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I Might Be Something To You

Voices

*Tonys POV*
After Emily got of my back, she went to shower. My phone was being flood by fans, still not 100% sure if me and Emily where a thing. As soon as Emily re-entered to bunk area, I pestered her for a picture 'Come on Em, some fans still arent sure, even thought the picture makes it very obvious'
'Ok, I look horrible though, my hairs wet and I've got no make up on!' she frowned.
'Oh hush, you're beautiful anyway' I pulled my phone out in front of us, both pulling shocked faces with wide eyes, we looked pretty funny but I liked it. I posted it with the caption ' Me and my beautiful girlfriend @emilysboredagain are all nice and clean now, ready for the show tonight! we're gonna walk the line in about 10 minutes! See you there!' I locked my phone and turned to Emily who'd just finished her make up. ' Ugh, my god!' she threw her phone down on the bunk.
'Whats wrong honey bee?' I questioned, taken back by her sudden out burst.
'You posted that picture and I've gotten nearly 200 new followers in the space of a minute! I hate people!'
'Aw, come, I said we'd walk the line, as a couple'
'So now I have to communicate with other people? Aw Tony, you know I wont even go to the check out in a shop, I have to make someone do it for me and now you expect me to talk to crazy fan girls who've probably killed me in their head 7 times already'
I couldn't help but laugh ' Your funny, you know that? Now come on! It wont be that bad!' and with a grunt from Emily, we left the bus and rounded the corner to see the back of the line. 'ITS TONY AND HIS GIRLFRIEND!' one fan screamed, earning screams off everyone else and everyone turned to face us. We began walking down the line, taking pictures and signing things as we went (Emily seems to have gained some fans of her own), After about 20 minutes, we reached the entrance of the building.
*Emilys POV*

