I must have fallen asleep again, because I woke up with my head rested on Syd's bed with my hand in hers. Yesterday she almost died and I honsetly don't know what I would have done just thinking about it makes me wan to cry. She still in here coma but at least she is here with us in some way.
I slipped my hand away and looked through her cd collection and put on All Time Low, mainly because it's weird listening to our stuff especially when she already plays it all the time on the bus, so she will have to settle for this. I placed my hand back in hers and just looked at her, her face is healing up okay, she isn't so black and blue anymore but her hair is still matted with blood, she'll be dying to get that out as soon as she wakes up.
My phone buzzed. Vic. 'Tone are you up? We're probably gonna come down, we left you asleep last night thought you might need it.'
I replied saying that they should come back and they arrived about an hour later.
"What's going on now then? Have they said anything?" Mike asked almost as soon as he walked through the door. I just shruuged my shoulders.
"They haven't been back yet, so I don't know. But hopefully that's a good thing, it means that it's nothing too bad that we need to know right now."
They nooded thier heads in agreement.
As if he had heard us, the doctor arrived not long after our discussion.
"Hey guys, well you'll be pleased to know that after yesterdays drama that Sydney is now doing really well and we are hoping that it won't be long before she wakes up fully. So be prepared to get here if we are bale to contact you. Are yo-"
"How long do you think?" I asked. "I could just stay here."
"Well erm.. anytime in the next couple of days, hopefully. I cannot stress enough that you shouldn't get your hopes up becuase everybody is different but like I said she should be getting better soon. Okay any more questions?" He looked around at all of us and smiled. He wrote something quickly on her board and put it back and left without another sound.
Jaime basically jumped up and down and walked over to me and Syd and took her other hand in his. "Come on Syd, do this for us. We need you on our next tour! Wake up Syd, you can do it!" Jaime is good with words and me want to cry all over again, but by the looks of it Mike and Vic looked pretty damn close too. But we all feel better in a way becuase it could be a lot worse, we could be sitting trying to organise her funeral.

Later that day....

Syd's doctor had come in to check her status and left again without really saying anything. Weird. Jaime has beenm usual Jaime all day, making balls out of paper napkins from lunch and playing 'how long can I throw balls at Vic before he screams at me?' game. They are now sitting on opposit sides of the room, if that tells you anything. Mike went away for a while to get some fresh air. He looked so drained and not 'too much partying drained' like he looks 'I haven't slept in days' dead. Luckily for us the tour is now over and we can focus on nursing Sydney back to health providing that Vic and Jaime don't kill each other that is....

The thing about Vic and Jaime is that they make up real quick which is lucky because I didn't really want to break up a fight right now. But they have patched it up now, which is unlucky for Mike cause they are both bored and looking for things to do. But Mike is too busy complaining at the fact he has no cereal, like okay whatever. Its too qiet in here so I put another cd on, Sleeping With Sirens this time.
I wonder what she's thinking right now, it must be so scary being able to hear things but see nothing. To be honest she's probably laughing inside like I am desperatley tring not to right now at Mike, Vic and Jaime who are well complaining about cereal arguing about Harry Potter and just amusing themselves with paper napkins. This is what it used to be like on the bus, us all goofing around but with Syd of course. I'm looking forward to going hom though back to San Diego, but i'm not going till she wakes up seeing as she lives on the other side of the country. I have something really important to ask her when she does and me and the guys are super excited, to have Sydney at the band house would just be awesome! But obviously a big step which is why I am so nervous about asking her, but we all want her there so hopefully she'll agree. They have gone all silent, so I turned around to look at what they were doing and they are all just sitting, looking very amused. Should I be worried?

Not long after they left (they all had to go back to the bus to eat, but promised me they'd be back later to bring me some, yeah fat chance they wouldn't have eaten it all!) I'm not that hungry anyways. Sitting talking to Syd all evening by myself has been so good! I feel so optimistic about her geeting better. She just might say yes. I was just about to leave, I took her hand kissed it and said "I'm going back to the bus for a bit to get a shower and food if there's any left. I'll be back as soon as I can, I have something real important to ask you so try your best to get better okay? I love you turtle!" I kissed her head, machines started beeping and she coughed and opened her eyes....