maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me
I guess it's time to say goodnight, I hope you had a really good time
It was 2.30pm and I was still on my piyamas. I always thought that if someone ask me out, I'd be ready two hours before. But it wasn't like that at all. In the morning I took a shower so I just had to put some clothes on. I casually texted Sarah telling her that I had a date. She freaked out by the fact that I had only half an hour left and I wasn't ready yet. She said she wouldn't respond me until I was ready, so I started to dress myself when she texted me again, asking me where Mike and I were going. Sometimes she's a bitch, but I still love her because she can always make me smile with the dumb things she can do or say. But I actually had no fucking idea where we were going. But it didn't matter to me, I was going to see him, so I didn't care.
My hair looked ok, and I almost didn't put any makeup on, just a little eyeliner on, very simple. I wanted to look natural. My face looked fine, so it wasn't actually necessary. I wore something I'd usually wear, nothing very glamorous and sexy, again, I just wanted to look natural. I chose some skinny jeans, red converse and a black sweater with four colour stripes in the sleeves, because it was winter and the day was kinda cold. I tied some shorter hairs with a black ribbon, which look kinda cool with my pink hair. I was comfortable with how I was. I wasn't nervous at all. I couldn't wait for Mike to come. Until he came.
''I'm outside :3'' When I saw the '':3'' I thought to myself WHAT THE FUUUUUUUCK, like, I always thought it was kinda feminine and he was the badass drummer, it didn't fit to the image that I had given to him. But it was disgustingly cute. Then, I noticed that he was outside waiting me and I freaked out. I don't know how, or why, but I didn't wanted to see him. I felt so embarased, I didn't wanted to come out the door. But I had to, so I took my phone and keys, and a big breath and I tried open the door. My hand was so shaky that I couldn't fit the key on the hole, but after grabbing it with my two hands and doing it very slowly, it finally did. I opened the door and there was him, standing with his back at the wall at the right side of the door. He looked at me and smiled wide. I smiled back and he pulled me into a big hug, filled with love and desire. We spent like five minutes like that, and then we just separate. I looked at the floor, blushing, and he just said ''whoa, you're shaking so fucking hard, doll''.
''Yeah, I couldn't even put the fucking key into the hole to open the door'' Jesus, Gina, you're so fucking amazing, you always can manage to look like an idiot. He laughed. I finally closed the door and he just said ''let's go''. He kinda sounded like the Doctor, and since I'm a huge fan of Doctor Who, I found it kinda charming and made me smile.
''aaand, where are we going?'' I said. The curiosity was killing me.
''you'll see'' he whispered and smirked. ''and you look beautiful, by the way. AND, I bring you chocolate''. My smile was huge. He opened the door of his card and let me in. Then he quickly get into the other door, smiled at me, and after a few seconds, started driving over the street.
The way was kinda silent, I was too nervous to talk and it looked like Mike was too, even though he tried to act natural. Sometimes he broke the silence asking me little things about myself. Or when we stoped in a red light, and he gave a little unexpected and cute kiss on the cheek. I almost died from a heart attack. He asked me since when I liked him, and even though Sarah specifically told me not to tell this to him because I'd look like a freak, I said that I liked him since I first saw him. And he found it cute.
I started not reconizing the scenery. We finally arrived to a park. A very cute, big and lonely park that I've never been before. He opened my door and I exited the car. He smiled at me. His eyes looked so bright, like he was actually happy hanging out with me. We started walking into the park until he screamed ''fuck!''. I didn't undersand, so I asked him. ''You'll see, this park have a very beautiful field with roses in the middle of a bunch of trees, it's so perfect for a date and I wanted to take you there but I see from here that there's no roses, and I can tell why, because it's fucking winter! I'm such an idiot, I ruined all, I'm so sorry. Do you want to go somewhere else?'' he was so disappoitend and mad, so I just hugged him and whispered ''it doesn't matter, let's go there anyways, it's gonna be perfect the same'', trying to make him feel better. He smiled and calmed down. He crossed an arm across my shoulder and hugged me back.
