I awoke in Joshs bunk and instantly the memories from last night flooded back. I let Josh kiss me. I'm such a bad person. I groaned loudly as I climbed out of the bunk. I went to the bathroom and changed into clothes for the day and fixed my makeup. After I was satisfied with how I looked I went out to the longue area of the bus. "What time is it?" I questioned. "11:45" Max spoke up. "Shit... me and the guys got an interview today" I sais quickly grabbing my phone and bag. "Thanks for letting me crash" I said and then quickly ran off the bus.

I climbed onto my bus to find everyone sitting on the couches. "Guys... interview in half an hour, we gotta go" I said quickly. "Shit I forgot" Taylor jumped off of the couch and ran into the back of the bus. Jeremy stood up and then went into the bunk area. I looked at Vic who was sitting with his phone in his hand and looking really sad. I felt super guilty so I walked over to him and kissed his cheek. He looked up at me confused. "We can talk to tonight okay, I really gotta go" I whispered. He nodded and kissed me quickly. More guilt shot through me and I stood up straight. "Bye guys" I said as Jeremy and Taylor both came out of the bunk area and followed me off the bus.

We had a car waiting for us so we climbed into it and then were off to the building on the other side of the city to do this interview. The car ride took what felt like a million years but eventually we got there and we all basically fell out of the car with excitement, the car was stuffy and warm. We all laughed at our childish attempts to get out of the car at the same time and walked towards the building. We checked where we were meant to go and then went to the elevator. The ride was funny because there was a guy who farted and we had to be professional and act like we didn't even hear it but we are the biggest kids ever. I held my breath so that I wouldn't laugh loudly. Jeremy was going red and Taylor had his hands over his face. Our floor finally came to us and we slipped out. "Oh my god" I said as soon as the doors closed. We all burst out laughing and had to hold onto each other for balance. A voice spoke up which startled us. "Paramore...?" They asked. We looked up still laughing. "This way" The girl said. We all followed her and tried to stop ourselves from laughing but it was very difficult.

We were led to a room where there was a camera and a girl probably around my age sitting on a chair with a couch facing her. The girl stood up and introduced herself. "Hi, I'm Carrie. The interview is a quick one, all questions are by fans and if you need anything let me know, my assistant will get you it" She explained. "Ugh, I'm good, thanks" I smiled. The guys said the same thing and she nodded. "Okay, let's just get down to business" She smile. Her assistant pressed play on the camera and the host introduced us.

"Today I'm interviewing Paramore. Hot off Warped Tour and straight on to a world wide tour with Pierce The Veil, Sleeping With Sirens and You Me At Six. Hey guys!" She said turning to us. "Hey!" We all said together. I was holding the mic inbetween us. "So let's start simple" Carrie started. "How did it feel to be headliners of Warped this year?" She asked. "It was interesting to say the least" I said. "Yeah, we were in a totally different place last time we played so this time could only get better" Jeremy spoke up. "Yeah, after the departure of the Farros, definitely shocked the fans but you guys really pulled through" Carrie smiled. "Well it ended up really good, we made a lot of new friends and every show went without a hitch!" I finished.

"So you guys are now 2 weeks into your world tour, how has it been so far?" She asked happily. "Really fun, fast going but fun!" Taylor smiled. "Good, the new album is great by the way, a favourite of mines!" She said enthusiasticly. "Thanks" I grinned. "It's definitely been your year" She nodded and looked at her card. "Best moments of Warped?" She said finally looking up. "Oh, tough. Mines is probably when me, Jack Barakat and Kellin Quinn went onstage while Pierce The Veil were playing, stealing their instruments off them and replacing them with dollar store toy guitars and mics" Jeremy said into the mic. "Oh yeah, they were so bummed about that but they took it light heartedly" I nodded, laughing at the memory. "They got us back though" Jeremy frowned. "Mines is probably when we had the water fight in San Diego on the last day. That was awesome. All the bands got involved and we wrecked the place" Taylor grinned like a kid. "Mines was the last Misery Business in San Diego where all our friends came out onstage. Vic from Pierce The Veil sung with me which was fun" I laughed at the memory. "Yeah he was so wasted" Jeremy shook his head. "Oh god, they all had to be" I laughed. "I seen a video on Youtube of that, seemed like a good show!" Carrie grinned.

