Come Back To My Heart.
Goodbye, Guys.
Tony and I woke up from one of the best sleeps we’ve ever had. We went downstairs to get breakfast and ate together in silence. It was a comfortable kind of silence. Once we were done I let him go take a shower whilst I packed some of the clothes he had ironed the night before. Amongst them I seen my favourite t-shirt of his. I picked it up and cuddled it. As Tony walked in he gave me a confused look.
“Why are you cuddling one of my t-shirts?” he laughed at me.
“Don’t laugh at me Tone.” I frowned. “This is my favourite t-shirt of yours, I used to love wearing it to sleep…” I started to fold it up again, trying to blink back the tears coming to my eyes.
“Aw baby, I didn’t mean to be like that… Aw baby, come on, I’m sorry. Please don’t cry.” He hugged me close to his chest and I sobbed, I’m going to miss him so much. His scent, his smile, his eyes, his lips, his big calloused hands. Everything.
“Tony I’m going to miss you so much.” I looked up at him with a tear stained face.
“I know baby, I’m going to miss you too. Let’s quickly pack and get dressed then we can spend the whole day in each other’s arms before I need to go to the airport, okay?”
I nodded and began to put that t-shirt in his case before he shoved it away.
“It’s yours now.” he smiled at me and I returned the smile. I kissed him softly and laid the t-shirt on his bed, reminding myself to take it home with me.
We got packed quicker than I thought we would. We ordered in a pizza for us to eat later on and we cuddled in bed, obviously having a Star Wars marathon. We were on the third movie when I felt my tummy grumble and Tony must have heard it, I didn’t realise it was so loud. He looked down to me and laughed, I laughed along with him.
“I think I might be hungry…” I giggled and Tony tickled me. “NO! T-T-Tony!! Stooooop” I whined, trying to breathe whilst he tickled me.
“Okay.” He said and kissed my nose. I regained my breath and he helped me up off the bed. “Let’s go feed your little tummy.” He smiled and I kissed him, holding his hand as we went downstairs.
“Do you two ever part?” My mother said as she was sitting on the couch with Tony’s mum.
“Uh, no, not really..” I giggled and Tony kissed me. we heard our mothers make fake gagging noises and we all laughed.
“You all ready my boy?” Mama Perry asked.
“I am, ma. We’ve packed and everything. We’re just going to grab something to eat then sadly we’ll need to go to the airport.” He said and looked to me as I stuck my bottom lip out. He kissed it softly and I giggled. I was really trying my hardest not to act like I was about to fall apart.
We ate together and I pushed my plate as a way of saying I was done. Tony ate the last little bit of pizza I left and smiled at me. I weakly smiled back.
“I’m just going to run to the toilet, then we can go, kay?” I said, still with the weak smile on my face. I walked up the stairs with silent tears streaming down my face. I slumped down on the toilet floor and cried for a little bit. I heard a knock on the door, I’d guessed it was Tony, I didn’t answer. I couldn’t. I could hardly breathe. I think I was having my first panic attack. I just felt like everything was constricting me. I couldn’t think about anything else other than feeling like I was going to die, like everything was collapsing around me, like the walls were closing in on me. It’s a horrible fucking feeling, I’ll tell you that much. I saw Tony’s face come through the door and I automatically calmed.
“Alice?! Are you okay?”
“I-I think I just experienced my first panic attack.” I said, still wide eyed and trying to catch a breath.
“Oh baby.” He pulled me into his arms and cradled me there. “You’d been in here for a while, I was worried… I guess I had every right to be.”
“No, don’t be worried. You go out there and live your dream. You deserve it. You’ll be back in no time.” I tried to be strong. I really did want him to go out and live his dream, not be stuck here with me.
“I-I don’t want to go on this tour if you’re going to be this broken without me..” he looked to the floor and I automatically felt so guilty. I could sense that I’d just crushed him.
