Hayleys P.O.V

Everyone was being really strange today. Hardly talking to each other. Like they knew stuff that they weren't meant to. When I say everyone, I mean Josh, Kellin and Vic. I don't get it, they are all really good friends. It had been two weeks since the tour began and we were in New Jersey. There was only 2 weeks left of the American leg of the tour then we fly over to Australia.

I was currently sitting on the edge of the stage looking out into the empty building that would be filled with hundreds of kids in a few hours. It was a nice feeling, knowing this show could change someones life. The bands on this tour are so inspirational to kids these days. Vic tells me stories about kids he has met who've told him about their lives. About the sad things that they have been through and how Pierce The Veil have changed that sadness into hope and helped them keep on living. Music really does save lives. It pretty much saved mines.

"You okay there Williams?" I heard someone say as they sat down next to me. I looked to my left to see Tony sitting next to me. "I'm okay Turtle" I smiled. "Whatcha thinking about?" He nudged my shoulder. I smiled at his gesture. "What's going on between Kellin, Vic and Josh?" I whispered. He frowned and looked down. "I can't say. It's not my place to. If you really wanna know, ask Josh" Tony said whiling fiddling with his hands. I frowned a little. "Should I go ask him now?" I asked. He just nodded. "Thanks Turtle" I smiled and kissed his cheek. I stood up and went to find Josh.

I looked everywhere but nothin. He was nowhere to be found. I decided to go inside the venue and sit in our dressing room for a bit. I walked up to the door and put my hand on the doornob. Then I heard some voices.

"Vic you are so full of shit" I heard Josh say angrily. "I am not, she came onto me and I tried to push her away but she wouldn't budge" Vic said defensively. I scrunched my eyebrows up. What the hell were they talking about. "Vic, it did not look like that" Josh muttered. "I mean it Josh, why would I hook up with a fan when I have the best girlfriend in the world?" Vic said agressively. "Vic, tell her the truth okay. She doesn't need anymore bullshit. Kellin won't tell her but you have to" Josh said. Everything went quiet then suddenly the door swung open. Josh stood infront of me and Vic was behind him. "What's going on?" I asked confused. They looked at each other and sighed.

"How much did you hear?" Josh mumbled. "A fan came onto you" I said looking at Vic. He looked at the floor and sighed. Josh moved out of the way and let me in the room. "I'll leave you two alone" He said and closed the door behind him. I turned and looked at Vic. "You better explain yourself" I said crossing my arms over my chest. He closed his eyes and sighed. "Last night before we went to sleep I went outside to find a store to get you some sunny D, since we were talking about it and you said you hadn't ever tried it so I went to go get some as a surprise" He said with a small smile. "Go on" I nodded. "Anyways when I got off the bus and began to walk away a fan came out of nowhere. A girl, she seemed genuine so I talked to her for a bit, you know the score. Then suddenly she kissed me. I tried to push her away but she wouldn't let go of me. Josh and Kellin both seen it and thought I was cheating on you" He whispered. "So you kissed her back?" I asked. "No, Hayley God no" He said frantically. "Then why does Josh think you did?" I asked looking at my feet. He didn't answer. "Trust me, okay. I'd never do that to you" He pleaded. "You promised me that you didn't have sex with Cara when we were in Maine" I said flatly. "What?" He said with wide eyes. "You promised but it was a lie, you did. Now how am I supposed to believe you now?" I said shaking my head. "I didn't" He said. "Why did Cara say you did? You were so drunk that night and she was sober. What does that tell you?" I muttered. "Hayley, please" He said grabbing my hands. I pulled away from him. "No Vic, I think we need some space. I'm gonna stay on the other bus tonight. We can talk some other time. Goodluck tonight" I said and left the room.

It was probably a stupid thing to do but I needed some time to think. I walked out to the buses and climbed onto the YMAS and SWS bus. Josh looked up from the couch and smiled softly. "Did he explain?" Josh asked. I nodded. "Can I stay on this bus tonight?" I asked. He nodded and stood up. "Of course. You can stay as long as you want" He grinned. I smiled and nodded. "Thanks, you're the best" I hugged him and he hugged me back, very tightly. "We can have a sleepover and play with baby Copeland. She's really sweet" Josh said cheerfully. "Yeah, I babysat her once for Kellin and Katelynne. So she likes me" I explained. "Good, it'll be fun" He said sitting back down. "I'm gonna go tell the guys and pack a bag for tomorrow since we are travelling tonight" I told him. "Okay, see you soon yeah?" He asked. I nodded to him and then left the bus.

