The Tour Life Of Adriana Perry
A Night You Won't Forget [Part 1...]
I was sat backstage with my uncles and the Bring Me lads, we had 45 minutes till the first band were up. I was flicking through photos on my phone, listening to what everyone else were saying but not getting involved in the conversation. My phone vibrated in my hand causing me to jump slightly, opening twitter I noticed I had a new mention.
@Kellinquinn: can honestly say that me and @adrianaperry are now friends again!
I smiled to myself; he remembered our talk last night. Hitting reply, I thought about what to say. What could I say to that?
@adrianaperry: @Kellinquinn you know it Kels, can't wait to see you! X
I left it at that. The smile on my face was evident. I put my phone down, standing up and began to stretch. I did this before every show, it was a little something dad used to do before a show. When I was done, I grabbed the book from the table, walking behind the sofa that was in there. I stood behind my Uncle Vic, holding the book above his head, Mike turned around. I quickly hid the book as Vic turned as well.
“What are you doing?”
“Nothing, just getting some water from the fridge.” I lied. He shrugged before turning back round. Mike was still watching me, I put my finger to my mouth telling him to be quiet. I raised the book, hitting Vic straight over the head with it. “Pantera bitch!!” I shouted.
“Oh you just got yourself a war kiddo.” laughed Vic. I had just kicked off a war, I was proud of myself for that. With a laugh, I headed out the room. I heard someone shout that Of Mice were due on the stage in 5. Shit! I ran back to the dressing room, grabbing my mic and heading back out. I forgot they were playing first and they were opening up with Second & Sebring.
***
Finishing up the song, I bounded backstage. Giving everyone a high five, well everyone except James who still wasn't talking to me, go figure. I really didn't see what his problem was but I wasn't going to let it deter me from the changes I was bringing. We were on last, so I had sit around bored.
Of Mice finished up, I hadn't even noticed that Asking Alexandria had gone on stage before they had finished. A stage hand came over to me, passing me a microphone and a sheet with some lyrics on. “Danny says you have 10 minutes to learn it.” With that he left. I wouldn't be surprised if I was doing every single set by the end of this tour.
I sat away from everyone trying to memorise the lyrics that had just been handed to me. The lyrics had been changed from 'she' to 'he'. How hard was it to change them while performing? “Adriana, get ready!” called a stage hand. Grabbing the mic, I switched it on and stood stage side. It had just got to the laughing bit, I counted down and ran up, singing the lyrics the best I could.
♠ He's out the door, he's on his ass again
Like every night before
He's off the wall, out of his fucking mind,
He's out of control.
I was the end of him, in his head, in control.
Just like before I should've told you again
That I'm so sorry.
I'm so sorry ♠
We finished up the song, I gave the crowd a small wave and headed backstage again while they finished up their set. I would catch James staring at me every time Danny made a speech. This was the last speech of their set when Cam came over to me. “He's got it bad, don't break his heart.” he whispered before going back onto the stage.
I was a little confused, well I knew what he meant but it was obvious I wanted Kellin back right? But at the same time I wanted James. Hell this was confusing and I hated it so much. I really did love Kellin, but I was beginning to adore Cassells the same way I do with Kellin. I let out a heavy sigh.
Bring Me The Horizon went running past, each one of them giving me a high five. Oli stopped when he got to me. “Kellin isn't right for you, he's proved it.” I was taken back by what he said, Hannah gave me a look of sympathy. They knew something. That would explain why they've been acting weird round me most of the day.
4 songs in, then Oli began talking. “I want to say a massive thank you on behlaf of Adriana. You guys are making this tour to be a special one and we all thank you for that!” with that they started playing It Was Written In Blood. The song had no connection at all to my dad's death but it seemed to fit so perfectly.
They soon finished it and there was a 15 minute interval. Oli pulled me away from the others, Hannah was there as well. “I didn't want to do this, but I know you're chasing him love. But...” He pulled out his phone, doing something on it before handing it to me.
Kellin Quinn of Sleeping With Sirens, declares he now has a new girlfriend. They've been spotted out together a lot and Quinn confirmed the rumours via twitter last night.
I passed him his phone back. Unable to read anymore. How stupid could I be? That's why he's been so happy recently. Not because we were friends, because some other girl has his heart. Hannah pulled me into a hug, the tears soon spilling onto her top. Oli was rubbing my back, apologising to me. I quickly composed myself when I heard my band being called. “Give us a smile love, you don't need him.”
I flashed him a smile and headed towards the stage. I wondered if everyone else knew about it? I picked up the guitar, jumping on the spot. We headed onto the stage, starting our set with the Intro then straight into Hell Above. I could feel my uncles watching me as I kept missing chords. I couldn't concentrate, I was willing to change myself for him and he knew I was yet he couldn't even tell me he was seeing another girl? I really was the idiot now.
Another chord dropped. Dammit Adriana concentrate. Turning round, Mike was watching me. I felt my lip quiver, the tears in my eyes. I shook my head to try and stop them. We finished up that song. I took my guitar, placing it on the stage and walking off. My hands went to my face as I sank to the floor. I felt a presence beside me, an arm wrap round me. I looked up too see Hannah sat beside me. “Hey, it's okay.” she whispered.
