Every single one of their songs hits me hard. I didn't know what to say after they got done playing that song. I knew it had a different meaning to Vic than what he told me. I wasn't going to say anything though, I would let him tell me on his own.

"So what did you think?" Vic asked.

I sat there for a second and just smiled.

"I fucking loved it," I smiled. "What inspired you to write it?" I asked, trying not to make it too obvious that I already knew the answer. Vic hesitated for a second.

"Well um.. I don't know. I just thought of the lyrics, they just came to my head for some reason. They don't really have a meaning." he said.

He's such a bad liar, and that made me laugh. I looked over to Tony, who was already staring at me. He blushed and hurried and looked away. I laughed and layed back down onto the couch. There was less pain, but that's only because the doctor prescribed me pain medication. And now that I think of it, I need to take some. I sat up and tried getting up, but I winced in pain.

"Um.. can one of you guys do me a favor?" I asked. They all nodded.

"Can one of you guys get me my pain medication and a water bottle, please?"

Vic nodded and set his microphone down onto the stand. He walked upstairs into the kitchen and he came back down with a water bottle and my pills, just like I had asked. He handed it to me and then sat down next to me.

"So how are you feeling?" he asked. I took a pill and swallowed it down with some water before replying.

"Well.. better I guess. Thanks to these," I laughed, holding up the pills. "And you guys. Thanks for taking care of me and shit, and letting me stay here. It means a lot." I smiled.

"No problem." he smiled, resting his hand on my thigh. I looked down at his hand as he patted my thigh a couple of times and took it off. I blushed and he just smiled at me. He got up and made his way back over to the rest of the boys and they decided they would practice the song again. I layed back down and watched them again.

Yep. This song definitely means something.

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The next 4 weeks went by pretty fast, the boys all helped me through it and everything, Tony and Jaime brought me home work that I missed at school and taught me how to do it, and I was still caught up with my school work. Tomorrow was Monday, and also the first day I go back to school since the whole thing happened. I was laying in bed, and soon enough I drifted off into sleep.

I woke up to the sound of my alarm on my phone. Today is going to be different, I thought to myself. I got out of bed and jumped into the shower. The bruises were almost all healed and my ribs didn't hurt too bad anymore. I was able to walk and breathe without pain, and I was just all around doing better. Physically at least. Emotionally, I was fucked up. I was hurting emotionally, worse than any type of physical pain. The only good part of my life was Vic, Mike, Jaime and Tony. They're the reason I'm still here. That, and I never succeed in suicide..

I got done with my shower and decided to just let my hair air-dry and leave it natural. I went over into my closet and pulled on a big sweater, leggings, and combat boots. I didn't really have much of a style, just whatever I was comfortable in and what could hide my scars...
My phone started ringing and I picked it up to see Vic's name across the screen. I unlocked it and answered.

"Hey Vic." I could feel myself smiling really big.

"Hey, what are you doing?" he asked.

"I'm getting ready for school, duh." I laughed.

"Okay, just making sure. So do you want me to pick up Tony and Jaime and then you, or do you want me to bring you to school and we can wait for them?" he asked. Oh, so another day of taking me to school, huh? I smiled and thought about what I wanted to do. I kinda wanted to be alone with Vic, as weird as it sounds. It's nice just to have a conversation alone with him.

"Well, me and you can go and wait for them if you want. That way you don't have to waste gas to go and get them. This time I promise I'll wait for them." I laughed. It was a bad excuse, I know, but it would have to do.

"Alright, sounds good. When do you want me to come?" he asked.

"Whenever, I'm already ready."

"Oh, it's only 7 though. You get ready faster than most girls," he laughed. "Do you want to go get some breakfast before or something?"

I felt myself smiling really widely.

"Sure, sounds good to me," I smiled. "My treat, okay?"

"No way! I'm paying, and I'll be there in 5."

"No Vic, let me p-" I said. That's all I got to say before he hung up the phone. I just laughed and grabbed my backpack. Sure enough, 5 minutes later, there was a knock at my door. I opened it to see Vic. I walked out and got into his car. He slid into his car himself and pulled out of my driveway.