I climbed onto my bus and found Tony, Jeremy and Mike playing xbox while Vic sat next to them looking pretty sad. "Hey guys, I'm gonna stay on the other bus tonight. I'll see you guys later at the show" I said and walked into the bunk area. A few minutes later Vic walked in. "Hayley please don't stay on the other bus" He pleaded. I sighed and continued to pack some stuff into a bag. "Come on, don't be like this" He begged but I just continued to ignore him. "Don't ignored me" He said angrily and pulled my arm to turn me around. "Ow" I said pulling my arm out of his grip. "Don't annoy me Vic" I muttered pulling the back onto my back. He frowned. "Why are you being so stubborn?" He asked. I rolled my eyes and pushed by him back he spun me around and his lips crashed ontop of mine. I was shocked but kissed back. He pulled me close to him and one of his hands wrapped around the back of my neck to keep me close. I came to my sense and pushed him away. "No, don't do this. I need some fucking time. Vic in less than a month you'll be a dad and you have no idea how hard that will be for me. Now hearing this? Vic I just need away from you for a night because right now all I can think about is how things are slowly falling apart and as much as I want to believe you, there's one thing that stops me" I said and pushed myself away from him. I ran off the bus and then back to the other. I dumped my bag down and decided to go warm my voice up.

Me and Kellin had both discussed the Misery Business idea and he was going to make a rota of who was going on each night but I wasn't allowed to know as the surpise would be more fun.

The chrous was leading up to the bridge of the song where my guest would appear. I wondered who it would be tonight. "Cause God it just feels soooooo, it just feels so goooood" I sung. The crowd cheered which indicated that someone had came onstage. I turned around to see Mike walking over to me. "MIKEYWHISKYHANDS" I screamed. "I watched his wildest dreams come true, not one of them involving you" Mike rapped. Oh god, he was rapping it, this is why I love him! "Now watch my wildest dreams come true, not one of them involving" He finished. I grabbed his hand and began to dance and headbang with him. I stopped for a second to look at the side stage area and seen Vic smiling away. It made me smile that he still watched the show. I even watched his dispite being pissed. The chorus came up and we finished it together. "Give it up for Mr Fuentes and his amazing rapping skills, what a guy" I said to the crowd and they cheered Mike as he bowed then left the stage.

"WOO!" Max cheered as I ran offstage. "You guys are always so good" Chris said with a huge grin. "Thanks guys! We ready to hit the road?" I asked excited. "Yeah!" Josh smiled. "I'll see you guys tomorrow" I said to Taylor and Jeremy. Me and the YMAS guys walked back to their bus. Once on the bus we were on the road and ready to go to the next venue.

We all sat together watching movies. Katelynne and Kellin were the first to go to bed. Then slowly but surely everyone left to go to bed except me and Josh. "I'll just sleep on the couch" I said with a yawn. "No, sleep in my bunk. I'll sleep out here" He said with a warm smile. I looked at him and nodded. "Thanks" I whispered. "Anytime" He said looking at his phone. He put it back down then looked at me. I stared into his eyes and he began to move closer to me. I didn't think anything of it until suddenly his lips were on mine. My heart was pounding and my breath was caught in my throat. The thing that annoyed me was I didn't stop it. I let him kiss me. He licked my lips and I opened them. Our tongues danced together in perfect harmony. His arms wrapped around my waist and my hands grabbed onto his hair. He pulled me closer until I was on his lap, straddling him. Then reality hit me and I pushed myself away from him.

I fell backwards onto the floor and he looked at me with concern. "Are you okay?" He asked. I looked up at him through tears. "No, I'm not" I said beginning to cry. He slid onto the floor infront of me. "What's wrong?" He whispered. "I just cheated on my boyfriend, Josh" I said through tears. "No, you didn't... it didn't happen okay" He said reassuringly. "It did... it fucking happened and I let it" I whispered. More tears formed and he pulled me into a hug. "Hayley, listen. You're confused and you just needed something different for a moment. You're not a bad person. Trust me" He whispered as he stroked my hair. "I need sleep" I mumbled into his shirt. He wrapped his arms around me and picked me up. He carried me to his bunk and then placed me in it. He kissed my forehead then whispered goodnight. He then left and I fell fast asleep, feeling broken and disgusting.