shoving him. The guys all busted out laughing again and I walked around to Tony, who pulled me on his lap and kissed me.
"That was priceless. You're fucking amazing, Princess."
"I'm stupid okay? Leave me alone." I said and grabbed his water, taking a sip. The next fan walked up and smiled at the guys but gave me a dirty look.
"Slut."
"Go fuck yourself yeah?"
"ADDIE!" Everyone screamed disappointingly, but had proud smiled on their faces. They passed down the poster and the girl rolled her eyes and ran off.
"Since when?" Jaime asked. "Since when do you not give a fuck?"
"Eh, I figured it was about time. It still gets to me, but I want to be with you guys without running off and crying or whatever.."
"We're so fucking proud of you for sticking up for yourself like that babe." Vic said. Everyone nodded and they wrapped me in a tight hug.
"GUYS! A-AIR!" I gasped. They let go and apologized.
"I gotta get back to work in 10."
"WHAT?! BUT YOU JUST GOT HERE!"
"And I spent 15 fucking minutes in a line."
"Which was awesome, to see just how dedicated you are to us.." Mike said, the guys all snickering as I slapped his bare chest.
"We love you, Princess."
"Love you too."
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"Adds, are you okay?" Jaime said, pausing the movie. I pulled my knees to my chest and shrugged.
"No, don't give us that Addie, tell us." Vic said. Tony wrapped his arm tighter around my shoulders.
"What's wrong beautiful?" I sighed and teared up.
"You know how we only have a week left of Warped?" They all nodded. "Y-You don't get just how scared I am to be without you guys." Vic sighed and put his head in his hands, causing me to furrow my eyebrows.
"Aw, It'll be-"
"DON'T!" I screamed and took a deep breath. "Don't tell me 'Oh, it'll be okay, we'll still keep in touch' or some shit. You won't and I know it. Even if you did, it wouldn't be the same.." I whispered. I didn't realize I was crying until Tony was wiping my tears.
"Can I?" Tony asked them. They hesitated, opening their mouth to say something, but closed it and slowly nodded.
"Wh-what are you guys keeping from me.." I said.
"We're not leaving you."
"Tony don't bull shit me! You're all going to l-"
"Let me rephrase that. We're not leaving without you. We want you to come with us."
"Tony, I have to.." I said as I buttoned up the last button on my uniform shirt.
"Do you really hhhaaavvveee to? Babe, you still have the bandage around your neck. You're not ready to go back." He groaned and fell into the bunk. I laughed and shrugged.
"Maybe, maybe not, but I've been on a payed leave for 3 weeks now. I can't just ditch Sarah like that, and you know it." I said and sighed.
"I know, I know. I just don't want you hurt."
"Turtle.." I whispered, leaning into the bunk to kiss him. "I'll be fine, I promise." He picked me up and rolled me over him and into the bunk, making me scream in surprise.
"TONY!" I said sternly.
"Okay, Okay, fine." He mumbled and gave me one more kiss before letting me slide out.
"ADDS YOU'RE NOT GOING TO BELIEVE-" Jaime said, running into the bunks, but stopped in his tracks and looked at Tone.
"She's going to work?"
"Unfortunately.." Tony mumbled.
"No, your ass is staying here. We want you to sing with us on stage again." Jaime said. I looked at him and scoffed.
"Nope, Hell no. That was a one time thing and you know it."
"BUT YOU DID IT WITH KELLIN TWICE!"
"Your point? Your fans still hate me.." I said and popped a piece of gum into my mouth. "Not happening."
"Fine whatever, but stay?"
"Guys!" I yelled, throwing my hands up in the air and laughing. "I'm going. I'll be okay, I promise." They both sighed and nodded, wrapping me in a hug.
"We just love you Addie, we can't help but worry." Tony whispered.
"I love you both too, but I have a job to get back to.."
"Really? It seems that your job is always fucking yourself up." Jaime said and chuckled. "But, a medic is much better." I rolled my eyes and pushed the both off of me, and tying my Vans before giving them both kisses and grabbing my phone.
"Love you guys!"
"LOVE YOU TOO!"
"WAIT!" Vic and Mike screamed from the back lounge. The door flew open and they both attacked me in a hug.
"Stay safe babe, okay?" Vic said. I nodded and kissed their cheeks.
"I love you guys also.."
"Yeah, we love ya too. Now be gone, short shit." Mike said sarcastically. I rolled my eyes.
"Fine. Bye."
"I'm sorry, I love you." He said and hugged me again.
"Yeah yeah, I really gotta go guys. Bye!"
"See ya Princess." Vic said and winked. I sighed and jumped out.
