Mike's POV

I never got to talk to her, I mean when I did before anyone did I wanted to tell her that I loved her. I mean shes beautiful. I can't believe she did this though. She was always so strong.. Maybe that's why she demanded that we hung out yesterday. I miss her so fucking much I just wish I told her before me and Amber started a relationship, Which seems like hell. I'm just glad me and her are over with it doesn't hurt its kind of funny how she blames me for her being a slut. We finally arrived at the hospital Vic and I jumped out of the ambulance for the paramedics so they can bring her into the ER. They moved quickly Vic was freaking out. Vic was fighting with me to let him get through to follow the doctors. Tony and Jaime soon showed up. They finally pulled up and parked. Tony was the first one out of the car and sprinted towards Vic and I. "Vic stop!!" Mike said loudly. "Vic calm down!" Tony said trying to pull Vic away because he was trying to fight to follow the paramedics "No I need to see her!" He tried pushing towards us to go through the doors to follow the doctors and her body on the stretcher. Tony and I wouldn't let him push through. Vic was freaking out still trying to push towards us. "NO LET ME GO I NEED CHLOEY!" He yelled. Jaime ran towards us and grabbed Vic and held him in a hug. "You need to calm down okay. I know if we tell you everything is going to be okay, I know you will say its not but it is going to be better. I just don't want you to do anything stupid. Vic we love you and need you, we all are so down because of what Chloey did to her self. Please just calm down they will come and talk to us when they need to and when they can. Just relax for now." Jaime said. Jaime was the only one who could make him calm down and well it worked. Tony and I looked down at the ground realizing the fact that the chances are we lost her. "I'm going to stay out here and smoke for a minute." I told Vic and Jaime. Tony stayed out and hung out with me. "Dude this sucks so bad!" He said. "Yeah I know.. She was just so sweet, nice she never wanted it to end like this I could tell. She was an amazing singer, her lyrics she shared with me once in a while when she couldn't talk to Vic, were just so touching and meaningful. I wanted Vic to steal her lyrics because they are just so fucking amazing!" "I just hope Vic can calm down. I know its going to be hard for all of us, especially Vic.I finished my smoke and went inside with Tony. Vic and Jaime were sitting together. Vic wasn't crying he was just sitting there in shock. He wouldn't talk to us he just stared at the ceiling. We offered him food All we got out of him was a "No I'm not hungry." We waited for 3 hours and finally someone came out. "Anyone here for Chloey May Hunter?" We all stood up immediately. "Are any of you her boyfriend or closest friend?" "I'm her boyfriend." Vic said walking up to her.

Vic's POV
The lady came out. "Anyone here for Chloey May Hunter?" We all stood up. Then she asked "Are any of you her boyfriend or closest friend?" "I'm her boyfriend." I said and walked up to her. "Well she had a lot of pills in her system. We had to pump her stomach to try and get everything out of it. We cleaned her blood stream as we tried to give her as much oxygen as possible. We also found Meth, Pot, Heroin, and Coke in her system. But..." She stopped. She was doing drugs still. She promised us.. Its worse that she did Heroin. "Sorry but she didn't pull through.." The lady said to me. I couldn't cry I was just in shock. The lady walked away. I collapsed on the ground. Mike Tony and Jaime ran up to me. Jaime put his arms under mine and helped me stand up. I was weak I couldn't stand up. Mike hugged me. "Shes gone." I whispered. "I'm sorry, I love you so much okay just remember that You're my older brother and I don't want you to do anything you would regret. I don't want you to do anything stupid. We're your friends were always going to be here for you okay so just stay strong." Mike said to me.
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Her funeral is this Saturday I haven't talked for a long time I haven't eaten for a week I've only drank water. I've either locked my self in my room or sat on the porch swing. I haven't spoken The last thing I said was "Shes gone." The day we lost her. Tony has been listening to "Don't Go" By Bring Me The Horizon on repeat about 17 fucking times already. I mean its a really good song. Finally he switched the song to "It never ends." That was one of my favorite songs by them. I've cried my self to sleep this whole week. I still can't believe that shes gone. When we got home that day we found the letters with our names on one of them.