I arrived home, still shocked. I decided to take a shower, for cool down and try to go to sleep a little more calmed. I tied my hair in a messy bun, took off my clothes and stepped into the shower, and just stood there, with the warm water hitting my back. Even though I thought it was all a lie, and Mike actually didn't wanted me, in that moment, standing there in the shower, I didn't felt bad with myself, as I usually did. I haven't ate a decent meal in a big while. It was weird. I was feeling good? I wasn't prepared for that at all. Feeling good was such a distant feeling for me, I haven't felt it in years. Almost like I forgot how it felt to be okay. I smiled thinking about that night. Thinking about what Mike said, and in that little possibility that maybe he actually liked me.
After more than half an hour of thinking under the water, I walked out the shower and wrapped a towel around my body. I went to my room and put some panties and a huge NYC shirt to go to sleep. But I couldn't sleep. I couldn't stop thinking about everything that happened between Mike and me. Every little word, every little silencfe, every look, everything.
My phone ranged cutting the silence of the night, like a knife in a fist fight. I grabbed it as fast as I could, because I knew who it was. It was 5 in the fucking morning, it gotta be him. ''Mikey <3'' said the screen of my phone. It was him. He was calling. Holy fucking jesus christ. I freaked out, but I took a big breath and responded the incoming call. ''Hi?'' I whispered as smiled, my voice was weak because of the nerves that the situation was causing me.
''Hey'', he said whispering too, in a very sexy and low voice. He sounded shy, but like wanting something more. A big awkward silence formed. I heard him take a big breath. ''You're beautiful'' he finally said. I died.
''Wh-what?'' I stuttered. I couldn't believe it. It wasn't real. It couldn't be happening. Nobody in my entire life, nobody ever told me I was beautiful. Not even my mother, and that's what mother supposed to do. And there was him. My prince charming, making my dreams come true.
''You're beautiful, Gina. And today I asked you if what Jaime said to me was true, because I couldn't believe someone as beautiful as you actually liked someone like me'' a tear rolled down my cheek. What? He was the most handsome guy in the face of Earth, and the sweetest one too, why would he said that? I felt kinda sad. I wanted to tell him everything I felt. But I couldn't. My hands were shaking, I was bitting my nails and I couldn't even think right. I was only trying to figure out if it was a dream or real life. I was smiling foolishly as well.
''I can't believe this is happening'' I said with a very shaky voice.
''You're nervous, calm down, sweetie'' Oh dear Lord, he called me sweetie. I laughed nervously. ''Oh my fucking God, that's so cute!'' he said, referring to the sound I just made. I laughed like that again.
''I can't believe this is happening, I actually wasn't sure if you were gonna call''
Jesus, Gina! You're an idiot, why in the fucking world did you just said that?
''I'd never let you down'' he whispered. The night was very silent, so it felt like he was whispering directly in my ear, like he was there with me. An awkward silence formed again.
''I love you'' he said. I was about to have a heart attack.
''I love you too'' I said, with the liitle air that I had; my breath was heavy trying to get as much air as possible, and my heart was beating to fast, so I didn't had much air to talk.
''I really want to be with you. A girl I've been on summer is pissing me off, she broke up with me and now she wants me back, well, she actually wants the D, not me'' he laughed ''but when it's a reasonable hour to call people I'm gonna call her and tell her I don't want her around anymore. I want you. And I do since a while now...''
''I'm used to be replaced, I'm used to be the second choice, I'm used to not be the one, you don't have to break other girl's heart to be with-'' he interupted me. ''You're not the second choice, you're the one, you're the one and I want you with me now. Plus, she broke my heart first, so...'' he said quickly. ''You're perfect and I love you, Gina'' he sounded very serious. He's a really good actor, I thought. I couldn't believe that even in this kind of situations, my mind could keep bullying me.
''I love you too'' I said ''I'm so happy right now''
The conversation keep going, of only very long silences, kinda awkward at the beginning, but then they turned cute, and he telling me nice things and I just was smiling and thanking him. After spending two hours twenty minutes like that, we decided to hung up, not before doing that thing that couples do, of '-you hang up -no, YOU hang up'. For the record, he hung up first.
I lied in the bed, smiling. I screamed ''OH MY GOD'' from the top of my lungs, and started jumping in bed, screaming. After a few jumps I sat there and texted Jaime as fast as my fingers allowed me to ''THANK YOU, I LOVE YOU JAIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, I OWE YOU ONE!! ;D''. He texted me back right away, it said ''WHAT HAPPENED?! CALL ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING!!! :D''
I just did what he told me, he fangirled for a while, and after he hanged, I lied down, still smiling, and fall asleep with Mike in my mind.

Notes

SORRY GUYS, I'M GONNA UPDATE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE, BUT IT MAYBE TAKE SOME DAYS, MY FUCKING MOTHER DON'T LET ME STAY UP LATE AND NIGHT IS THE ONLY MOMENT THAT I HAVE FOR WRITING, SORRY AGAIN

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