Since the guys had already done their sound check, me, Tony and Jaime decided to go exploring. This was a new venue for the guys so they didnt know where anything was. After walking for about an hour and only find store closets and dressing rooms, we decided to have a nerf gun war. We made our way back to the bus to get the guns. When we arrived at the bus, Mike, Vic and all of ADTR where there. ' Hey guys, we're bored and are gonna have a nerf gun war, please join in, 2 teams running around the venue shooting eachother, think of it as real life black ops, except you dont die, you get shot and you're out'
'Yeah why not' Mike walked to his bunk to get the guns.
'ADTR, you guys joining?'
'Dont see why not, give us 5 minutes and we'll meet you in your dressing room?'
'Sure, see you then.'
'Lets kick their asses' Mike came back in and handed us each a nerf gun and a magazine full of darts.
'Calm down Mike, we've not started yet' We left the bus together and walked to PTV's dressing room. A few minutes later, ADTR joined us. 'So how are we going to know whos on what team?' Adam , Who'd swapped his camera for a nerf gun, asked.
'How about shirts and skins?' Tony suggested.
'Yeah, ADTR verse PTV, dibs on shirts!' Kevin fist pumped the air, a little over excited.
'No way, unfair, I have to play for the guys, meaning I'll no shirt on' There is no way in hell I am not wearing a shirt.
'Rules are rules Em and you cant break a dibs, looks like your going topless' Mike smirked from besides me, already removing his shirt.
'I fucking hate you all!' I turned around and removed my shirt, earning wolf whistles from both bands. I turned around and stood behind a shirtless Tony. ' Ok, everyone will run and hide and as soon as the the time is 3:27, the game will start, ok? ready, GO!'
everyone ran in separate directions, I stayed with Tony, not wanting to run into anyone in just my bra. We found a random room and ran inside. ' How much longer we got?' He turned to ask me, putting his hands on my hips. ' About 30 seconds, stay with me the whole way round, Im dreading running into on of the guys in just me bra'
'I protect you' He winked and lent to kiss me but I put my finger to his lips.
'No time! The games started!' We left the room and sprinted down the corridor, stopping at the end of the wall to see if anyone was there, Tony was the first, to walk around the corner ' Aw shit'
'What'
'I'm out, good luck on your own' Tony walked around the corner and started making his way back to the dressing room, the place where everyone who was shot would have to go and wait for the winner. I rounded the corner and quickly shot Adam before he saw me ' Aw, you bitch'
'Shouldnt have gone with the shirts then should you Elmakias!' He walked past me and hit my arm playfully. I'd come pretty close to Adam, since we both had a lot of free time while the band practiced and did their sound check. I followed the wall down, opening doors as I went. I opened the last door and smacked into Mikes chest. ' Woo, watch it short stuff'
'Come around we me? Tonys been shot and I shot Adam so as far as I know, both teams are one all'
'Fine, nice bra by the way'
'Oh shut up you perv, now lets go!' We left the room and saw Jeremy who Mike shot right in the back of the head. ' Aw! I was having fun too, nice shot Michael'
'Oi, Mckinnon, No full names thank you very much'
'Whatever Michael, see you when you're dead ladys!' Jeremy skipped off to join the others at PTV's dressing room. Me and Mike continued to walk around the many corridors of the venue but didnt seem to see anyone. 'I wonder if we've won?'
'We better go and check'
'Well come on chica!' We sprinted to the dressing room and still didnt see anyone, Mike peeked around the corner to see who was there. ' Ok, theres Vic, Tony, Kevin, Adam, Jeremy and Neil. Which means its me you and Jaime for the skins and Josh and Alex for the shirts. We should spilt up. See you soon chica!' Mike ran off in the opposite direction to which we came, I walked the way we came, sneaking around and being deathly silent. I rounded the corner and got shot in chest by Alex. ' Aw Alex, you killed me!' I threw my arms up dramatically before walking back to the guys. 'Aw, if it isnt little miss.imbetteratshootinggamesthanallyouguys!' Neil said as he saw me.
'Oh shh, I lasted longer than you, didnt I?' Neil bowed his head. Tony was sat on an equipment box, I went and stood in between his legs and leaned back on his stomach. ' Can I put my shirt back on now?'
'Not until the game is over' Adam said as he walked away, to get his camera, I presume. At this moment, Jaime joined us. ' Only Mikes left for the skins now!'
'Oh no, Jaime, my baby! You died!' Vic dramatically run up to Jaime and jumped in his arms. Sometimes those 2 really make me wonder. Alex also come around the corner a few seconds later. ' Only Mike and Josh now, I hope they hurry up, Im freezing!' I was begin to grow frustrated, I absolutely hate having to stand around in my bra.
In the end, Mike won meaning ADTR where buying our drinks tonight. Show time came around quicker then expected and soon enough I was behind the merch table, answer questions about me and Tony and exchanging money for goods. Half way through ADTR's set, a group of girl came over to the stall. 'Are you Tonys girlfriend?' one asked.
'I sure am'
'Are you pregnant?' Another girl asked
'I am not, why'd you ask?' The girl looked down at my stomach then back up to me face a smirked.
'No reason, can I have that shirt please?'
'Sure, thats $20'
'Thank you' She handed me the money and walked back over to her friends. ' It would seem Tonys a chubby chaser, Lovely face but look at her body!' A few of the girls heads turned to look at me then turned back to their friend and laughed. I couldn't stand her any longer, being bullied by a bunch of 16 year olds. ' Hey Bret, can you look after the table for me, Im not feeling too great' Bret, ADTR's merch guy smiled and agreed, saying he hopes I feel better.
Once I was out of the venue, I let the tear flow, I hadnt felt this bad about myself since high school. I sprinted to the bus, unlocked the door and headed to the bathroom, locking the door behind me. I looked at my reflection in the mirror and hated what I saw looking back at me. My hair was faded and needed re-dying. I didnt have a thigh gap and my stomach stood out far too much. I sat on the floor, still in tears and leaned over the toilet. You can do, skinny is strong, just do it. I shoved my fingers down my throat and brought everything that was in my stomach up. As I did this a second time, the guys walked into the bus, laughing and giggling. ' Emily, is that you?' Jaime knocked on the door.
'Um.... yeah, Im not doing to great' I stuck my fingers down my throat one last time, making sure I had everything up. ' Oh, do you want some water? And Tony?'
'That would be lovely Jaime' I flushed the toilet and unlocked the door, Tony joined me moments later, pills and a glass of water in his hands. ' How you doing?' he sat next to me and gave me the things he'd brought.
'Im feeling a little better now you're here' I rested my head on his shoulder.
'Me and the guys are going out for a meal, are you up to it? If not I'll stay with you'
'I dont think so Tony, you go out, dont let me stop you' There is absolutely no way I am eating. skinny is strong, skinny is beautiful.
'Are you sure?' I nodded 'Ok, but I'll be home early to make sure your alright, see you in about a hour and a half honey bee, love you lots'

'I love you too' I heard the door to the bus shut and the soft hum of voices getting further away by the second. I burst into tear, I feel useless, Im fat, ugly, disgusting. Fat Ugly Disgusting Worthless Undeserving. There goes the voice again, I wish I could tell Tony how I felt.

Notes

Its another long one and Its kinda boring but I felt like adding this in, i dunno :.

Comments

@Turtlesowls
Wonders good, I like to leave people wanting more!
Nnnnooooooo!! Who the hell invented cliffhangers??!! Why you must leave me in wonder?? Oh Jesus this story!
Turtlesowls Turtlesowls
8/30/13
@alyssaugh
Writing this part of the story wa the death of me! But, shhhh. No on can know, I'm a ghost writer ;)
CLIFFHANGERS WILL LITERALLY BE THE DEATH OF ME. OH MY LORD.
alyssaugh alyssaugh
8/29/13
@Tayler
;) too bad I already did