I woke up, my legs still intertwined with Vic's, his arms still around me. I smiled and gently untangled myself from him, trying my best not to wake him. I studied his face as he slept, he looked so peaceful, he looked so cute. I smiled again and pulled the covers off of me. I stepped into the bathroom and did my business, then brushed my teeth and my hair. I didn't have as big of bags under my eyes as I usually did, surprisingly. I washed my face and wiped the makeup off of my face. I smiled at myself, I was feeling rather happy today. I stepped out of the bathroom and Vic was awake, scrolling down his messages on his phone.

"Good morning, baby," I smiled. He looked over at me and smiled at me.

"Good morning. You look beautiful." he smiled.

"Pfft. Thanks." I laughed, sitting back on the bed with him.

"Do you know why?"

"Why?" I smiled. He pointed at my smile.

"That's why," he said, placing a quick kiss on my lips. He kept scrolling through his and Mike's messages. I looked down at his phone. "Mike's freaking out," he laughed.

"Why?"

"Because I just left randomly at like 3 in the morning and didn't come home," he laughed. "I'm going to call him real quick. While I do that will you go to my car and get your gift from you to me? I wanted to open it, but I wanted to wait for you."

"Sure," I smiled. I stood up and walked out of the room and outside. I walked over to the car and unlocked it, pulling out the wrapped present. I pushed the door closed and locked the car. I walked back inside to see Vic still on the phone.

"I know, calm down." .. "I don't get it either." .. "I don't know!" .. "I'll talk to you later dude. Bye."

I walked in a couple of seconds after he hung up and set the gift on the bed while he went into the bathroom and brushed his teeth and did whatever else he had to do. He came back in and gave me a kiss, then I picked up the gift and handed it to him.

"Open it," I smiled.

"Alright, calm down," he laughed. He picked up the gift, sliding his thumbs under the paper and tore it open. He looked down at it and instantly smiled. I watched as his eyes wandered over the poem I had written that was placed in the middle. His eyes started to water and he kept on smiling, still reading the poem. I smiled knowing that he liked it. I was really nervous about if he was going to like it or not, but after seeing this, I knew he did. He smiled even wider as he neared the end of the poem, then while he looked at all of the pictures of us around it. He looked up at me and smiled, his face was a bit red and a couple of tears fell from his face.

"God, this is perfect," he smiled. "I was not expecting this at all. Oh my god, I love it." he said, looking down at it again. "And you wrote this yourself?" he asked, pointing at the poem. I nodded and he smiled at it again. He set it down gently and made his way over to me, putting his hands on my hips and leaning in to give me a sweet, passionate kiss. His hands made their way to my jaw, pulling me closer into the kiss. I felt him smile against my lips, causing me to do the same. He pulled his lips off of mine and pulled me into a tight embrace.

"Why are you so perfect?" he said, pulling away from the embrace and placing a ton of kisses on my lips. I laughed against his lips and pushed him away a bit.

"Don't even, Victor," I laughed.

"Hey, I'm just saying!" he said, throwing his hands up in the air in defense.

I slapped his arm playfully and he gave me another kiss.

"You're really touchy today," I laughed as he kissed me again. "But I like it."

"Well what can I say? I miss you."

"You miss me? Vic. I'm right here," I laughed.

"I know. I miss you," he said. "If you know what I mean," he said, shooting me a smirk.

"Oh, no. I definitely know what you mean," I smiled. I walked over to him and gave him a long, passionate kiss before sliding my tongue on the bottom of his lip. He granted me entrance and we sat there for awhile with our tongues wrestling for dominance, the kiss growing very hungry very fast. He grabbed my gift and set it down on a beanbag near my bed, our lips never leaving each other. He held onto my hips and guided me over to the bed, laying me down and hovering over me. He pushed us both to the center of the bed and pulled his lips away from mine and began to kiss and suck at my neck. I moaned softly as he continued doing so. He pulled away and looked me in the eyes.

"I want to make love to you."

I smiled and sat back up, placing another long kiss on his lips. "Then do it." I smiled.

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Tomorrow is new year's eve. The beginning of a new year. The beginning of my year. I held onto Vic's hand as we walked inside his house to see Mike and the rest of the guys. We walked inside and they all greeted us. I hadn't seen any of them since the freakout I had on Christmas, so they were all more than happy to see me I was guessing. Jaime and Tony ran over to me, pulling me in tight bear hugs.

"How have you been? I know it's only been a week, but like, are you okay?" Jaime asked while he squeezed me. I laughed and he loosened his grip on me.

"Yes Himes, I'm fine. Sorry for freaking out like that and scaring you guys. I'm fine now," I smiled as we pulled away from the hug. I looked over to Tony and he smiled at me.

"It's good to hear that," Tony said. Mike walked over to me and gave me a hug before whispering something into my ear.

"Vic told me what happened, I just want you to know that I'm here for you if you ever need someone, okay?" I gave him another hug as a thank you. He smiled and then we all went downstairs into the boys' new 'studio.' They started recording all of their songs, new and old ones. It all sounded amazing. The boys sat me down and had me listen to their new song Caraphernelia. I smiled as I listened to it, I really heard all the lyrics and they made me wonder a bit what inspired Vic to write them. I listened to the rest of the song and smiled as I took the headphones off.

"It sounds amazing guys. Send this to some record label or something and you'll get signed for sure," I smiled.

"Well actually, about that.." Mike smiled.

"What?! Did you guys get signed?!" I said, jumping up from the seat in excitement.

"Yep, equalvision records, baby!" Vic exclaimed. I squealed in excitement and jumped into his arms, giving him a 'congratulations' hug. I opened my arms, motioning for the rest of the boys to join in the hug. Jaime gladly joined, Tony and Mike gave us all a funny look but then joined in the hug.

"I'm so excited for you guys!" I squealed as we all let go of each other.

"Yep, and guess what else," Jaime smiled.

"What?!" I exclaimed.

"We're playing a show tomorrow for new years!"

"Oh my god, that's awesome! Where at?" I asked.

"It's at some new years party, apparently a shitload of people are going." Mike answered.

"Yay! That's great for you guys," I smiled.

"You do know you're coming right?" Vic laughed.

"Oh, yeah. Of course. And this time if someone tries to give me a pill to 'loosen' me up, I won't take it." I laughed. The boys all laughed, including Tony.

"Good!" Jaime laughed.

"So are we gonna celebrate?" I asked.

"Oh trust me, there will be lots of celebrating tomorrow." Mike laughed.

"Oh yeah, of course, I forgot who I was talking to," I laughed.

The boys played some more songs for me and all I could think was: these boys are going to go far. I was definitely excited for them.

Notes

SORRY FOR THE TIME SKIP LIKE IN THE SAME CHAPTER I JUST DIDNT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO FOR IT SO YEAH. i hope you guys enjoyed this chapter. :) more coming soon!

and sorry i didnt know how to end this chapter so uh yeah please excuse the terrible ending omg