We went into the little forest, and although it was no roses, it was perfect. It was quiet, the sun light penetrate inbetween the leaves, it was just perfect. We sitted on the grass, looking at each other. He offered me chocolate, but I denied it. I didn't want it yet. We stayed there for a few minutes in silence, and then, he told me what he liked me. Again. I was looking down, and I felt like I was blushing. He grabbed my chin, and lifted my head so we could see each other in the eyes. He was approaching slowly but I wasn't moving, thinking that he actually didn't like me and it was all a big joke, until he said ''come here, silly'' so I just bringed my face closer to him, until out lips crashed. I don't know what my circulatory system was doing, my heart was beating stupidly fast and I felt butterflies everywhere. I felt how he smiled. After a while, we slowly stopped kissing, we were smiling both of us. I couldn't believe it. You just kissed the drummer of your fucking favourite band. Wow. ''so, do you want chocolate now?'' he laughed.
''Hell yeah''.
Now, more calmed down, we started talking about each other, our families and jobs, and just facts about ourselves. We lied on the ground, looking at the clouds while we ate chocolate, and occasionally kissing for several minutes. It was the perfect afternoon.
It was starting getting dark and cold. We decided to leave, since we were freezing. Specially Mike, since he only had a short sleeve tee. We were walking back to the car, and I was hugging him trying to warm him. ''Uuh, I think this doesn't work like this, I should be the one hugging you'' he said with a little laugh.
''Yeah, but you're in a short sleeved shirt and you're colder than me'' I said in a rogue tone.
''Oh, you're so cute. You're my little heat source. A very funny and beautiful heat source'' and kissed me. We got into the car and he drove me home. When we finally arrived, I said if he wanted to come in, but he refused. I didn't insist, so we finally kissed goodbye and I went back to the house, after promising that we'll go out soon. I closed the door and I sitted on the floor. I still couldn't believe it. I grabbed my phone and texted Sarah and Jaime, telling them what just happened. They both freaked out, and started fangirling a little too hard.
I finished my night listening over and over again that Oasis song. Maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me, and after all, you're my wonderwall. I wanted to be true. I had faith again. Maybe, I could be happy again.
My hair looked ok, and I almost didn't put any makeup on, just a little eyeliner on, very simple. I wanted to look natural. My face looked fine, so it wasn't actually necessary. I wore something I'd usually wear, nothing very glamorous and sexy, again, I just wanted to look natural. I chose some skinny jeans, red converse and a black sweater with four colour stripes in the sleeves, because it was winter and the day was kinda cold. I tied some shorter hairs with a black ribbon, which look kinda cool with my pink hair. I was comfortable with how I was. I wasn't nervous at all. I couldn't wait for Mike to come. Until he came.
''I'm outside :3'' When I saw the '':3'' I thought to myself WHAT THE FUUUUUUUCK, like, I always thought it was kinda feminine and he was the badass drummer, it didn't fit to the image that I had given to him. But it was disgustingly cute. Then, I noticed that he was outside waiting me and I freaked out. I don't know how, or why, but I didn't wanted to see him. I felt so embarased, I didn't wanted to come out the door. But I had to, so I took my phone and keys, and a big breath and I tried open the door. My hand was so shaky that I couldn't fit the key on the hole, but after grabbing it with my two hands and doing it very slowly, it finally did. I opened the door and there was him, standing with his back at the wall at the right side of the door. He looked at me and smiled wide. I smiled back and he pulled me into a big hug, filled with love and desire. We spent like five minutes like that, and then we just separate. I looked at the floor, blushing, and he just said ''whoa, you're shaking so fucking hard, doll''.