All of the guys call me 'Princess' now, because of my black long hair and tan skin, they compared me to Jazmin from Aladdin. Don't ask.
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"You can take your 30 if you wanna.." Sarah said and took a sip of her Monster.
"Y-You sure?"
"Positive, I'm sure Tony wants to see ya." I smiled and nodded.
"Okay, thanks.."
"No problem." I went to walk away, but stopped.
"Oh Addie?"
"Yeah?"
"I'm glad you're okay.." She said with a smile.
"Yeah, me too." She nodded and I jogged off to find Tony.
----------------
Why the hell is the line for water THIS long? I thought to myself. I wanted to see the guys, but when it's one hundred degrees out, water is a little more essential. However, the Pre teens talking about how they wanna fuck different members of PTV, wasn't.
"Oh God, Tony is just so cute and shy.."
"Tony's awesome and all, but Mike is fucking hot. I'd fuck him unitl-"
"Okay.. Um, yeah, hey, hi. Would you guys mind keeping that to yourself please?" I said, sticking my head into the little circle they had created. They gasped and stared at me wide eyed.
"Adeline Brooks?"
"Yeah.."
"Holy shit! Can we have your autograph?"
"Um, you don't like...Hate me?"
"No, I mean honestly, we did at first, but the guys really like you, so.."
"Wait, what do you mean?"
"Are you kidding? They've talked about you almost every Warped interview I've seen this year.." She said and took off her shirt. She gave me it and a sharpie and I signed it. Did the guys really talk about me that much?
"Thanks!" She said. by then the line had moved up a good 4 feet and there were only about 3 people ahead of us.
----
I got up to the front to find the guys staring at me like I was demented.
"Are you fucking kidding me?!" I screamed.
"Adds, you didn't have to wait in line, all you had to do was call us." Vic said and walked around the table giving me a hug. Everyone laughed and nodded.
"I thought this was the line for water.." I mumbled. The guys were at the point of hysterics, throwing their heads back and grabbing their stomachs.
"T-There's no line for water, dip shit." Mike said.
"But your tent is where the water tent usually is!" I screamed.
"Oh, Addie. I seriously love you so much." Jaime said.
"H-Holy shit, that made my day." Vic said and wiped the tears from his eyes. before grabbing a poster. they all signed it and Vic handed it to me.
"For our biggest fan." He said and winked. I took it and rolled my eyes before shoving him. The guys all busted out laughing again and I walked around to Tony, who pulled me on his lap and kissed me.
"That was priceless. You're fucking amazing, Princess."
"I'm stupid okay? Leave me alone." I said and grabbed his water, taking a sip. The next fan walked up and smiled at the guys but gave me a dirty look.
"Slut."
"Go fuck yourself yeah?"
"ADDIE!" Everyone screamed disappointingly, but had proud smiled on their faces. They passed down the poster and the girl rolled her eyes and ran off.
"Since when?" Jaime asked. "Since when do you not give a fuck?"
"Eh, I figured it was about time. It still gets to me, but I want to be with you guys without running off and crying or whatever.."
"We're so fucking proud of you for sticking up for yourself like that babe." Vic said. Everyone nodded and they wrapped me in a tight hug.
"GUYS! A-AIR!" I gasped. They let go and apologized.
"I gotta get back to work in 10."
"WHAT?! BUT YOU JUST GOT HERE!"
"And I spent 15 fucking minutes in a line."
"Which was awesome, to see just how dedicated you are to us.." Mike said, the guys all snickering as I slapped his bare chest.
"We love you, Princess."
"Love you too."
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"Adds, are you okay?" Jaime said, pausing the movie. I pulled my knees to my chest and shrugged.
"No, don't give us that Addie, tell us." Vic said. Tony wrapped his arm tighter around my shoulders.
"What's wrong beautiful?" I sighed and teared up.
"You know how we only have a week left of Warped?" They all nodded. "Y-You don't get just how scared I am to be without you guys." Vic sighed and put his head in his hands, causing me to furrow my eyebrows.
"Aw, It'll be-"
"DON'T!" I screamed and took a deep breath. "Don't tell me 'Oh, it'll be okay, we'll still keep in touch' or some shit. You won't and I know it. Even if you did, it wouldn't be the same.." I whispered. I didn't realize I was crying until Tony was wiping my tears.
"Can I?" Tony asked them. They hesitated, opening their mouth to say something, but closed it and slowly nodded.
"Wh-what are you guys keeping from me.." I said.
"We're not leaving you."
"Tony don't bull shit me! You're all going to l-"
"Let me rephrase that. We're not leaving without you. We want you to come with us."
Notes
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10/14/13