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You've Got Your Head in the Clouds

I Cannot Feel Anything Anymore

"So what do you wanna name it if it's a girl?" Mike smiled while he rubbed the small four month bump that was underneath my shirt. We were laying in bed wide awake at four in the morning since neither of us could sleep.

" I want her name to be near Anakins." I whispered, staring at the ceiling.

"That's what I was thinking about. I want her name to be for Tony too." He said. We both stayed silent for a few minutes, just thinking.

"Antonia."

"I was thinking Anakia..."

I turned and layed on my side, facing my husband. His eyes went wide and tears rushed into them as he stared at me. It was like he just realized something and he was overwhelmed by it.

"Mikey?" I whispered brushing my hand across his cheek. "Baby what's wrong?"

"Nothings wrong. Everything is perfect. Absolutely perfect." He shook his head slightly and smiled with his eyes closed.

"What?" I laughed, obviously confused.

"On the twins first birthday, Vic dropped the cake. He dropped their birthday cake and we just made them piles of pancakes." He laughed. "Then on their first Christmas, Jaime got the twins onsies that said 'Thing 1' and 'Thing 2'. Anakin was allergic to oranges and apple juice. Just the juice, actual apples were fine. I proposed to you in the sushi place we went to lunch at when you first moved here. You used to buy me purple tooth brushes for tour so all the guys would know they were mine. I kept bunches of pictures of us in my bunk so I could look always look at your beautiful face on tour. Even after we broke up, I still kept them there. You hated cats when we were growing up but now you love them. I used to make Luna fly..."

"Mike-"

"I remember. I remember everything Victoria" He placed his hands on my cheeks and pulled my face to his so that he could kiss me. "I remember you broke my knuckles when you had Anakin and Luna. I remember the look on your face when I walked into the delivery room. You secretly still listen to the Jonas Brothers and you still think Joe Jonas is hot. I got in a car accident eight months ago and forgot everything. My doctor said that I would gradually remember things, and I did. But none of the things I remembered were you. I had no idea who you were for eight months. I moved out after a week and you haven't talked to me since. You said you wanted to give me the space I needed, but I know it was because you wanted me to find someone else and fall in love with them and be happy. But you were wrong. We both were about that. We met when you were going to start your first day of school and you were laying on the branch of the big tree in your dads front yard smoking. I drove you to school that day and we were inseperable ever since. You nearly cry every time you see a Waffle House because you love it so much. Aladdin is your favorite Disney movie and we used to watch it every Wednesday night together. The first time you came on tour with the boys and I, Collin would call you every night to sing him to sleep, and I used to listen and fall asleep to it too. You don't think you have a good voice, but it's beautiful. You only sing in the shower when you think no one can hear you, but I hear you. I always listen when you do. I love you Victoria. I love you so much."

Mike placed his hands on my cheeks and pulled my face so our lips would meet between us. My arms pushed my body up and I swung my leg over Mike's body so I was stradling him, never breaking the kiss. His hands wandered up and down my body stopping on my bottom and squeezing it roughly. My lips found their way to his neck, my teeth nipped at his skin as they glided along. He lifted me up and flipped us over so that he hovered above me. I wrapped my tattooed legs around his waist and pulled him as close to me as I could. He started to grind his hips against my own.

"Mike we..." I breathed.

"Just don't be loud. Don't wake up Luna." He mumbled into my neck as he pulled my shirt up.

I picked myself up enough so that he was able to strip me of my shirt completely and he unclasped my bra at the same time. Mike reached down between us and slipped his hand into my panties, rubbing his thumb over my clit. I started squirming beneath him and I felt him growing hard against my leg. My hand reached down to stroke him through the thin fabric of his boxers and he groaned into my neck.

Our breathing got heavier as I switched to top again. Mike's fingers danced along the edge of my panties before he pulled them off completely. I tugged his boxers down a little and he kicked them off completely before I rested my hips against his again, but this time with him inside of me. Mike gripped at my hips as I began moving slowly, pulling me up and down lightly. My palms rested on his shoulders and my nails dug into his skin as I rode him. I felt the knot in my stomach getting tighter and tighter, making me grab him even more. Mike leaned up and kissed me roughly before we rolled over yet again. My legs went around his waist for the second time that night and I let out a moan.

"Victoria...Shhhh" Mike did this sort of half laugh half groan right before his tongue explored my chest.

My teeth dug into my lip hard while I tried to muffle the stream of moans that I could feel rising in my throat.

"Michael I can't- I'm gonna-"

"Pillow. You can't wake up Luna." He slammed into me faster and I gripped at the sheets with one hand and pushed a pillow against my face with the other. I stayed as quiet as I could as I came with Mike, which wasn't really quiet at all. Mike laid his head down on my chest as I breathed deeply.

