The Thing I Think I Love, Will Surely Bring Me Pain.
Chapter 3.
"YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE, SO JUST GO FUCKING NUTS!" Mitch Lucker's voice screamed through my phone, indicating that I had a text. I smiled and unlocked it.
From: Unknown
Addie? :P
I smiled and replied.
To: Unknown
Turtle? x
From: Unknown
Hey :D
"OOOOHHHH Whose the lover boy?" Dave asked. I turned around to see him leaning over my shoulder and smirking. I jumped at how close he was to my face and dropped my phone in my lap.
"Dave, you little shit!" He busted out laughing and sat in the chair next to me.
To: TonyTurtle
Hey there. Watcha up to?
I sighed and set my phone down, but only for it to light back up again. Damn he types fast.
From: TonyTurtle
Just icing my fucked up knee. >:( So I gotta question..
To: TonyTurtle
Sounds fun, and shoot.
From: TonyTurtle
Okay, so do you wanna come chill at the bus tonight with the guys and I?
To: TonyTurtle
Why not, you all seem pretty cool xx
My phone went off again, but I saw someone run up with his friend who without a doubt, had a broken wrist.
I'll talk to him tonight, I guess.
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"Uh Tony?"
"Yeah hey, what's up?"
"Where's your bus, and what time do you want me over?"
"Sorry, I'm an idiot." He said and chuckled. "We're in the back, just look for a bus with a big mustache on it. You can come over in like half an hour."
"Okay, well we're finishing packing up now, so I'll run to our bus and get changed and I'll be over soon."
"Okay! See ya Addie." I blushed and smiled, thank God he couldn't see me.
"Bye Tony." I said and hung up the phone. "Hey Dave?"
"Go, I got everything."
"Are you sure? I mean I can-"
"Shut up, go see your little 'friend' " he said and winked. I rolled my eyes and kissed his cheek.
"Thanks!" I screamed before I ran off to the medic bus and changed.
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Bus. Mustache, mustache. Bingo. Why the hell do they have a big mustache on the front of their bus? I wish I knew.
I took a deep breath and knocked on the door. A few seconds later, Vic opened it and smiled at me.
"Addie! Hey!" I smiled back and gave an awkward wave. Oh god, I'm already fucking this up.
"Come on in. GUYS ADDIE'S HERE!"
"Oh, the medic?" Mike asked and walked out. He saw me and smiled. "Hey girl! Wassup?! Lookin' gorgeous." He told me. I looked down and blushed.
"Thanks Mike."
"Adeline! Whoa, you look so different. Rocking piercings and shit now?" Jaime asked laughing as he pointed to my lip ring.
"I've had this since I was 15, I just can't wear it when I'm working." He nodded. I heard crutches clicking against the floor and Tony walked out.
"Addie!" he screamed and wrapped me in a hug. I was slightly stunned, but lightly hugged him back.
"Uh, hey." I said and laughed a bit. I looked over my shoulder to see the guys looking at each other with one eyebrow raised. Tony pulled away and I heard another set of footsteps. The next one was a girl. Oh, the chick who laid her hands on me, awesome.
"You look familiar. I'm Steph." She told me.
"Yeah, I'm Addie."
"Oh yeah, the one who helped Tony. Thanks for that." I nodded and smiled, but I was confused as hell. Just yesterday she popped an attitude with me, and now she's thanking me? Whatever.
"That's my job, I guess."
"You want anything to drink?" Mike asked me.
"I guess just a beer.." I said shyly. He nodded and tossed me one. We all decided to go sit against the bus and talk as the sun slowly started to set.
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"Adeline? Earth to Addie!" Jaime said and snapped his fingers in my face. My head snapped towards him and I somewhat forced a smile.
"Yeah?"
"You like never talk now. Did we do something?"
"N-No.." I whispered and played with my frayed jeans. "It's just.. You wouldn't understand."
"Aw, don't be like that. We're here for ya little one." Mike said, but that didn't change anything.
"Just get bad anxiety, and my past hold me back from being my old self. Just please leave it alone now okay? I know you're worried, and when I trust that you guys won't leave me or anything, then I'll consider telling you. Don't be offended it's just, you'll understand when and if I explain everything." I whispered. I felt a tear fall down my cheek and quickly wiped it.
"Oh God, I'm sorry. We didn't mean to pry or anything, we just want you to trust us."
"And I get that, Vic." I said and sniffled. "Really I do, but just give me time." The guys all wrapped me into a hug and I smiled. I saw Steph roll her eyes and sigh.
"Okay, enough with the pity party." She mumbled. They all dropped their arms from me and looked at her, dumbfounded.
"Steph, stop being a bitch for like five fucking seconds of your life." Mike spat.
"No, it's fine. She's right. I don't need your pity. I don't need to be your charity case." I said and wiped my tears, but they still continued to fall and I hopped to my feet.
"I..enjoyed tonight, thanks guys."
"No Add, don't leave." Tony begged. The tears started to fall faster and I shook my head before running away and back to the bus.