"So do you like live alone or something?" he asked.

"Yeah.. I got emancipated."

"Ohh. You don't have a job though? How do you pay for things?"

"My parents left their money to me. All of it. So yeah, I'm set for awhile." I laughed. He looked at me and furrowed his eyebrows.

"Oh.. your parents.. aren't here anymore..?" he asked, awkwardly.

"Nope.. but it's fine. I didn't know them that much. They died when I was really young. I inherited their money when I turned 16. So I got emancipated from my grandparents as soon as I could."

"Oh, I'm sorry.."

"It's fine, Vic. Let's just have a good breakfast, okay?" I smiled. He returned the smile.

"Where are we even going?" he laughed.

"I don't even know. You choose." I laughed.

"Hmm.. McDonalds has really good breakfast," he laughed, glancing at me and giving me a smirk.

"Oh my god! I love McDonalds' breakfast. Let's do it." I smiled.

"Alright. That's it. You're perfect." he smiled. I froze and I could feel butterflies fill my stomach. I could feel my cheeks burn, I was blushing so much and I knew it.

"Pfft. I wish." I laughed. I turned my head towards the window so he didn't see me blushing.

"You don't have to wish. It's already true."

He really had a way of making me happy. And that scared me for sure. But I couldn't help myself, I was smiling like an idiot and he knew it.

"Sorry." he laughed.

"Why are you sorry?" I laughed.

"Because you're like having a seizure over there," he laughed, flashing me a smile. I felt my cheeks start to burn more. I was laughing too hard.

"Oh my god!" I laughed, causing myself to snort.

"What was that? Was that a snort?! Oh my hell that was adorable as fuck!" he laughed.

"Oh my god no! That was so embarrassing!" I laughed, burying my face in my hands.

"Why are you embarrassed? That was awesome." he laughed.

"Because I just snorted in front of you."

"So? It's just me."

"Right.. just you." He had no idea..

We got to McDonalds and he ordered our food. Vic started pulling his stuff out of the bag and handed me my stuff. He put his food on his lap and looked at the road. He pulled out and started driving.

"Feeeeed me." he said, glancing over at me.

"What?" I laughed.

"Feed me." he smiled.

"Oh my god Vic." I laughed.

"Please. I have to drive." he pouted.

"Are you serious?"

"Dead serious." he laughed.

"You're lucky you helped take care of me earlier." I laughed, picking up his sausage mcmuffin and holding it out to him so he could take a bite. He took a huge bite and I just laughed.

"This is so weird!" I laughed.

"No it's not. I had to do this for you." he laughed.

"Well I'm sorry you had to do that. It's so weird." I smiled. I held it up higher for him to take another bite. He ate the whole thing in 3 bites though, so it was over pretty quick.

"Okay now my hashbrown." he smiled. I just looked at him and laughed. Then I looked down to see his hashbrown in between his legs.

"Vic. I'm not grabbing it, it's in between your legs." I laughed. He just glanced over at me and gave me a smirk.

"Oh my. I'm not doing it Vic."

"Please. I'm still hungry." he smiled. I just sighed and reached for it. I hurried and grabbed it and he let out a fake moan.

"Oh my god Vic! No!" I laughed.

"I knew that's what you thought was going to happen. So I had to do it." he laughed.

"Oh my." I laughed, holding the hashbrown up to his mouth. He ate it in two bites. I threw the wrappers away and held up his orange juice to him. He took a long drink from it and I took it away from him in the middle of taking a drink.

"Calm down." I laughed. I set his drink down and looked up to see that we were at the school. I was sad I had to leave Vic. He pulled out his phone and started dialing a number.

"Hey dude, are you guys almost here?" .. "Oh, okay." ... "Yeah. See you in a sec."

"Okay they're here. Let's go." he said, hanging up his phone.

"I can go find them, it's fine." I smiled.

"Nope, I am going to come with you until you get to them."

I smiled and opened the car door. I got out and Vic did the same. I walked over to him and he walked me to where Tony and Jaime were.

For once, I felt like things were going to be okay.

Notes

nothing really happened this chapter, but i promise next one there will be lots happening :)
Enjoy :)