Do you think you'd love me back?
Drella
-36 WEEKS PREGNANT-
I wrapped a towel around my wet body and dried it off before doing my hair and makeup and putting on some maternity clothes, I walked into the kitchen and made the boys some sandwiches, I put the sandwiches on a tray with four opened beers and an orange juice for me. I knocked on the door and walked in with their food almost dropping it when I saw my baby's room,
“You guys! This looks even better with the furniture in!” I almost started to tear up but I didn't, they all shot me smiles and thanked me for lunch,
“I just want the best for our baby,” Tony smiled as he held on to my belly with this sandwich in his hand, I blushed and pecked his cheek before walking over to Vic and Mike,
“Papa Fuentes did a good job at teaching yous how to paint” I smiled taking a seat on Mike's lap,
“All Vic!” Mike cheered,
“And you silly” I scrunched up my face and pinched Mike's cheeks, “now I have to do some food shopping 'cause we're almost out of everything, take care of my man” I winked as I kissed Mike's forehead, I gave goodbye hugs to Jaime and Vic and one big sloppy kiss for Tony before grabbing my keys and heading to countdown.
As I was walking through the confectionery isle I stopped to talk to a mother and her baby, I was absolutely breath taken at how beautiful this kid was,
“I'm sorry, but your daughter is just beautiful!” I complimented “how old is she?”
“She's 29 months, so 2 years 4 months? And thank you, I know she is, you're my little angel aren't you Livvy?” The mother spoke, “you're carrying quite well, you're almost there right?” She smiled
“Thank you, I'm 4 weeks away from due date” I smiled at her “she's going to be precious”
“Aw, she's going to be a march baby, I'm Jesse by the way and that's Olivia” she smiled holding out her hand which I gladly shook, I smiled over at Olivia who was playing with a scrubbing brush,
“Rachel” I smiled “I'm thinking of naming her Cara-Lee” I looked down and placed my hands on my belly,
“That's a beautiful name” Jesse complimented, I was just about to thank her when the familiar voice boomed from behind us,
“I FOUND THE WIPES!” Jordan cheered happily, I put both hands on the trolley handle and averted my gaze to the ground
“It was nice meeting you bye” I muttered quickly before leaving and heading another isle, I heard Jordan ask Jesse who I was but she just said a friend, I put in some fizzy drinks in the trolley and headed back out to the meat area. Argh I'm so stupid, how could I not remember Olivia? Sure she was only a few months old when I met her, but those eyes... looked so much like Jordan's, I wonder if Jordan saw me, if he caught a glimpse of me, I wonder if he remembers what we had, what we were...
I stood by my boot packing the shopping into bags, once I had finished I pushed the trolley to the trolley bay on my way back to the car I saw Jordan pacing back and forth by the end of my car.
“What.” I said bluntly,
“Can we talk!” He slightly raised his voice, he pointed to my bump and snickered
“Talk about what Jordan? When we were together you had a 6 month old baby I didn't even know about!” I wanted to keep it cool but I couldn't I was so angry and hurt at what Jordan had done to me, “I'm happy now, this, this right here” I pointed to my stomach “this is my happy, and so is this” I said as I held up my left hand and shoved my engagement ring in his face, “Tony is my happy, Mike, Vic and Jaime are my happy” I lessened the volume of my voice “now go back to your daughter and your partner because they are your happy”
I pushed him out of my way and got in my car, he moved back a bit so I could reverse, on my way home I pulled out my hidden pack of cigarettes and lit one up, I stopped at the park just before our house and rested on the steering wheel; crying. After five minutes of crying I wiped under my eyes and sprayed myself with impulse before proceeding home, I pulled into the drive Jaime and Vic helped carry the bags in and unload them into their right areas. I walked straight over to Tony who was lazing on the couch, I sat beside him and rested my head on his shoulder,
“I met Jordan's daughter today, she's beautiful... like his partner Jesse” I whispered, Tony sighed and lifted my head,
“Your point is? You're beautiful, no you're stunning, you're fucking astonishing Rachel! And our baby? Well lets say I'm going to need a gun to keep the boys and girls off of her” he chuckled, I mouthed thank you and leaned up peck his lips gently.