Nobody understands. Nobody ever will.
From: Unknown
Addie? :P
I smiled and replied.
To: Unknown
Turtle? x
From: Unknown
Hey :D
"OOOOHHHH Whose the lover boy?" Dave asked. I turned around to see him leaning over my shoulder and smirking. I jumped at how close he was to my face and dropped my phone in my lap.
"Dave, you little shit!" He busted out laughing and sat in the chair next to me.
To: TonyTurtle
Hey there. Watcha up to?
I sighed and set my phone down, but only for it to light back up again. Damn he types fast.
From: TonyTurtle
Just icing my fucked up knee. >:( So I gotta question..
To: TonyTurtle
Sounds fun, and shoot.
From: TonyTurtle
Okay, so do you wanna come chill at the bus tonight with the guys and I?
To: TonyTurtle
Why not, you all seem pretty cool xx
My phone went off again, but I saw someone run up with his friend who without a doubt, had a broken wrist.
I'll talk to him tonight, I guess.
-----------------
"Uh Tony?"
"Yeah hey, what's up?"
"Where's your bus, and what time do you want me over?"
"Sorry, I'm an idiot." He said and chuckled. "We're in the back, just look for a bus with a big mustache on it. You can come over in like half an hour."
"Okay, well we're finishing packing up now, so I'll run to our bus and get changed and I'll be over soon."
"Okay! See ya Addie." I blushed and smiled, thank God he couldn't see me.
"Bye Tony." I said and hung up the phone. "Hey Dave?"
"Go, I got everything."
"Are you sure? I mean I can-"
"Shut up, go see your little 'friend' " he said and winked. I rolled my eyes and kissed his cheek.
"Thanks!" I screamed before I ran off to the medic bus and changed.
------------
Bus. Mustache, mustache. Bingo. Why the hell do they have a big mustache on the front of their bus? I wish I knew.
I took a deep breath and knocked on the door. A few seconds later, Vic opened it and smiled at me.
"Addie! Hey!" I smiled back and gave an awkward wave. Oh god, I'm already fucking this up.
"Come on in. GUYS ADDIE'S HERE!"
"Oh, the medic?" Mike asked and walked out. He saw me and smiled. "Hey girl! Wassup?! Lookin' gorgeous." He told me. I looked down and blushed.
"Thanks Mike."
"Adeline! Whoa, you look so different. Rocking piercings and shit now?" Jaime asked laughing as he pointed to my lip ring.
"I've had this since I was 15, I just can't wear it when I'm working." He nodded. I heard crutches clicking against the floor and Tony walked out.
"Addie!" he screamed and wrapped me in a hug. I was slightly stunned, but lightly hugged him back.
"Uh, hey." I said and laughed a bit. I looked over my shoulder to see the guys looking at each other with one eyebrow raised. Tony pulled away and I heard another set of footsteps. The next one was a girl. Oh, the chick who laid her hands on me, awesome.
"You look familiar. I'm Steph." She told me.
"Yeah, I'm Addie."
"Oh yeah, the one who helped Tony. Thanks for that." I nodded and smiled, but I was confused as hell. Just yesterday she popped an attitude with me, and now she's thanking me? Whatever.
"That's my job, I guess."
"You want anything to drink?" Mike asked me.
"I guess just a beer.." I said shyly. He nodded and tossed me one. We all decided to go sit against the bus and talk as the sun slowly started to set.
-------
"Adeline? Earth to Addie!" Jaime said and snapped his fingers in my face. My head snapped towards him and I somewhat forced a smile.
"Yeah?"
"You like never talk now. Did we do something?"
"N-No.." I whispered and played with my frayed jeans. "It's just.. You wouldn't understand."
"Aw, don't be like that. We're here for ya little one." Mike said, but that didn't change anything.
"Just get bad anxiety, and my past hold me back from being my old self. Just please leave it alone now okay? I know you're worried, and when I trust that you guys won't leave me or anything, then I'll consider telling you. Don't be offended it's just, you'll understand when and if I explain everything." I whispered. I felt a tear fall down my cheek and quickly wiped it.
"Oh God, I'm sorry. We didn't mean to pry or anything, we just want you to trust us."
"And I get that, Vic." I said and sniffled. "Really I do, but just give me time." The guys all wrapped me into a hug and I smiled. I saw Steph roll her eyes and sigh.
"Okay, enough with the pity party." She mumbled. They all dropped their arms from me and looked at her, dumbfounded.
"Steph, stop being a bitch for like five fucking seconds of your life." Mike spat.
"No, it's fine. She's right. I don't need your pity. I don't need to be your charity case." I said and wiped my tears, but they still continued to fall and I hopped to my feet.
"I..enjoyed tonight, thanks guys."
"No Add, don't leave." Tony begged. The tears started to fall faster and I shook my head before running away and back to the bus.
Nobody understands. Nobody ever will.
:D YUSSS OMF I CAN' WAIT. lel fuck yeah.
10/14/13