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Wake me up and let me know you're alive

But I'm not a slave to a god That doesn't exist But I'm not a slave to a world That doesn't give a shit

"Hey were going to run to the store do you guys want anything" Mike said. "No thank you" I smiled. "Okay what about you Vic?" "Umm just get me a Arizona mango thing you know what I'm talking about." "Okay cool we will be back soon." "Okay bye." Vic said "Whats wrong Chloey?" "Nothing." I smiled. Yes there is something wrong, I kissed Tony, And the sad part was I enjoyed it more that I enjoyed kissing Vic. "Chloey don't lie." "No I swear nothing's wrong." "Chloey from the whole long dream we had don't you think I can tell when something is bothering you?!" Vic said. "Vic I swear nothings wrong, maybe I just don't want to talk about it!" I said defending myself. He sighed and looked down then looked back up. "I wasn't there for you when you needed it, I don't want to fucking make another mistake Chloey! I want to be here for you!" "Maybe you wouldn't understand!" I yelled at him. "I do understand! I fucking understand everything Don't you think that's why I tried to kill my self in the dream! You cant say what I understand and what I don't! You don't know what I know!" "Then you can't say I'm not fine! You can't say you know what I feel when you don't even know what I am feeling!" "Chloey you know what, You may as well leave since we can't seem to get along." "Vic please.." "Just go okay, you shouldn't be here. Not when were like this, I think we need to take a break." "A break? Seriously I have been waiting to actually meet you, To actually talk to you In real life, I kept on thinking this wasn't fucking real but Vic we are here now, Together. I just don't want to leave, I love you and Tony..." "Yeah you love Tony right that's the reason right? You love him, You always loved him more than me!" "See this is exactly the reason why I won't fucking tell you why I'm mad, sad or what ever the fuck you think is wrong. You wont understand." "Yes I will." "No Vic that's the problem!" "Then get your shit and leave!" "Fine!" "Fine" He said. I grabbed my back pack, I wasn't crying I was pissed. I opened the door then turned around. "You wanna know so fucking bad? Tony and I kissed." I said and slammed the door. I walked away to the park that I knew was here in my dreams. It was a real park, I went and sat on the swings. Everything was fun until Vic and I started fighting... I couldn't cry... I just sat there in the darkness sitting on the swing rocking back and fourth.


Vic's POV

I fucking can't believe she would do that.. I kept saying pacing around the house. When Tony comes I am going to fucking hit him so fucking hard! He deserves it. They finally get home. I walk out and Tony was the last one to get out of the car. Mike and Jaime took the bags as Tony was still getting out of the car. He finally stepped out. I was pissed, all I could see is them kissing. I could just picture it. "You are one sick mother fucker!" I raised my voice to him. Tony walked close to me. "What?" I swung at him and hit him in the face. He fell to the ground. "What the fuck?!" He yelled getting up. "Oh so this is about me kissing Chloey, Isn't it?" "How fucking could you!?" "She loves me Vic, and she loves you too. She is confused, she doesn't know who to go for.. She loves us both. It was always you and me. If were going to let a girl get in the way of our friendship then just say it now and I will fucking leave, I will disappear if that's what you fucking want." Tony said. I didn't know what to say. Then Tony hit me and pushed me to the fucking ground. I didn't say anything. Tony turned around and left. I went back into the house brushing myself off with the dirt and leaves that stuck to my back. "What the fuck happened out there?" Mike asked. "Tony and I got in a fight." "You should be careful the neighbors can get us for domestic violence." "Yeah I know but he fucking deserved it..." "What happened." "Nothing have Chloey tell you." "Where is she??" "I told her to get the fuck out." "What the fuck Vic? Whats wrong with you?!? After she killed her self in her dream you don't fucking think shes capable of doing it in real life? She already tried she said. More than once." "She doesn't care! She listened to me and that's all that matters. I told her to get the fuck out and she left. She also left me a horrible memory." "Yeah well you probably did the same for her. Seriously Vic. You used to be nice. What the fuck happened.?" "I changed." "Yeah I can fucking tell and until you get your shit together I am leaving. I am getting the fuck out of here." "Fine, Leave, I don't care just go." Mike went to his room and grabbed some of his shit. "Whats going on?" Jaime asked coming out of the basement with his bass to take it to the shop to get fixed. "Nothing I'm just making my way out of here." Mike said carrying his bags and back pack out of the house. "Where are you going?" "Away from here." He said and shut the door behind him. "What happened?" "Here we go again with the questions, Every one is always asking me fucking questions! Can't you just figure out what happened or ask someone else!" "Why are you acting like this!?" "I have changed don't you guys fucking get it. I don't care anymore." "You know I am just going to leave before you say any thing stupid. Let me know when you are well and the old Vic is back until then I'm out." Jaime said and left. Fuck what am I supposed to do?!? Why am I acting like this.... Whats wrong with me??

Notes

Okay so I hope you guys like this exciting chapter. Also how do you guys feel about vampires?
Sorry my friend got me into Vampire diaries DX and I have always loved Vampires.. But let me know how you feel about Vampires... Anyways I hope you guys like this
Don't judge me D: Thanks for reading! <3


xoxo

Comments

@kissing_razors
Thanks :)
I've listened to the song but some how never seen the music video

It's from the Yeah boy & doll face music video

@Hold.On.Till.May.

It's from the Yeah boy & doll face music video

@Hold.On.Till.May.

where did you get the back ground picture for this ? I keep seeing it and I dont know where its from

Fault in our stars reference in chapter 4

Iluvptv Iluvptv
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