"So Hayley, you've been doing songs with Pierce The Veil on this tour, how has that been?" She asked. "Really different, they are a genre of music we don't really associate with much but I personally really like their music" I smiled. "I like when you sung King For A Day" Taylor laughed. "Yeah, that was fun. The guys in PTV didn't know it was me. I wore Kellins clothes and they believed it was me until they seen my hair" I explained. "Yeah you have firey hair! Kellin doesn't" Carrie nodded. "Yeah. Hold On Till May is usually done by Jenna McDougall but she is at home so I'm filling in for her on that" I smiled. "I like how you guys have different members from the tour singing Misery Business. How did that come around?" She asked. "I just decided to mix it up a little. We no longer pull a fan up as we have Anklebiters for that so we still have the fan connection so having other band members was a good idea" I explained. "We had Mike Fuentes rapping last night and Kellin Quinn was screaming it a week ago so its very varied and unique now" Taylor explained.

"Hayley, you just split up with your boyfriend Chad Gilbert of New Found Glory?" She asked. I knew this was coming. "Yep" I said bluntly. "What happened there?" She asked staring at me. "We weren't working out anymore. That's all" I said with no emotion. "Now you're dating... Vic Fuentes" She stated looking at her card. "Yes, I am" I said sharply. "Rumours are flying around about Vics ex girlfriend. She is currently pregnant with his baby. What are your thoughts about that situation, since he's your boyfriend" She asked me. I rolled my eyes. I was about to snap when Taylor spoke up.

"Sorry but what the heck does that have to do with us? We are here as a band. We expect to be treated as a band" Taylor said standing up and walking out. "Yeah, if you wanna ask Hayley questions about her personal life, you shoulda just named it 'An interview with Hayley Williams'". Jeremy said storming off. I looked straight into the camera. "If you guys love Paramore or anything within the area of the subject in question then you'll respect that I don't want all of my personal life made public. My boyfriend and I are happy together and his decisions about his child are his own to make. I support him no matter what. I don't mind people wondering about me or asking me certain things, if I wanna answer you I either will or wont but if you bring my personal life to light when I'm trying to do my job then I won't be any help to you. Paramore is a band. We are united and don't take anyones shit. Treat us equal or don't bother at all. We are done here" I finished then walked out.

Taylor and Jeremy were standing outside the room waiting for me. "Well said Hayley. Wish I had of said that" Taylor gushed. "That will definitely make it onto the internet. Anyways, we got a photoshoot to do then head back to the venue" I said quickly and we all walked to another part of the building.

I was made to wear a fluffy pink ballerina dress but it was ripped and I wore Docs. They were trying to do a punk take on the ballerinas from the Still Into You video. They curled my hair and made me look like a porcelain doll. The guys were wearing ripped shirts. Bowties and suspenders that all looked ragged and burnt out. It looked awesome in the end and we were happy about it.

We eventually went back to the venue and decided to keep our outfits on for the show, since they were pretty cool. We walked down the hallway reminiscing about one of the tours we done in Australia when Kellin popped out of a room. "Hey guys" He grinned. "Suppppp?" Taylor said in a low voice. "We homies be chilling, glad you guys are back. Your m&g is gonna start soon so you guys best get to it!" Kellin said high fiving us. "See you laters Kells" I called out as he walked down the hallway. We looked at each other and shrugged. "Let's tell everyone we're back then go to the meet and greet?" I suggested. "Sounds like a plan batman" Jeremy grinned. Taylor picked me up and threw me over his back. "Taylor put me down!" I screamed. He ran to the dressing room that Kellin came out of and opened the door. He ran in and Jeremy followed us. "Can you put me down?" I asked. "No" Taylor said childishly.

"Taylor York put my girlfriend down" Vic spoke up. "No" He said childishly. I tried to look behind me and seen Vic approaching Taylor. "I'll ask you again York, put the girl down" Vic said in a strong Mexican accent. "NEVER!" Taylor screamed and ran around the room. Vic chased us until Jaime decided it would be a great idea to trip Taylor up. I flew off Taylor and landed ontop of Josh. I looked into his eyes and felt guilt and sadness wash over me. I quickly pushed myself off him and bumped into Vic. I looked at him and he frowned. "Why do you look like a sad, ballerina rape victim?" He questioned. "It was the concept of our photoshoot" I muttered and walked over to get a bottle of water.