Tony's phone rang and I leaned out so he could go answer it privately, I watched him run out the front door to answer his call, I waddled over to the kitchen and smiled at the three busy Mexicans in my kitchen,
“I feel like I have Mexican slaves” I laughed,
“You had everything for enchiladas so we're making them!” Jaime beamed
“Aw Himes you're so adorable when you smile” it was supposed to be a compliment but Jaime frowned,
“You told me I was always cute” he pouted,
“Don't worry pumpkin, you are, but just cuter when you smile” I got up and headed upstairs to shower “I'll be back guys” I ran upstairs and ran the water, I stripped down and looked at myself in the mirror side on.
I was getting really big, I jumped in the sower and washed myself quickly since I had showered properly earlier, when I got out I put on one of Tony's favourite star wars shirts, I headed back down to the kitchen running my fingers through my damp hair, the smell of enchiladas made me very hungry indeed.
“Where's Tony?” I smiled taking a seat at the island,
“He said he had to do something” Vic smiled, I just nodded and grabbed some enchiladas.
-
It was around 7pm and Tony still wasn't home, Mike had set up a little bed in the lounge for us two to camp out on until Tony comes home then he will be replaced with Tony, Mike put on quarantine 2, I huddled closely into Mike as it started.
“Scared already?” He joked,
“Um yes!” I tried to laugh off my nervousness, surprisingly I wasn't that scared when the movie played, it was a really scary movie but I wasn't scared, Mike's comfort made me feel safe so there was no need for me to be scared, I soon found myself asleep in his arms.
I felt myself moving up and down as I was being cradled, I opened my eyes and saw Mike carrying me to my room,
“Where's Tony?” I asked as he set me in bed,
“Taking a shit,” he laughed “he told me to bring you in here,”
“Thank you” I smiled, “night Mikey” I whispered and rubbed his forearm with my sleepy arm,
“Goodnight princess” he smiled then left the room just as Tony walked in,
“Hey my sleeping beauty” Tony giggled as he crawled in next to me, I just laughed and nuzzled myself into his chest.
I wrapped a towel around my wet body and dried it off before doing my hair and makeup and putting on some maternity clothes, I walked into the kitchen and made the boys some sandwiches, I put the sandwiches on a tray with four opened beers and an orange juice for me. I knocked on the door and walked in with their food almost dropping it when I saw my baby's room,
“You guys! This looks even better with the furniture in!” I almost started to tear up but I didn't, they all shot me smiles and thanked me for lunch,
“I just want the best for our baby,” Tony smiled as he held on to my belly with this sandwich in his hand, I blushed and pecked his cheek before walking over to Vic and Mike,
“Papa Fuentes did a good job at teaching yous how to paint” I smiled taking a seat on Mike's lap,
“All Vic!” Mike cheered,
“And you silly” I scrunched up my face and pinched Mike's cheeks, “now I have to do some food shopping 'cause we're almost out of everything, take care of my man” I winked as I kissed Mike's forehead, I gave goodbye hugs to Jaime and Vic and one big sloppy kiss for Tony before grabbing my keys and heading to countdown.
As I was walking through the confectionery isle I stopped to talk to a mother and her baby, I was absolutely breath taken at how beautiful this kid was,
“I'm sorry, but your daughter is just beautiful!” I complimented “how old is she?”
“She's 29 months, so 2 years 4 months? And thank you, I know she is, you're my little angel aren't you Livvy?” The mother spoke, “you're carrying quite well, you're almost there right?” She smiled
“Thank you, I'm 4 weeks away from due date” I smiled at her “she's going to be precious”
“Aw, she's going to be a march baby, I'm Jesse by the way and that's Olivia” she smiled holding out her hand which I gladly shook, I smiled over at Olivia who was playing with a scrubbing brush,
“Rachel” I smiled “I'm thinking of naming her Cara-Lee” I looked down and placed my hands on my belly,
“That's a beautiful name” Jesse complimented, I was just about to thank her when the familiar voice boomed from behind us,
“I FOUND THE WIPES!” Jordan cheered happily, I put both hands on the trolley handle and averted my gaze to the ground
“It was nice meeting you bye” I muttered quickly before leaving and heading another isle, I heard Jordan ask Jesse who I was but she just said a friend, I put in some fizzy drinks in the trolley and headed back out to the meat area. Argh I'm so stupid, how could I not remember Olivia? Sure she was only a few months old when I met her, but those eyes... looked so much like Jordan's, I wonder if Jordan saw me, if he caught a glimpse of me, I wonder if he remembers what we had, what we were...
