The sound of a door slamming and Jaime's voice woke me up. I shot up, quickly cleaning myself up and the mess I had made. I pulled down the sleeves of my jumper and headed out the bathroom plastering a small on my face. Hopefully they wouldn't see through it. What would happen if they saw through it? They'd send you away. I agreed with the voice. They would send me away. Who wants a crazy girl on tour with them?

They all sat themselves in front of the TV, ready to play whatever game it was they were going to play. I grabbed my phone, switching it on. Instantly messages came through.

Oliver;
Sure thing, that's if your boyfriend doesn't kill me haha x

I rolled my eyes at that. Tony had never really mentioned anything about Oli to me. But I knew he was thinking things about it. He always thought I was having an affair, he didn't need to tell me he thought I was, I just knew. He didn't trust me.

Alex;
You still owe me Claire, I'm coming to find you

I mentally punched myself in the face. I had forgot to pay him before I left. I went into my bunk, I decided to call him to settle it. "Alex?...Yeah, Florida ne...No...Yes...Dadeland Mall...Bye." Well that was quick. I never did argue with him, I didn't dare. He scared me just as much as Tony did. I wandered back into the 'living' section of the bus. "Can we stop somewhere around Dadeland? I need to go shopping."

"Yeah sure, just...cheater!!" Never talk to anyone of them while they play video games. I sat myself on the floor, next to Mike. He put his controller down, turning to face me. I knew that look on his face. He saw through my fake smile. He'd question me. I knew he would. I noticed Vic had done the same, both of them giving me the look. This time it was filled with disappointed. Bye bye Claire; have fun locked up. If only I could slap you. Oh you could, if you want to look crazy. The voice was right once again, if I hit my head I'd really look crazy.

***

"So, what's bothering you?" Vic mumbled as we got off the bus.

"Nothing? I'm just exhausted." I lied.

"Alright. Well don't be long shopping. We'll meet back here in an hour." he smiled, hugging me before wandering off somewhere with the rest of the band. I ran off towards the mall. I stood outside, waiting, scanning the area. "Dammit Gaskarth..." I muttered to myself as I pulled out a cigarette. Just as I lit it, someone took it from my hands. I was about to shout when I realised it was Alex.

"You're late..." he snapped. I was not late. I wouldn't argue with him. "Money?"

"That's the $150 I owe you. How much for a gram?" I asked him as I handed over the money.

"Oh honey, I'm sorry I don't take cash any more." he smirked at me, looking me up and down.

"Fine, I'll take my business somewhere else." I turned to walk away when he grabbed my arm.

"You'll do no such thing bitch." he spat. I shoved his hand off my arm. "I'll cut you a deal, I'll give you 2 for $40. But you have to do something for me."

"That all depends.." I didn't like where this was going. That's one thing about him, he didn't mess around. He didn't like to be mess around.

"I need you to get some stuff to one of my runners. He's selling it off at some show." he lowered his voice, stepping closer to me. I thought about it. I didn't really have a choice in the matter. If I didn't he'd only get one of his lads to beat me up or something like that. He gave me the details, handed me over the backpack he had with him. "You take no more than 2, you got it?" I nodded before heading off.

***

We were soon at the venue. I found the part I was looking for, just behind the food tent. Just like Alex said there was a blacked out box, I placed the bag inside it. I turned to walk away when I heard a voice. Tony . Holy shit. "You're late..."

"I'll have you know I'm early, you are in fact late." I turned to face him. His eyes widened. "Drug running now are we?"

"Still being a smack head are we?" he mocked me. "Alex told me. It's all there right?" I nodded. I really did not want to be dragged into the drug dealing business. Don't get me wrong, if you're set up right the money was decent. But dealers have a habit of screwing you over or worse. He opened the bag, checking the contents. "2 is missing."

"Yeah, it's mine. All paid for." I turned on my heels and practically ran off. I headed over to the merch tent. I apologized for my late arrival and finished up setting up. I'd agreed to do this just to help them out. Once I had finished setting up, I felt Tony's presence behind me. He slipped me some of the drugs telling me there was certain people coming to get them from me. He placed a single quick kiss on my lips before swiftly exiting the tent.

I didn't expect it to be this busy. A lot of the fans knew who I was. A lot wanted their picture taken with me, I couldn't understand why. I wasn't famous. Or was I 'famous' for having a famous brother? Don't judge me, I'm still not sure on how all this stuff works. I was stuck here for the day, shifting merch and drugs. How classy of me. Why am I lowering myself to this?

"Claire? Go get a break, I'll have Mel take over for an hour." called a voice I didn't know but he sure as hell knew me. I was going to take it as he was one of the organisers for this. I agreed and wandered off to the food tent. There were a few people in here. I noticed my brothers sat over by the corner. I skipped over to them, sitting next to Mike and started picking at the food on his plate.

"perra conseguir su propia comida" he said through a mouthful of food.

"vete a la mierda Michael." I shot back.

"Less of the spanish. It's not good for me." I heard Tony's voice. I looked up to see him smiling. I scooted over, he sat beside me. This was going to be awkward. He leant in closer to my ear. "Did you shift it?" I nodded. "That's a good girl, you're Alex's property now."

"Fucking not." I said out loud. He clapped a hand on my thigh, gripping it tight. I mumbled a sorry before attacking Mike's plate again. I had just lost my appetite but I was eating to avoid conversation. I knew I couldn't argue with him.

He was planning something.

It wasn't a good thing either, let me tell you that.