I woke up early and left the back lounge where me and Mike had fallen asleep. I carefully removed Mikes arms from around me and quietly opened the door. I'm sure everyone on the bus was asleep, it was only 6:53 and they wouldn't be up getting ready for the day till 9. I opened the bunk I thought I would never use all tour to see all of my bags and pillows tucked in neatly. Vic must had moved them last night after me and Mike left. I sighed and opened my bag trying to figure out what I wanted to wear for the day. I pulled out a tank shirt and shorts. I didn't feel like doing my hair or makeup at all today, I had no one I wanted to look good for anymore. I didn't feel like going into the bathroom to change so I quickly removed my shirt replacing it with the tank shirt I picked out an sliding off my pajamas and my short on. Just as I was about to pull my shorts up Vic bunk opened revealing sleepy Vic. I froze and stared at him, he looked at me up and down rolled him eyes and pushed past me to the bathroom without saying a word. When the door closed I pulled my pants up, zipped my bag, and made my way out to the front lounge.
I looked through the cupboard for something to eat but all there was was alcohol I opened the fridge and saw there was some leftover pizza they must have ordered last night. I popped it into the microwave and waited for it to warm up. I heard the toilet flush and Vic came out of the bathroom walking to the fridge and pouring himself something to drink. The microwave beeped and I retrieved the pizza, Vic moved away from me downing his drink fast. He put the cup in the sink rising it out and placing it on the counter and turning to walk back to him bunk.
"Vic" mumbled.
He stopped and turned around looking at me, "what?" he said almost sounding annoyed.
"I-I-why are you acting weird towards me?"
He looked away rolling his eyes and chuckled "why are you acting weird towards me?" he asked, angry now. "Like seriously Isa, you call me out like that last night in front of Cece and make her feel awkward and uncomfortable. Whats wrong with you? I thought you would be happy I was finally seeing people. Guess not" he said throwing his arms in the air.
The lump in my throat returned. I didn't know how to tell him why I acted that way. "Vic I'm,"
"No please Isa I don't want to hear it. I'm going back to bed" he said turning around walking towards his bunk.
I felt my eyes begin to burn from the tears. He was mad at me? Great. I was already enough that he was taken away from me, but now he doesn't even want to be around me. I wasn't hungry anymore but felt sick to my stomach. I needed to get off this bus. I ran back to my bunk and slipped on my shoes then ran off the bus. The crew was already up and setting up for the day, I walked through the venue, not knowing exactly where I was heading. I walked to the amphitheater that was there and sat in the seats looking at the stage. In a couple hours the boys would be playing here, and I wasn't sure if I would be attending the show. I wasn't really sure about what was happening anymore. Why was I here? I was invited by Vic to come with him on tour. He wanted me here, why did he invite Cece then? Why didn't he tell me about Cece, I thought I was his best friend and he would tell me before anyone.
I decided to head back to the bus and see what the boys were up to. I wanted to apologize to Vic more than anything, I just needed him to talk to me. Vic was right, that I was the one who had a problem. How is he suppose to know why I'm upset, he can't read minds. As long as Vic was happy I could pretend to be happy. He's my everything and all I want is for him to happy. With everything we've been through together, he deserved his. I took a deep breath outside the bus before entering. When I walked in Jamie and Tony were sitting at the table eating breakfast Mike was watching something on T.V. and Cece was sitting on the couch on her phone.
"Hey" I said smiling at everyone before taking a seat next to Cece.
"You left me this morning" Mike said pouting.
"Yeah I needed to get some air, where's Vic?" I asked.
"I don't know he left somewhere, didn't say where" Cece said turning her attention back to her phone.
I felt like this would be a good opportunity to apologize to her. Since i made her 'uncomfortable'. "Hey you wanna go get some coffee or something?" I asked.
"Sure!" she said smiling "just let me go get my back" she said disappearing to the bunks.
"Ready?" I asked as she came out.
"Ready"
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We walked out of the venue a walked a couple blocks to the Star Bucks I found on google maps. The walk there was awkward and quite but once we got our coffee and sat down we loosened up.
"So I actually want to apologize," I began. "I'm sorry if the way I was acting last night make you feel awkward or uncomfortable. I was more mad at Vic. We've been best friends since high school and he tells me everything and he didn't say a single think to me about you."
She smiled at me. "It's fine, I'm a little mad that he didn't tell anyone, but it all happened so quickly. Maybe that's why" she said taking a sip of her coffee.
"What do you mean so quickly?" I asked.
"Well I mean we've only known each other a month" she said shrugging and looking back at her phone. She smiled at a text and started typing.
"Vic?" I asked smiling.
"No" she said shaking her head.
"Oh?" I said confused.