“No it's not. It's not okay, I was changing for him. He couldn't even tell me!” I shouted, I didn't mean to. I heard my uncles finish up the set. I stood up, waiting for them. I wouldn't tell them the real reason why I was upset. They rushed to my side, all 3 of them giving me hugs all at once.
“You're doing amazing.” I heard Vic say. “He'd be so proud of you baby girl.” I nodded. Yes I was upset about dad, I was every night we played but this with Kellin was taking over me and upsetting me to the high heavens and I had no way of stopping it. They were going hang back to see some fans, I headed back to the bus with AA, BMTH and OM&M. I was quiet the entire way back.
We said our goodbyes to BMTH and OM&M before heading onto our tour bus. Danny pulled me to one side, he handed me something. “Don't say I don't ever try to help.”
“You know I can't.” I muttered, I knew I couldn't. But something inside me wanted it so bad.
“Look, you need cheering up this will help. No-one will know.” he stated. No-one would know right? I gave a smirk as I looked at Danny, nodding. “That's my girl, be ready in 10 minutes because we're having a party and your uncles will be back by then.” He kissed my cheek and walked off. I climbed into my bunk, opening it up. Licking my finger I dipped it in the bag, rubbing my finger along my gums. I did this at both sides of my mouth before hiding the stuff and heading into the shower.
Well, here's to a fun night. I thought as I got myself dressed into something more comfortable. I enjoyed wearing skinny jeans, but they really did cut into me. I ran into the living area after I was ready, Danny looked up at me with a smirk on his face. I returned with a smile. “Uncle Jaime, get that music on!” I called.
The music started and the other two bands joined us not long after. I was drinking faster a dehydrated monkey and I didn't care less. I was dancing around, the effects of what I had took kicking properly in. I climbed up on the table, I danced on it before I stumbled and fell flat on my face. A few gasps came but I just led there laughing at myself. I felt someone help me up, before I knew it my body was quite literally squashed up against James', not that I was complaining right now.
“Behave or you'll be caught.” his whispered in my ear, his voice sounding incredibly sexy as he spoke. He placed a kiss just below my ear, I bit my lip as I had to keep the moan in. Damn this boy and his ways. I felt him smirk against my neck as I felt myself go weak at the knees as he continued moving his lips up and down my neck. I was thankful that the bus was crowded at this point.
He backed me into the wall, plenty of people surrounding us, this was a new side to him. He was somewhat being bossy, or dominant whatever you want to call it. My hand began to reach down to his pants. He shook his head lightly, taking hold of it and giving it a small squeeze.
Warning 1.
He was going to make me suffer in the most pleasurable ways ever tonight.
@Kellinquinn: can honestly say that me and @adrianaperry are now friends again!
I smiled to myself; he remembered our talk last night. Hitting reply, I thought about what to say. What could I say to that?
@adrianaperry: @Kellinquinn you know it Kels, can't wait to see you! X
I left it at that. The smile on my face was evident. I put my phone down, standing up and began to stretch. I did this before every show, it was a little something dad used to do before a show. When I was done, I grabbed the book from the table, walking behind the sofa that was in there. I stood behind my Uncle Vic, holding the book above his head, Mike turned around. I quickly hid the book as Vic turned as well.
“What are you doing?”
“Nothing, just getting some water from the fridge.” I lied. He shrugged before turning back round. Mike was still watching me, I put my finger to my mouth telling him to be quiet. I raised the book, hitting Vic straight over the head with it. “Pantera bitch!!” I shouted.
“Oh you just got yourself a war kiddo.” laughed Vic. I had just kicked off a war, I was proud of myself for that. With a laugh, I headed out the room. I heard someone shout that Of Mice were due on the stage in 5. Shit! I ran back to the dressing room, grabbing my mic and heading back out. I forgot they were playing first and they were opening up with Second & Sebring.
***
Finishing up the song, I bounded backstage. Giving everyone a high five, well everyone except James who still wasn't talking to me, go figure. I really didn't see what his problem was but I wasn't going to let it deter me from the changes I was bringing. We were on last, so I had sit around bored.
Of Mice finished up, I hadn't even noticed that Asking Alexandria had gone on stage before they had finished. A stage hand came over to me, passing me a microphone and a sheet with some lyrics on. “Danny says you have 10 minutes to learn it.” With that he left. I wouldn't be surprised if I was doing every single set by the end of this tour.
I sat away from everyone trying to memorise the lyrics that had just been handed to me. The lyrics had been changed from 'she' to 'he'. How hard was it to change them while performing? “Adriana, get ready!” called a stage hand. Grabbing the mic, I switched it on and stood stage side. It had just got to the laughing bit, I counted down and ran up, singing the lyrics the best I could.
♠ He's out the door, he's on his ass again
Like every night before
He's off the wall, out of his fucking mind,
He's out of control.
I was the end of him, in his head, in control.
Just like before I should've told you again
That I'm so sorry.
