~*POV Mike*~

"Just tell me Vic," I said, slightly annoyed, "It can't be that bad..."

Vic sighed slowly before speaking, "Um... Well, mom and dad were never as supportive as they tried to seem..."

"What?" I questioned, "What weren't they supportive of?"

"You and Tony," he said.

"No way Vic," I said, refusing to believe it, "They were always supportive of us. Hell they basically let Tony live with us that summer and said nothing. Mom was even upset when we broke up!"

"I don't know Mike. Maybe they just did that because you were sick and you needed him," Vic said, shrugging, "But I heard them talking one night. They were saying terrible things about you two. And I don't know if you noticed, but they were never the same towards you since then."

I swallowed hard. It was true. Neither mom and dad have been exactly close to me since I broke up with Tony before senior year. I always assumed they were just giving me space to grow up, but I'm not so sure now. I looked to my right over at Tony, he was avoiding my eye contact. But I can tell he was scared and apprehensive.

"What did they say Vic?" I whispered, "What did they say?"

Vic looked up at me and made eye contact for a second, "I don't know if you want to know..."

"Well I do," I responded, "I deserve to know what my own parents think of me."

I tried really hard to seem emotionless, like this didn't affect me, but it did. In reality I was fighting back tears, mom and dad... Why can't they be happy for me being happy? That's all that should matter, right? Wrong I guess. And it seems like all of the damage is done, considering they grew distant after Tony and I were done the first time... It seems like I've lost them...

Vic looked away and bit his lip before saying anything, "This was during the summer when you guys were together. I heard them talking one night after Tony left and you were asleep... They were saying things like, 'It's wrong and disgusting,' 'A disgrace to the family' and worse..."

Vic was right, I didn't want to know... I felt my knees grow weak, I fell on the ground. I couldn't help but cry now. My own parents think I'm a disgusting disgrace... Becauseit'strueobviously.

I gasped at the return of the voice. I haven't heard it in 3 years, and here it is. Didyoureallythinkyoucouldgetridofme? You'retomuchofawimpforthat. I started crying harder, I can't take this right now. This is supposed to be a good day, I'm supposed to be happy.

"That's really fucked up," someone at the party said. It is fucked up. My entire life is fucked up.

I felt a pair of arms around me. I don't know whose, Tony? Vic? It doesn't matter, I sink into whoever it is.

"It's ok Mike, it's ok," I heard Vic whisper to me as I cried into his shoulder, "I know it sucks, but you need to put yourself first. You know?"

"Vic," I whispered, my voice trembling, "It's back. It's back and I don't know what to do."

Vic bit his lip and looked up from me, "If you don't live here you need to leave" he said, his voice stern, "Mike's fine I promise, he just needs to be alone."

It seemed like people were listening to him. In a matter of minutes, everyone was gone except Jaime, Vic, Tony and I. Theyleftbecausetheydon'tcare. Theotherswillbegonetoosoon. Noonecares. Noonelovesyou.

"Tone," Vic said, "Go get Mike's antidepressants and some water. Hime, help me get him to bed."

I felt another pair of arms around me, lifting me up to my feet. I didn't fight it, I couldn't even if I wanted to. I walked with Vic and Jaime to my room, Tony was waiting there with my medicine. It'sprobablypoisondon'ttakeit. I took it with a big gulp of ice cold water. I stripted down to my boxers, not caring that the others were still there, and crawled into my bed.

Tony walked up next to me. He leaned down and kissed my forehead, "I love you know matter what. Ok?" he whispered, so only I could hear. Hedoesn'tloveyou. Hehatesyou.

"I love you Tone," I whispered back to him. He smiled down at me before following Vic and Jaime out of my room, leaving me to my thoughts. But luckily, I was soon nulled into a peaceless sleep.

Notes

Um, this wasn't how I planned this at all. But it happened anyways, and I'm not even sorry for it.

So a lot of you(by that I mean 2) want a TonyxJaime (from now on will be called perriado) next. And you know what, I'm going to do it! I'm working on an early storyline now, so if you have any ideas let me know! I'm always open to fresh perspectives! <3

Sorry for late update, I had a stupid family thing today. ._.

Title Cred: Pierce the Veil