''Yeah, I couldn't even put the fucking key into the hole to open the door'' Jesus, Gina, you're so fucking amazing, you always can manage to look like an idiot. He laughed. I finally closed the door and he just said ''let's go''. He kinda sounded like the Doctor, and since I'm a huge fan of Doctor Who, I found it kinda charming and made me smile.
''aaand, where are we going?'' I said. The curiosity was killing me.
''you'll see'' he whispered and smirked. ''and you look beautiful, by the way. AND, I bring you chocolate''. My smile was huge. He opened the door of his card and let me in. Then he quickly get into the other door, smiled at me, and after a few seconds, started driving over the street.
The way was kinda silent, I was too nervous to talk and it looked like Mike was too, even though he tried to act natural. Sometimes he broke the silence asking me little things about myself. Or when we stoped in a red light, and he gave a little unexpected and cute kiss on the cheek. I almost died from a heart attack. He asked me since when I liked him, and even though Sarah specifically told me not to tell this to him because I'd look like a freak, I said that I liked him since I first saw him. And he found it cute.
I started not reconizing the scenery. We finally arrived to a park. A very cute, big and lonely park that I've never been before. He opened my door and I exited the car. He smiled at me. His eyes looked so bright, like he was actually happy hanging out with me. We started walking into the park until he screamed ''fuck!''. I didn't undersand, so I asked him. ''You'll see, this park have a very beautiful field with roses in the middle of a bunch of trees, it's so perfect for a date and I wanted to take you there but I see from here that there's no roses, and I can tell why, because it's fucking winter! I'm such an idiot, I ruined all, I'm so sorry. Do you want to go somewhere else?'' he was so disappoitend and mad, so I just hugged him and whispered ''it doesn't matter, let's go there anyways, it's gonna be perfect the same'', trying to make him feel better. He smiled and calmed down. He crossed an arm across my shoulder and hugged me back.
We went into the little forest, and although it was no roses, it was perfect. It was quiet, the sun light penetrate inbetween the leaves, it was just perfect. We sitted on the grass, looking at each other. He offered me chocolate, but I denied it. I didn't want it yet. We stayed there for a few minutes in silence, and then, he told me what he liked me. Again. I was looking down, and I felt like I was blushing. He grabbed my chin, and lifted my head so we could see each other in the eyes. He was approaching slowly but I wasn't moving, thinking that he actually didn't like me and it was all a big joke, until he said ''come here, silly'' so I just bringed my face closer to him, until out lips crashed. I don't know what my circulatory system was doing, my heart was beating stupidly fast and I felt butterflies everywhere. I felt how he smiled. After a while, we slowly stopped kissing, we were smiling both of us. I couldn't believe it. You just kissed the drummer of your fucking favourite band. Wow. ''so, do you want chocolate now?'' he laughed.
''Hell yeah''.
Now, more calmed down, we started talking about each other, our families and jobs, and just facts about ourselves. We lied on the ground, looking at the clouds while we ate chocolate, and occasionally kissing for several minutes. It was the perfect afternoon.
It was starting getting dark and cold. We decided to leave, since we were freezing. Specially Mike, since he only had a short sleeve tee. We were walking back to the car, and I was hugging him trying to warm him. ''Uuh, I think this doesn't work like this, I should be the one hugging you'' he said with a little laugh.
''Yeah, but you're in a short sleeved shirt and you're colder than me'' I said in a rogue tone.
''Oh, you're so cute. You're my little heat source. A very funny and beautiful heat source'' and kissed me. We got into the car and he drove me home. When we finally arrived, I said if he wanted to come in, but he refused. I didn't insist, so we finally kissed goodbye and I went back to the house, after promising that we'll go out soon. I closed the door and I sitted on the floor. I still couldn't believe it. I grabbed my phone and texted Sarah and Jaime, telling them what just happened. They both freaked out, and started fangirling a little too hard.
I finished my night listening over and over again that Oasis song. Maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me, and after all, you're my wonderwall. I wanted to be true. I had faith again. Maybe, I could be happy again.
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