"So how did the interview go?" Jaime spoke up. "Shit" Jeremy spoke up. "How come?" Tony asked confused. "The woman decided to completely focus on Hayley and Vic" Taylor sighed. "Oh... how bad?" Vic said looking at me. "Rumour has it you knocked up a girl and my opinion on it matters to everyone" I rolled my eyes. "Nice... stay fucking classy guys" Vic groaned. "Hayley totally kicked her butt" Taylor grinned. "How so?" Tony asked looking at me. "Oh you'll see, that is an interview I'm pretty sure will get put online" I laughed.

"Got it... it's already online" Jaime said while loading it up on Youtube. Everyone crowded around Jaime and watched it intensely. After it was over everyone gave me a round of applause. "Hayley, you did kick ass" Tony said tackling me with a hug. "Thanks Turtle" I grinned. "Hayles we gotta go!" Taylor said dragging me off. "See you guys later" I said as I was dragged out of the room.

After the show.

"That was great guys!" I beamed and high fived the guys. "Best show of the tour so far!" Taylor said jumping up and down on the spot. "I agree" I said happily. We got cleaned up then went back to the bus. I was dreading it because it meant having to talk to Vic and telling him the truth. I was scared but I knew I had to tell him. My mom always told me to be honest because it woul hurt someone more to find something out from someone they didn't care about. I had to tell him. Tonight.

I climbed onto the bus and found him playing with his phone. He looked up and smiled at me. "Hey" He grinned. "Hi... we gotta talk" I said looking towards the bus doors. "Sure" He nodded. He stood up and followed me out of the bus. We stood next to the bus for a few minutes just looking at the stars. "So, what do you wanna talk about?" He asked quietly. I sighed a shakey breath and closed my eyes. "I done something bad Vic" I whispered and opened my eyes. He looked at me confused. "What?" He frowned. "Last night one everyone went to bed me and Josh were talking. About me and you... then he kissed me" I said as quietly as I could. I couldn't look at his face. "I'll kill him" Vic said angrily. "No... you won't" I muttered. "Why you didn't want it... did you?" He asked scared. I lowered my head and didn't say anything. "You didn't kiss him back right?" He asked again. "Hayley?" He asked again. Tears formed in my eyes. He lifted my chin to look at me and the tears fell. His face was filled with hurt. "No.. Hayley... you didn't" He said with disbelief. "I'm sorry. I didn't stop it. I wish I did but I didn't" I choked through my tears. He closed his eyes then suddenly he punched the the side of the bus. "I'm so sorry" I choked out. He grabbed my shoulders and looked into my eyes. I stared into his but all I seen was anger which made me cry more. "You were supposed to be different Hayley, I loved you... I fucking loved you" He said the words like they were venom. "You don't love me anymore?" I asked. He laughed lightly and got close to my face. "Not after this, now I can see that you're just a fucking bitch who can't be content with what she's got" He muttered and let go of me. I stumbled back and hit the bus.

He turned and walked away. "I'm sorry" I cried out. I don't know why but my feet made me follow him. "Vic please" I begged. I grabbed his arm and he turned around. He pushed me off of him and I fell to the ground. "No Hayley. Leave me alone. Go back to Josh. Or Taylor. Or Tony. OR FUCK MY BROTHER HAYLEY, HE'S PROBABLY GAME FOR THAT ONE" He screamed down at me. I sat there with tears pouring out of my face and my heart breaking in two. "I love you" I whispered. "Well I don't fucking love you" He said and turned away. I watched him get further and further away into the distance. I cried and cried until eventually I felt someone pick me up and carry me inside.

"What's happened to her?" I heard Mike question. "Her and Vic had an argument" Tony said quietly. I looked up at him with tears in my eyes. He kissed my head and hugged me tight. "Don't worry. It'll be okay" He said soothingly. I cried in his arms until I fell asleep.

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