When I woke up the next morning, I took a shower and got dressed in the outfit I had chosen, knowing that Mike already left to take Luna to school. When I got down to the kitchen I found my phone blasting Weezer's song Buddy Holly asw it rang on the counter. I swiped my finger over the answer button without looking and pressed it to my ear.

"Hello?" I said while I searched for a granola bar in the cabinet.

"Hola niña." I heard my best friends mothers voice ring through the earpierce.

"Oh! Hola Mamá. ¿Qué pasa?"

"De Dany, Victoria no bien. Es en el hospital. Emely lo encontró desmayado en el baño de anoche, mi amor." (Dany's, not well Victoria. He's in the hospital. Emely found him passed out in the bathroom last night, my love) She said sadly. I felt my heart drop into my stomach.

"¿Los doctores sabe lo que está mal con él, Mami?" I questioned. (Do the doctors know what's wrong with him Mommy? )

"No, no lo creo. Quieren mantenerlo unos días para ejecutar algunas pruebas y averiguar el problema. ¿Crees que podría salir y visitar en cualquier momento pronto? Todos queremos ver esa Luna poco preciosa!" (No, I don't think so. They want to keep him a few days to run some tests and figure out the problem. Do you think you could come out and visit anytime soon? We would all love to see that precious little Luna!) She gushed towards the end. I smiled and chewed on my lip. The three of us could use a little vacation and Luna missed Dany's mom and her grandmother desperately.

"Victoria?" Mike called into the house after I heard the front door close.

"I'm in the kitchen babe!" I answered. He made his way to the room I was in and gave me a smile. I held up my index finger, telling him to give me a minute.

"¿Es Mike? Le digo que dije Hola! Y eres tan bueno con su bebé español, alguien podría pensar que realmente eran español!" (Is that Mike? Tell him I said hello! And you're so good with your Spanish baby, someone would think you actually were Spanish!) She laughed on the line and I could almost picture her remembering teaching me Spanish.

"Le diré. Por supuesto Hablo fluidamente, me enseñaron los mejores!" (I'll tell him. Of course I speak fluently, I was taught by the best!) I laughed lightly.

"Sí, es cierto. Ahora tengo que ir la Victoria. Te amo a mi querida. Déjeme saber qué vas a hacer." (Yes, that's true. Now I've got to go Victoria. I love you my dear. Let me know what you're going to do.) Miriam said.

"Mamá bien. Yo también te quiero. Yo te llamo pronto. ¡Adiós!" (Okay mom. I love you too. I'll call you soon. Bye!)

"Adiós niña."

I pressed 'end' and placed the phone down on the counter. Mike came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist while he nuzzled his face into my neck.

" I love it when you speak Spanish." He mumbled.

"Oh stop!" I laughed swatting him away.

"What happened with Dany? I know Mama Medina never calls unless there's something going on."

"He's in the hospital.." I sighed and wrapped my arms around his torso so I could rest my head against his chest.

"What for?"

"They don't know yet."

"So when do you want me to buy tickets for us for?" He laughed.

"I don't know if we should. Luna has school and I have work." I leaned back slightly so I could look up at him.

"We're gonna leave in three days then." He leaned down and pressed his lips against mine softly.

"I love you Mike" I laughed against his lips.

"Oh but I love you way more!" Mike picked me up and spun me around the kitchen. " And I love you little one!" He put me down and kneeled in front of me so he could kiss my bump.

All I know is, Dany better be okay.

Comments

IM CRYING I CANT EVEN WITH THIS STORY THE FEELS OMFG .

BridgettMBear BridgettMBear
2/2/14
@Vics_Girl22
IS DAT wHAT U THINK AHA AHAHAHAH
Alexandria_lynne Alexandria_lynne
11/16/13
I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT IT'S OVER!!!!! :'(((((((((((((
Vics_Girl22 Vics_Girl22
11/15/13
@Victoria_Alexandria
THAT'S SO PERFECT I WOULD HAVE DIED UGH MIKE IS SO GORGEOUS AND VIC IS LITERALLY EVERYTHING I PRAISE YOU
psychedelicl0ser psychedelicl0ser
10/13/13
@psychedelicl0ser
YA I COULDNT EVEN SPEAK I WAS IN SHOCK BC I NEVER THOUGHY I WAS GOING TO MEET HIM AND I WAS OUTSIDE SMOKING AND I MET HIM AND VIC SO PRETTY MUCH I CALLED MY MOM CRYING ON MY WAY HOME
Alexandria_lynne Alexandria_lynne
10/13/13