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Wake me up and let me know you're alive

almost fought some bitch at the club

I gave Tony and Vic and all of them a hug and left to go into the crowd before the show started. I was in the middle-ish section so I could have time to actually be crowd surfing. I was standing next to a 2 really cool guys who seemed like they would help me up in to the crowd. The first band played. They were all right, I didn't really care for them but there having fun. I was waiting for Vic's band to come out so I could crowd surf. 2 more bands played and then Pierce The Veil ran out. "Disasterology" played. I liked this song but I was waiting for them to play I'd rather die than be famous to crowd surf. When they started playing the crowd went crazy. Its like everyone knew Pierce the veil and loved them. People were moshing. I wanted to mosh but I decided not to. After they finished a couple more songs. Vic yelled "Whats up San Diego?!" The crowd went wild. They started playing the song I'd rather die than be famous. "Yes!" I said putting my devil horns up ( \m/ ) I loved this song so much. I tapped the guys next to me. I figured they couldn't hear me so I pointed at me and pointed up. They knew what I mean't. They helped me up in the crowd. I felt like I was swimming it was kinda weird with how many hands I felt all over my body. But it was fun. I got to the part where the security guys got us up and out back in the crowd. As soon as I got down from the step it got really loud. I looked up at Vic and he gave me a thumbs up. It was so cute. I smiled and ran down the isle to get back in the crowd. I pushed my way all the way to the front. It hurt like hell cause I had to squish my way up. But I did it. I was head banging and having a good time. They finished the song. I screamed at the top of my lungs with everyone else. "Alright everybody. This song is dedicated to a good friend of the bands. Its for a girl who's in the crowd right now." They put the spotlight on me. My eyes widened as I saw the spot light on me. "This song is called Hell above!" I never heard this song. But I bet its good.

"If you wanted to set me free
Why the fuck would you say something?
I was just over seventeen
May the poison set me free

Oh no, please, don't abandon me
Mother, father, I love you so
But this is happening, it's coming this way
I'm the killer who burns your soul

This is the street youth rising!

I cannot spend another night in this home
I close my eyes and take a breath real slow
The consequences if I leave ‘em alone
Well what’s the difference when you beg for more?"
I loved the song. I think so far this is my favorite song. I was smiling like mad because I never had a song dedicated to me and I never heard this one. I was jumping with the crowd pounding my devil horns in the air up high. They finished the song." WOOOHHHH!!" the crowd yelled. Then they played a couple more songs and yelled stuff like "Jump" or "Let me see those middle fingers" and stuff like that. It was fun. After they played there last song they said "Thank you San Diego!" And then Mike threw his drum sticks to the fans and Tony and Jaime threw their guitar pics out to the fans. It was cool. I pushed to through the crowd to go meet them backstage. Then all of a sudden some bitch grabbed me by my hair. I quickly turned around. "The fuck?" I said looking at the girl. "You guys better not be fucking." She said. "Fucking who?" "Don't act like you don't know." "But I don't know. Now get your fucking hands off me." "Fuck you, You and Vic better not be fucking." She said balling up one of her fists. "No me and Vic aren't fucking. Now stop fucking touching me I have to go meet up with my friends." "If I find out that you and Vic have a thing going on. I will hurt you. Hes mine." "Who the fuck are you anyways?" I said pushing her away from me because her hands were on me. "Don't push me. Im his ex but hes mine." "Okay so your his ex? And you will hurt me.. Thats stupid hes your ex. But what ever." I said turning around. Not really knowing what I actually said. "Excuse me bitch? Are you judging me?" She said pulling me back to face her looking at me like I was evil. "No i'm not fucking judging you. I just thought it was ridiculous that you are saying you will hurt me if I have pretty much and relationship with Vic. Me and him are good friends but I don't think that we will ever have a thing." I thought to my self. What if we did? I almost started smiling but then she just looked at me like I was thinking something I shouldn't be. "Don't even think about it." The bitch said and walked off all pissy. "Wow." I said turning around. I walked to the backstage to up with them. I got past the security guards real easy. I went to them. "Dude you guys were awesome!" I said hugging Tony. Tony smiled, "Yea I guess we did alright." He said. "Oh shut up you know you did pretty good." I said smirking at him. The band smiled. I looked at Mike just messing around giving him shit about how "dangerous" he is about throwing his stick to the crowd. I made it sound so wrong but funny. "Yeah Mike you shouldn't putting your sticks out there so much. You might catch something. Or they might catch it." Jaime said. It was funny because we were like all having a good time. There was a fridge thingy in the backstage. Mike got up pulling out a 6 pack. "There's usually beer in here." Mike said pulling out of the pack. You guys want a beer? "Yea i'll have one." Vic said. "Wow dude, you don't usually drink." Mike said. "I wanna party too." Vic said smiling. Mike threw a beer at Jaime and Tony. "Hey you want one Clo?" I have a nick name now I guess. I laughed, "Sure." I said. He threw me one and I caught it. "Oh Mike now your throwing beer at people too." Tony said. We all laughed. "Oh hey its not as dangerous as Tony and his guitar thing he does." "Hey you shut up. I know how to be careful doing it. Its not like i'm hitting fans." We all laughed again. "You guys are so funny." I said smiling. They all smiled and we talked more about tonight. "So did you have fun crowd surfing?" Vic asked. "Yea, I only did it once though." "Did you like the song we dedicated to you?" Tony asked. I blushed a little. "Yea but why did you have to put a spot light on me? Some bitch after you guys left the stage when I was getting out of the crowd. She pulled my hair and was bitching at me saying that she would hurt me if I had a special relationship with Vic." "What did she look like?" Jaime said. "Well she had black hair, Her nose pierced and a tattoo on her collar bone." "That's my ex." Vic said. "Her name is Ann, she is a total bitch. Shes obsessed, she actually lives in El Monte California but every time we play here she comes and trys to stalk us during and after the show." "Yea its some crazy shit." Tony said. Mike nodded his head and agreed. "You should have kicked her ass for grabbing you by your hair since you still have that cut from the school fight." Vic said. "Its whatever I didn't wanna do anything I would regret.." I said not meaning what I mean't I knew I should have kicked her ass. But I didn't want my really bad side show. I didn't want to scare them away with my crazy side.



Notes

Sorry i havent been lately my friend and i have been hanging out its about time i left my house i havnt been out for a while now :| ill write as soon as i can. love u all <3

Comments

@kissing_razors
Thanks :)
I've listened to the song but some how never seen the music video

It's from the Yeah boy & doll face music video

@Hold.On.Till.May.

It's from the Yeah boy & doll face music video

@Hold.On.Till.May.

where did you get the back ground picture for this ? I keep seeing it and I dont know where its from

Fault in our stars reference in chapter 4

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