“No! Tony fucking Perry, you will go on that tour, you will have the time of your life and I will be fine. I need you to do this. It’ll be so, so good for you. I promise I’ll be fine. I’ve got my mama, right?” he nodded and I continued. “Let’s go, you cannot let your boys down. You’ll be home in no time and we’ll be just as happy as we are now, I love you Tony.” I pressed a kiss to his lips. I knew this is what I had to do.
He agreed and told me he loved me, and we set off on our journey to the airport. We eventually got there to where the guys were already waiting for Tony. They all greeted him with a hug. My eyes started to tear up yet again, as I cuddled Cassie.
“Least we have each other babe, right?” she giggled and I did too, I nodded and went off to say bye to my boys.
“I’m gonna miss you Hime-Time!” I said as I squeezed him in a cuddle. “Don’t worry, I’ll look after your girl if you look after my man.” I smiled and he smiled back.
“Of course. I’m gonna miss you little Al.” he bear hugged me one last time before saying bye to Cass.
Next I went to Mike. I reached up to his tall skinny frame and cuddled him. “I’ll miss you too, ugly.” I said and stuck my tongue out at him.
He laughed. “I’ll miss you more little one, did you fuck his brains out?”
I nodded and winked before turning to Vic who already had his arms open for me. “Ugh Vicky, what will I do without you?” I pouted. “I miss you already.” I weakly smiled and a tear ran down his face.
“I’m gonna miss you. Be good while I’m gone!” he teased.
Next I turned to Tony. “I’m going to miss you the most though.” I said and poked his little nose. “I love you baby.”
“I love you gorgeous, I’ll see you before you know it. I’ll miss you more than anything. But we’ll speak every single day. Okay?” I nodded before pulling him into a long and passionate kiss. We kissed for a few minutes before cuddling and crying on each other. I’m going to miss my best friend.
Their flight number got called and I stepped away from Tony, clinging to Cassie’s hand.
“I’ll see you guys soon okay! God, we have to stop crying.” I laughed as everyone wiped away their tears. I blew them all kisses. “Have the time of your lives out there! Goodbye, guys!” I shouted as they walked away. They all turned round and waved. Cassie and I waited and watched til their plane took off. It was such a horrible, heart-aching feeling knowing that I wasn’t going to see Tony for months.
“Come on babe. Everything will be fine.” Cassie said as she held my hand and we began walking out of the airport and to our cars.
We’ll see.
“Why are you cuddling one of my t-shirts?” he laughed at me.
“Don’t laugh at me Tone.” I frowned. “This is my favourite t-shirt of yours, I used to love wearing it to sleep…” I started to fold it up again, trying to blink back the tears coming to my eyes.
“Aw baby, I didn’t mean to be like that… Aw baby, come on, I’m sorry. Please don’t cry.” He hugged me close to his chest and I sobbed, I’m going to miss him so much. His scent, his smile, his eyes, his lips, his big calloused hands. Everything.
“Tony I’m going to miss you so much.” I looked up at him with a tear stained face.
“I know baby, I’m going to miss you too. Let’s quickly pack and get dressed then we can spend the whole day in each other’s arms before I need to go to the airport, okay?”
I nodded and began to put that t-shirt in his case before he shoved it away.
“It’s yours now.” he smiled at me and I returned the smile. I kissed him softly and laid the t-shirt on his bed, reminding myself to take it home with me.
We got packed quicker than I thought we would. We ordered in a pizza for us to eat later on and we cuddled in bed, obviously having a Star Wars marathon. We were on the third movie when I felt my tummy grumble and Tony must have heard it, I didn’t realise it was so loud. He looked down to me and laughed, I laughed along with him.
“I think I might be hungry…” I giggled and Tony tickled me. “NO! T-T-Tony!! Stooooop” I whined, trying to breathe whilst he tickled me.
“Okay.” He said and kissed my nose. I regained my breath and he helped me up off the bed. “Let’s go feed your little tummy.” He smiled and I kissed him, holding his hand as we went downstairs.
“Do you two ever part?” My mother said as she was sitting on the couch with Tony’s mum.
“Uh, no, not really..” I giggled and Tony kissed me. we heard our mothers make fake gagging noises and we all laughed.
