I throw the gauze from my finger away before spreading some pain relief cream on my cut, just like the doctor said. It's been a couple of days since Ivory's birthday. I still beat myself up for ruining my baby's birthday. "You didn't ruin her birthday, my love. Please, stop," Vic says, looking at me through the reflection of the mirror. "I did!" I yell as I turned around in tears. "You don't know what it's like having a mother who tortures you. I'm no different than my own mother. I'm beginning to be a bad mother. I love Ivory, I fucking adore her, but I find myself wanting to hurt her when she cries, especially when I see how well she does with you. I can't get her to stop fucking crying, when it takes nothing from you but holding her. She can feel it. She can feel that I'm a bad mother." "You're stressed out babe. You just had a baby, you've lost sleep and now, you're starting to lose it. Take a break. Lay down, sleep. I need you to calm down, please!" Vic replied as he held me in his arms. He escorted me to the bedroom and set me on the bed.

"You're not a bad mother. You're nothing like your mother," he said as he kissed my forehead. "You're an amzing mother," he continued as he kissed my nose. "and, you'll make an amazing wife," he finished, to which he kissed me, so passionately. He held me in his arms. His arms. So warm and comforting.

"Will you marry me?" Vic asked as he got down on one knee on the side of the bed. Looking up at me with that adorable smile of his, he pouted. "God, you goof. Of course!" I yelled, with tears running down my face. He jumped up from kneeling, pushing me on my back and attacked my lips with his. So kinky, just like I like it. He bit on my lower lip as I wrapped my legs around him, slowly taking his shirt off. I felt him unhook my bra, to which I pulled my shirt off and he found his way to my pants, yanking them off, along with my panties. He spit on his fingers and rubbed my lower area as I threw my head back. I ruffled my hands threw his hair, biting my own lip in pleasure. It didn't take long for him to enter me. He thrusted and thrusted till he no longer could. Our moans grew louder and louder, his loudest when he came. I looked him straight in the eye and said "I love you." "I love you too, fiance" he said. Pointing at his ring finger, he said "I've got to get you a ring. You deserve the best." I couldn't believe I was engaged to the most amazing human being alive.

I was happy.