"Yeah, It's no one" she said locking her phone and placing it on the table.
I smiled and just shrugged it off. She told me about how her and Vic met. It wasn't anything special, they met while he was out at a bar and hooked up. They saw each other here and there and then just decided to ask her out. Romantic. She kept directing her attention back to her phone. Being careful with it so I couldn't see her screen, it made me feel a little uneasy. If she wasn't talking to Vic then who was she talking to?
"So how did you and Vic meet?" She asked me.
"We met freshmen year of high school I was going through a tough time and he was to so we just clinged to each other "She just nodded and started texting on her phone again. "You know Vic's had alot of bad relationships in his past" I said immediately grabbing her attention. "He's had alot of heart break and i don't know, he seems to like you. I can tell by the way he smiles at you, just don't break his heart. Please."
"Of course not" she said smiling.
We finished our coffee and headed back to the venue. There was kids everywhere but the time we got back. Some kids noticed me and started pointing. I started to pick up my pace a little then some kids started yelling.
"It's Vic's girlfriend!"
She nudged me and looked towards the kids. Cece smiled and waved saying hi, I kept walking.
"Who are you?" some girl asked as Cece kept waving at them.
"Yeah, were talking to Isa" another girl said.
My eye grew wide. No, no ,no. I grabbed Cece and started pulling her towards the gates.
"Isa where's Vic?"
My name kept getting shout at me as I walked to the buses. Cece looked at me confused, I just continued to walk. We made it back to the bus and all the guys were inside. Vic looked up to see me and Cece standing in the doorway. I smiled at him slightly and he returned the smile before turning his attention to Cece.
"So where did you guys-"
"Why the hell we girl out front of the venue calling Isa your girlfriend?!" Cece screamed.
Vic's eye grew wide and his eye went between me and Cece. I could tell his reaction wasn't really helping the situation. But I didn't care, but at the same time I did. If this relationship was going to make Vic happy then I would help him the best I could.
"Uh Cece remember how I told you me and Vic have been best friends since high school?"
"Yeah so what?"
"Well there's a ton of pictures of us together everywhere from over the years. So everyone just assumes I'm his girlfriend. But I'm not obviously" I said laughing lightly.
Vic nodded. "Nothing has ever happened between us and nothing ever will".
His words hurt me, but i just nodded. Cece hugged Vic and gave him a big kiss. "I'm going to go take a shower" she said before leaving for the bathroom.
Me and Vic sat next to each other on the couch silently. The other guys were distracted by T.V. I didn't know what to say to Vic. I sat there and just kinda fidgeted with my hands and looked ever where but at Vic. I was nervous, I didn't really know how to tell him why I reacted the way I did. I could just tell him what I told Cece. Or I could be like 'Hey I'v been in love you since high school'.
Vic reached over and took my hand in his. I froze at his touch and looked at our hands. He squeezed my hand slightly before he spoke. "Thank you," he said rubbing my hand. I just nodded and kept my eyes down. "Isa," he whispered. I turned and looked at him. His brown eyes staring back into mine. He let out a deep breath and then smiled at me. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to you yell at you this morning. Do you forgive me?"
I smiled and nodded. "How could I not forgive you?"
He smiled and kissed my cheek It burned where he kissed me, it's only been 48 hours and I missed that so much. "So do they still think your my girl friend?"
"Yes," I laughed.
He chuckled and shook his head. "If you were my girl friend, we would had been married by now" He stood up from the couch giving my thigh a slap. "We're off to a signing, I expect to see you at the show tonight" He said smiling at me before leaving with the rest of the boys.
We would had been married by now. I got up from the couch and walked back to my bunk to change and get dolled up for the show tonight. I was happy again and didn't feel like being all blah. I was walking by Vic's bunk when it lit up from a cell phone. It was Cece's cellphone, I look towards the bathroom knowing she would be in the shower for a minutes. It seemed like forever, me standing there debating weather to look at her phone or not. She was acting weird and I didn't like it one bit. Vic hasn't known her that long, like she said, and maybe he didn't know her at all. The whole time we were having coffee she was on her phone texting someone and smiling like a fool. And when I asked her is it was Vic she said no and said its nobody. I'm a girl, and I know nobody means somebody.
"No Isa, don't get involved" I said to myself turning to walk away when her phone lit up again.I grabbed the phone and looked at the screen. 2 new messages.
-James: ;)
-James: I can't wait to see you either babe
Oh my god.

Notes

Hi guys! Sorry I haven't updated in a while! :0 I'm so bad at this ahaha.
Sorry if this sucked but obviously theres some drama coming up.
What do you guys think about Cece?
Whats up with the way Vic acts towards Isa?
And what did you guys like and not like about the chapter!
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