“You all ready my boy?” Mama Perry asked.
“I am, ma. We’ve packed and everything. We’re just going to grab something to eat then sadly we’ll need to go to the airport.” He said and looked to me as I stuck my bottom lip out. He kissed it softly and I giggled. I was really trying my hardest not to act like I was about to fall apart.
We ate together and I pushed my plate as a way of saying I was done. Tony ate the last little bit of pizza I left and smiled at me. I weakly smiled back.
“I’m just going to run to the toilet, then we can go, kay?” I said, still with the weak smile on my face. I walked up the stairs with silent tears streaming down my face. I slumped down on the toilet floor and cried for a little bit. I heard a knock on the door, I’d guessed it was Tony, I didn’t answer. I couldn’t. I could hardly breathe. I think I was having my first panic attack. I just felt like everything was constricting me. I couldn’t think about anything else other than feeling like I was going to die, like everything was collapsing around me, like the walls were closing in on me. It’s a horrible fucking feeling, I’ll tell you that much. I saw Tony’s face come through the door and I automatically calmed.
“Alice?! Are you okay?”
“I-I think I just experienced my first panic attack.” I said, still wide eyed and trying to catch a breath.
“Oh baby.” He pulled me into his arms and cradled me there. “You’d been in here for a while, I was worried… I guess I had every right to be.”
“No, don’t be worried. You go out there and live your dream. You deserve it. You’ll be back in no time.” I tried to be strong. I really did want him to go out and live his dream, not be stuck here with me.
“I-I don’t want to go on this tour if you’re going to be this broken without me..” he looked to the floor and I automatically felt so guilty. I could sense that I’d just crushed him.
“No! Tony fucking Perry, you will go on that tour, you will have the time of your life and I will be fine. I need you to do this. It’ll be so, so good for you. I promise I’ll be fine. I’ve got my mama, right?” he nodded and I continued. “Let’s go, you cannot let your boys down. You’ll be home in no time and we’ll be just as happy as we are now, I love you Tony.” I pressed a kiss to his lips. I knew this is what I had to do.
He agreed and told me he loved me, and we set off on our journey to the airport. We eventually got there to where the guys were already waiting for Tony. They all greeted him with a hug. My eyes started to tear up yet again, as I cuddled Cassie.
“Least we have each other babe, right?” she giggled and I did too, I nodded and went off to say bye to my boys.
“I’m gonna miss you Hime-Time!” I said as I squeezed him in a cuddle. “Don’t worry, I’ll look after your girl if you look after my man.” I smiled and he smiled back.
“Of course. I’m gonna miss you little Al.” he bear hugged me one last time before saying bye to Cass.
Next I went to Mike. I reached up to his tall skinny frame and cuddled him. “I’ll miss you too, ugly.” I said and stuck my tongue out at him.
He laughed. “I’ll miss you more little one, did you fuck his brains out?”
I nodded and winked before turning to Vic who already had his arms open for me. “Ugh Vicky, what will I do without you?” I pouted. “I miss you already.” I weakly smiled and a tear ran down his face.
“I’m gonna miss you. Be good while I’m gone!” he teased.
Next I turned to Tony. “I’m going to miss you the most though.” I said and poked his little nose. “I love you baby.”
“I love you gorgeous, I’ll see you before you know it. I’ll miss you more than anything. But we’ll speak every single day. Okay?” I nodded before pulling him into a long and passionate kiss. We kissed for a few minutes before cuddling and crying on each other. I’m going to miss my best friend.
Their flight number got called and I stepped away from Tony, clinging to Cassie’s hand.
“I’ll see you guys soon okay! God, we have to stop crying.” I laughed as everyone wiped away their tears. I blew them all kisses. “Have the time of your lives out there! Goodbye, guys!” I shouted as they walked away. They all turned round and waved. Cassie and I waited and watched til their plane took off. It was such a horrible, heart-aching feeling knowing that I wasn’t going to see Tony for months.
“Come on babe. Everything will be fine.” Cassie said as she held my hand and we began walking out of the airport and to our cars.
We’ll see.
Notes
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