After a good show, after the bickering backstage after the show, after the meeting of the fans, after everything we were finally back on the bus arguing over who's using the bathroom next. I was stood in the kitchen, my night time outfit in my hands watching the bathroom door intently. “Yo Addy!” I turned my head to Jesse.

“What?” I called back. I heard the bathroom door unlock, I went to set off but got held back by Jesse, Kellin flying past and locking the door. “Damn you Jesse.” He smirked before letting go of me. I hated being the only girl here right now. It gave everyone an excuse to 'pick on' me.

After another long wait, I was finally allowed to get myself ready. I planned on taking my time as well. They made me wait, so now they could wait. I was nearly finished when I heard some over rowdy voices. I instantly knew who it would be. I quickly finished up and headed out. As soon as they all noticed me, Kellin rushed my to side, pulling me closer to him, placing a small kiss on my lips.

“Save it for the bedroom please.” I heard James' voice. Yes, we were spending one last night with them before we continue onto other venues.

“Jealous Cassells?” snapped Kellin, I squeezed his hand in a way to tell him to calm down. We headed off out after having a few pre-drinks. We took a short walk to the nearest club we could find. Inside it was smoky, the music ran right through your body, body collided.

We soon enough found somewhere big enough for us all to sit. While the others left for drinks, I was left with the Asking Alexandria boys. I began a conversation with Ben, but I couldn't keep my eyes from James. He was staring at me, a smirk dancing on his lips. I had a bad feeling about him right now that I couldn't quite shake off.

“Drink up!!” I heard my Uncle Mike shout as the drinks were placed on the table. There were enough drinks to feed an entire army. As I finished one, I was passed another by non other than James. A gave him a small smile before continuing my conversation with Kellin. I had managed to convince him to dance with me.

I felt Kellin's hand on my waist, slowly moving further down, back up pulling my insanely short dress. He kept getting higher and higher, he spun me round making me face him. The lust in his eyes. After a little longer of teasing each other, we rejoined the group. The drinks flowed faster, everything and everyone got louder. I glanced to the side of me, then looked once more. I saw Danny whisper something to James, both of them smirking and laughing.

“You alright beautiful?” Kellin's voice rang through my ears. I nodded, edging closer to him. I watched them from across the table, drinking my drink as slow as possible.

“Right, Adriana take this. Mike take this. Loser pays for the rest of the night.” Danny yelled, passing both me and Mike a glass. On the count of three, Mike began chugging his down. I just stared at mine. I look up at James, who was trying to get me to drink. I shook my head, throwing it straight in his face.

“You disgust me!” I grabbed my clutch and stormed off out the back of the club. I knew it, I knew I hadn't taken anything. It was them. They were drugging me. I knew it. I was soon joined by Danny. He looked worried. “It was him, he drugged me last night.”

“I doubt that.” was his reply. “He's not like that.”

“How do you explain drugs being in my system then Worsnop?” I snapped, urgently looking for a smoke.

“I know who it was.” He handed me one of his, lighting it up before he did so. “Dylan.”

“He wasn't ar--”

“Oh my dear, but he was. He's watching your every move. He wants you back, he won't stop either Perry.” he lowered his voice as he spoke. I felt a wave of guilt flash through me. Just at that moment, we were joined by Vic. Danny headed off inside.

“I'm going back to the bus. Watch Kels for me Uncle Vic.” I finished my smoke and headed back to the bus before he could protest. The wind was chilly, goosebumps appeared on my skin quickly. I felt queazy suddenly, as I reached the bus I slumped against the couch, kicking my shoes off. I froze as I heard someone in the back. “Hello?” I called.

Mentally I slapped myself. It's not like they'd answer me is it?

“Time to come home baby girl.”

***

“Kels? You have to come back quick.” I sobbed down the phone. I looked down at the body in front of me. The blunt object beside him. Oh god. I was in trouble. Why did I do that? Within minutes, the door flew open. Kellin, Mike, Vic & Jaime all stopped in their tracks.

“Shit Addy, what did you do?” I couldn't answer, I couldn't stop shaking. Mike took me into the back room, sitting me down and calming me down. It took a fair while, but once I was calm I managed to explain what happened.