I stood by my boot packing the shopping into bags, once I had finished I pushed the trolley to the trolley bay on my way back to the car I saw Jordan pacing back and forth by the end of my car.
“What.” I said bluntly,
“Can we talk!” He slightly raised his voice, he pointed to my bump and snickered
“Talk about what Jordan? When we were together you had a 6 month old baby I didn't even know about!” I wanted to keep it cool but I couldn't I was so angry and hurt at what Jordan had done to me, “I'm happy now, this, this right here” I pointed to my stomach “this is my happy, and so is this” I said as I held up my left hand and shoved my engagement ring in his face, “Tony is my happy, Mike, Vic and Jaime are my happy” I lessened the volume of my voice “now go back to your daughter and your partner because they are your happy”
I pushed him out of my way and got in my car, he moved back a bit so I could reverse, on my way home I pulled out my hidden pack of cigarettes and lit one up, I stopped at the park just before our house and rested on the steering wheel; crying. After five minutes of crying I wiped under my eyes and sprayed myself with impulse before proceeding home, I pulled into the drive Jaime and Vic helped carry the bags in and unload them into their right areas. I walked straight over to Tony who was lazing on the couch, I sat beside him and rested my head on his shoulder,
“I met Jordan's daughter today, she's beautiful... like his partner Jesse” I whispered, Tony sighed and lifted my head,
“Your point is? You're beautiful, no you're stunning, you're fucking astonishing Rachel! And our baby? Well lets say I'm going to need a gun to keep the boys and girls off of her” he chuckled, I mouthed thank you and leaned up peck his lips gently.
Tony's phone rang and I leaned out so he could go answer it privately, I watched him run out the front door to answer his call, I waddled over to the kitchen and smiled at the three busy Mexicans in my kitchen,
“I feel like I have Mexican slaves” I laughed,
“You had everything for enchiladas so we're making them!” Jaime beamed
“Aw Himes you're so adorable when you smile” it was supposed to be a compliment but Jaime frowned,
“You told me I was always cute” he pouted,
“Don't worry pumpkin, you are, but just cuter when you smile” I got up and headed upstairs to shower “I'll be back guys” I ran upstairs and ran the water, I stripped down and looked at myself in the mirror side on.
I was getting really big, I jumped in the sower and washed myself quickly since I had showered properly earlier, when I got out I put on one of Tony's favourite star wars shirts, I headed back down to the kitchen running my fingers through my damp hair, the smell of enchiladas made me very hungry indeed.
“Where's Tony?” I smiled taking a seat at the island,
“He said he had to do something” Vic smiled, I just nodded and grabbed some enchiladas.
-
It was around 7pm and Tony still wasn't home, Mike had set up a little bed in the lounge for us two to camp out on until Tony comes home then he will be replaced with Tony, Mike put on quarantine 2, I huddled closely into Mike as it started.
“Scared already?” He joked,
“Um yes!” I tried to laugh off my nervousness, surprisingly I wasn't that scared when the movie played, it was a really scary movie but I wasn't scared, Mike's comfort made me feel safe so there was no need for me to be scared, I soon found myself asleep in his arms.
I felt myself moving up and down as I was being cradled, I opened my eyes and saw Mike carrying me to my room,
“Where's Tony?” I asked as he set me in bed,
“Taking a shit,” he laughed “he told me to bring you in here,”
“Thank you” I smiled, “night Mikey” I whispered and rubbed his forearm with my sleepy arm,
“Goodnight princess” he smiled then left the room just as Tony walked in,
“Hey my sleeping beauty” Tony giggled as he crawled in next to me, I just laughed and nuzzled myself into his chest.
Notes
FILTER AGAIN
Read my new Austin fan fiction, please comment on this and my Austin fan fic! FEEDBACK MEANS THE WORLD
Also... I know I've missed like birthday/new years and shit, it's just... yeah.
I'M WATCHING EVIL DEAD TONIGHT WOO
COOLEST FUCKING BABY SITE EVER http://womenshealth.gov/pregnancy/you-are-pregnant/stages-of-pregnancy.cfm#c
andandand I'm NOT going to write a chapter where she's giving birth after this MIGHT be another one before she gives birth otherwise I will be moving forwards to when the baby is a few years of age...
I seriously want to kill tony, he is such an asshole it's ridiculous. I wish Rachel and Tony stayed together and I hate Suzie she is just a hoe bag.
2/22/14