I'm so sorry ♠
We finished up the song, I gave the crowd a small wave and headed backstage again while they finished up their set. I would catch James staring at me every time Danny made a speech. This was the last speech of their set when Cam came over to me. “He's got it bad, don't break his heart.” he whispered before going back onto the stage.
I was a little confused, well I knew what he meant but it was obvious I wanted Kellin back right? But at the same time I wanted James. Hell this was confusing and I hated it so much. I really did love Kellin, but I was beginning to adore Cassells the same way I do with Kellin. I let out a heavy sigh.
Bring Me The Horizon went running past, each one of them giving me a high five. Oli stopped when he got to me. “Kellin isn't right for you, he's proved it.” I was taken back by what he said, Hannah gave me a look of sympathy. They knew something. That would explain why they've been acting weird round me most of the day.
4 songs in, then Oli began talking. “I want to say a massive thank you on behlaf of Adriana. You guys are making this tour to be a special one and we all thank you for that!” with that they started playing It Was Written In Blood. The song had no connection at all to my dad's death but it seemed to fit so perfectly.
They soon finished it and there was a 15 minute interval. Oli pulled me away from the others, Hannah was there as well. “I didn't want to do this, but I know you're chasing him love. But...” He pulled out his phone, doing something on it before handing it to me.
Kellin Quinn of Sleeping With Sirens, declares he now has a new girlfriend. They've been spotted out together a lot and Quinn confirmed the rumours via twitter last night.
I passed him his phone back. Unable to read anymore. How stupid could I be? That's why he's been so happy recently. Not because we were friends, because some other girl has his heart. Hannah pulled me into a hug, the tears soon spilling onto her top. Oli was rubbing my back, apologising to me. I quickly composed myself when I heard my band being called. “Give us a smile love, you don't need him.”
I flashed him a smile and headed towards the stage. I wondered if everyone else knew about it? I picked up the guitar, jumping on the spot. We headed onto the stage, starting our set with the Intro then straight into Hell Above. I could feel my uncles watching me as I kept missing chords. I couldn't concentrate, I was willing to change myself for him and he knew I was yet he couldn't even tell me he was seeing another girl? I really was the idiot now.
Another chord dropped. Dammit Adriana concentrate. Turning round, Mike was watching me. I felt my lip quiver, the tears in my eyes. I shook my head to try and stop them. We finished up that song. I took my guitar, placing it on the stage and walking off. My hands went to my face as I sank to the floor. I felt a presence beside me, an arm wrap round me. I looked up too see Hannah sat beside me. “Hey, it's okay.” she whispered.
“No it's not. It's not okay, I was changing for him. He couldn't even tell me!” I shouted, I didn't mean to. I heard my uncles finish up the set. I stood up, waiting for them. I wouldn't tell them the real reason why I was upset. They rushed to my side, all 3 of them giving me hugs all at once.
“You're doing amazing.” I heard Vic say. “He'd be so proud of you baby girl.” I nodded. Yes I was upset about dad, I was every night we played but this with Kellin was taking over me and upsetting me to the high heavens and I had no way of stopping it. They were going hang back to see some fans, I headed back to the bus with AA, BMTH and OM&M. I was quiet the entire way back.
We said our goodbyes to BMTH and OM&M before heading onto our tour bus. Danny pulled me to one side, he handed me something. “Don't say I don't ever try to help.”
“You know I can't.” I muttered, I knew I couldn't. But something inside me wanted it so bad.
“Look, you need cheering up this will help. No-one will know.” he stated. No-one would know right? I gave a smirk as I looked at Danny, nodding. “That's my girl, be ready in 10 minutes because we're having a party and your uncles will be back by then.” He kissed my cheek and walked off. I climbed into my bunk, opening it up. Licking my finger I dipped it in the bag, rubbing my finger along my gums. I did this at both sides of my mouth before hiding the stuff and heading into the shower.
Well, here's to a fun night. I thought as I got myself dressed into something more comfortable. I enjoyed wearing skinny jeans, but they really did cut into me. I ran into the living area after I was ready, Danny looked up at me with a smirk on his face. I returned with a smile. “Uncle Jaime, get that music on!” I called.
The music started and the other two bands joined us not long after. I was drinking faster a dehydrated monkey and I didn't care less. I was dancing around, the effects of what I had took kicking properly in. I climbed up on the table, I danced on it before I stumbled and fell flat on my face. A few gasps came but I just led there laughing at myself. I felt someone help me up, before I knew it my body was quite literally squashed up against James', not that I was complaining right now.
“Behave or you'll be caught.” his whispered in my ear, his voice sounding incredibly sexy as he spoke. He placed a kiss just below my ear, I bit my lip as I had to keep the moan in. Damn this boy and his ways. I felt him smirk against my neck as I felt myself go weak at the knees as he continued moving his lips up and down my neck. I was thankful that the bus was crowded at this point.
He backed me into the wall, plenty of people surrounding us, this was a new side to him. He was somewhat being bossy, or dominant whatever you want to call it. My hand began to reach down to his pants. He shook his head lightly, taking hold of it and giving it a small squeeze.
Warning 1.
He was going to make me suffer in the most pleasurable ways ever tonight.
10/16/13