I had not talked to anyone besides Vic since I had shed my tear.
I was getting very hot and cold flashes, I think I just need a nap.
'"Are you sure you're alright?" Vic asks rubbing my back.
I give him a little nod as I look down to the fat I see on my legs. Ew, I guess I am not eating for a while.
The waiter took off our empty plates off the table, the guys all pitched in some money but Emily and I did not.
"Iris and I will be out in a minute, we just need to talk alone."
The guys give a nod to Vic but Emily just rolled her eyes. The all left to go out to the van as vic asked, "So what was up with that before? Why were you crying?"
"I just felt really shitty." I looked down to the fat on my legs again in disgust.
"Why, I only think she wanted to be friends with you again."
"See that is the thing I screwed it up, like I do with everything else."
"No, no. Shh, how about we just go back to the van and you can have some time to rest."
"But, I want to be alone for a while." I say poking at my thighs.
"We will not talk to you, you can have an ipod with music playing, and be left to think, alright?"
"Okay." I look him in the eyes to see him give me a sad smile.
"And I love you." He said leaning in to give me a short passonite kiss.

Notes

Err my ratings just keep getting worse and worse. I have lost at least 5 subscribers, is my writing getting shitty? I have awful writer's block lately, I am starting to stress about back to school and I have not even gone back yet.

This is just a little filler chapter I will probably update later today agian :)