“He tried to attack me, I just hit him Uncle Mike. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.” I rushed out. “He was here when I got back, he's going to be alright isn't he? He's not dead is he? I'm such a terrible person, please forgive me.” I began shaking again, I never put myself down as the violent type, hell I didn't even know I was capable of it.

After everything had calmed down, I went back out the living area. Jaime was seeing to him, cleaning up the damange I had put upon him. Kellin ran straight to me, pulling me into a tight embrace. Without a second thought I held onto him as if my life depended on it. “You're okay now...” he whispered into my ear over and over again.

“I'll pack my stuff up and go home.” I said, still hugging Kellin. I didn't want to let go. He pulled back, looking at me with confusion covering his face.

“Why?”

“No-one's going to want me here after this.” I motioned towards the boy sat on the couch.

“Don't be stupid, of course we want you here.” Vic chirped up. The others nodded in agreement. A gave them all a small smile, maybe they could forgive and forget, but me? I'd live with this for a long time. My three uncles whispered between themselves as Kellin took me outside, handing me a smoke. He didn't smoke himself, but he always kept some on him for me for emergencies and well I'd pretty much class this as an emergency.

***

I shot up, picking up my phone I could just about make out the time. 3am. I could hear voices on the bus. Hopping down from the bunk, I went to see who it could possibly be at this time. “Adrianaaaa!!” Sam, from Asking Alexandria bounded over to me picking me up, spinning me round.

“Put me down Sam, what are you even doing on my bus?” I yawned, stretching a little bit.

“Cameron over there, decided to crash our bus so we're staying here for the night.” Ben's voice rang through the bus. I told them all to keep their noise down. The last thing we all needed was everyone being disturbed.

“You'll have to sleep in here, there's no room at the back.” With that I headed back to my bunk, I insisted that I slept alone tonight. Walking back, I heard a bang coming from the back room. Great, he was awake. I'd have to deal with that in the morning. I just hoped he wouldn't start kicking off back there.

Laying back down, I turned to face the wall. It'd take me a while to get back to sleep now, but there's no harm in attempting to sleep right away. After all I had to get up in a few hours. My thoughts trailing to what happened earlier.

“Time to come home baby girl...” he spoke softly to me.

“I am home. How did you even g--” my voice shook. I stopped as he began walking towards me. I shook my head, taking a few steps back. I picked up the object to my left. He took a jump at me, pushing into the table. His hand resting on my thigh, a little high up if I'm honest. With all my might I hit him, straight round the head....

My thoughts were stopped as someone climbed into my bunk. I turned to see who it was. “James, get your drunk ass out of here.” I whsiper shouted at him.

“Danny told me, why would you think I'd ever harm such a beautiful young girl?” his voice was soft, he pushed my hair from my face, resting it just behind my ear.

“I think you're jealous of me and Kellin.” I replied back.

“What gave you that impression?” he was getting surprisingly close to my face at this moment. My own breathing hitched as his head and face went down to neck.

“I've seen the loo--”

“The looks of admiration.” his voice barely hit a whisper, his lips gently pressing against my neck, just below my ear sending shivers down my spine. My stomach doing back flips as his lips moved across my neck, my jaw line. My head moving on it's own accord to give him more access. I wanted this to happen so bad, but at the same time all I could think of was the heartbreak it would cause to Kellin.

“James? You gotta go.” He stopped, looking up at me.

“Just for the record, I'm sober.” He stated as he climbed out. I let out a sigh of relief. A loud bang caused me to jump. I knew exactly where it would be coming from. I jumped down from bunk, I don't think I'll be sleeping again. I closed the door that revealed the bunks. Unlocking the back room door, I went inside.

“Please, just be quiet.” My voice shook, I was scared to say the least. He was stood directly in front of me, gripping my face at the bottom with such force I was pretty sure I'd be left with finger prints in my face.

“You're mine, understood? Remember I know all your secrets, even your little affair with a certain band member.”

I'm fucked now.

Notes

Title Credit - I'm A Monster - Of Mice & Men

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