I Kissed The Scars On Her Skin (Vic Fuentes)
Chapter 2
The bus jerked to a stop and woke me and Vic up. I was in Vic's arms, my face nuzzled in his neck and my hand against his chest. I felt his shift and begin to stretch removing his arms from my body. I made a small whine and moved closer to him hoping he wouldn't get up and leave my side. His arms wrapped back around me giving me a quick tight hug before plating a kiss on my forehead and swiftly lifting me on to his lap and into his arms. I heard the back lounge door open and the sound of the bunk curtain opening.
Dammit.
He rested me gently inside the bunk, pulling the blanket over me and tucking me in before closing the curtain and disappearing to the front of the bus. I threw the blanket off me and rolled over onto my back looking at the ceiling. I wanted to still be in his arms and sleep in like we usually do, but Vic's a busy man and does have a job to do. I heard the boys out in the lounge talking loud and laughing. I decided I would wait till they all left for catering and then take a shower and get prepared for the day ahead.
The bus eventually went silent and thought 'that's my cue'. I rolled out of Vic's bunk and made my way to mine, which I haven't used and probably never will use. I grabbed my shampoo, body wash, razors, and dry pair of clothes before entering the bathroom. I was more than happy that the boys had a shower on their bus. They were telling me that most bands don't, so I felt privileged. I let the water run for a minute because it was hot from all the heat. Once it was the perfect temperature I slipped inside and began to wash my hair, body, then shave my legs. Once I was done I stepped out dried my body, put on a pair of fresh clothes and stepped out of the small bathroom. The boys weren't back yet so I decided to chill in the front lounge and watch some T.V.
I saw their scheduled for today taped to the wall and decided to take a look at it.
Catering - 10 a.m.
Signing- 7 p.m
Set Time- 8 p.m.
They were the last show to play today which meant the guys were gonna be around all day. Which I didn't have a problem with, we would probably end up playing Fifa on the 360 or go catch some sets like me and Vic had done yesterday. The guys all busted through the door interrupting my thoughts.
"Look whos awake sleepy head" Jaime said while shaking my hair into a mess.
"I just washed my hair could you not?"
"Someones grumpy" Mike said taking a sit next to me placing his long slender arm on my shoulder. I shook it off and he shot me a glare.
"So what are you guys gonna do today? You have like 6 hours to kill" I said.
"We play Fifa" Mike said getting up searching for the controllers.
"No," Tony whined "Lets go catch some sets or something. I haven't gotten to see anyone yet"
"Yeah I wanna go catch some sets too" Jamie chimed in grabbing a water out of the fridge.
"You guys suck," Mike complained sinking into the couch, pouting out his bottom lip.
"You can come if you want to Mike" I said standing up.
"Naw I'll just stay here and get high with Casey, you guys go without me"
"Suit yourself" I said shrugging my shoulders.
Me, Tony, and Jaime all made our way off the bus and to the stages. I didn't really care who we were going to see, I was just following the boys around.
"Where's Vic?" I asked walking up the ramp to the main stage.
"I dont really know," Jaime said shrugging.
"I think he went to go talk to CeCe" Tony said before we stepped on the stage.
"Who's CeCe?" I asked but neither of them heard me, the music was way to loud. I could barley hear myself. But who's CeCe?
-
After the couple sets we caught we went back to the bus. The guys had to get ready, change, and have sound check. When we got on the bus Vic was still no where in sight. I walked to the back lounge to check if maybe he was back there watching a movie or doing some writing, but it was empty. Our blanket we were sharing was still there along with my solo cup and this bottle of beer. I was getting worried, Vic never came back from catering, he hadn't come back while me, Jaime, and Tony were out. Where could he be?
The guys were making their way out to their signing and I told them I would catch them at the stage. I let my hair down, made some food and took a seat on the vacant couch in the vacant bus. My mind was running a mile a minute thinking about today. Me and Vic haven't spoken all day, I haven't even seen his face yet. His warm voice, his big brown eyes, his perfect smile and perfect lips.
Woah, wait a second. Isa your talking about your best friend here. You know it can never work out, never.
I sighed and pushed the thoughts and the feelings away again. I just can't help it, I want Vic all to myself. To wake up to him every morning, kissing me on the cheek telling me how much he loves me and needs me. Even if it was just as friends, if he had a girlfriend he couldn't be that way with me anymore. And to be honest I don't know what I would do.
I had wasted an hour already sitting there thinking about all of this. My food sitting untouched on plate on my lap. I tossed it, grabbed my pass and left the bus for the stage. I was walking through a sea of tour buses. I just kept telling myself not to worry about anything, CeCe was probably someone Vic had an interview with maybe? Or an old friend? I was getting closer to the stage and I felt my stomach start to turn in knots.
I came into view of the stage and saw them setting up the stage for their set. I walked up the ramp and took my spot on the side of the stage where I always stand. Their were some other people and fans standing side stage as well. I pulled put my phone and checked the time.
7:58 p.m. Showtime.
As soon as it hit 59 the intro began to play and crowd began to roar. I looked out over the sea of people looking at all of their faces, the were all so excited. Hell, I was too. Even tho I'v seen them play hundreds of times, I still got those butterflies right before their set. The intro was coming to its end and I turned to watch the boys run on stage. I saw Mike appear from backstage and take his place behind the drums, following him was Jaime and Tony running out, and then him. He was looking down at the ground smiling leading a petite dark haired girl to the stage with him. Their fingers intertwined side to side. He raised her chin with his free hand and planted those perfect lips on hers. I felt my chest become heavy and my throat tighten. My vision became blurred from the tears poking at my eyes. He removed himself from her to proceed to go on stage. I plastered a smile on my face so when he looked at me he wouldn't notice. But he didn't even bother to look and see if i was standing there. Just when I thought it couldn't get worse, she walked and stood next to me.
"Their really amazing aren't they?" She asked.
"Yeah" I mumbled wiping the tears away from my eyes. "Excuse me" I said scooting past her and the other fans side stage.
"Are you okay?" She called after me.
"No"
-
I woke up hearing people talking and laughing out in the main lounge. After I ran away from the set I ran back to the bus, climbing in my bunk and cried myself to sleep. I checked my phone.
11:34 p.m.
I lied there thinking if I should get out of the bunk. If I wanted to see the guys, especially Vic. I knew I couldn't hide forever, I would have to see them tomorrow morning, and the rest of tour. It wasn't fair either, to hide away and not talk to them. It mostly wasn't fair for Vic. How was he suppose to know that I had feelings for him if I never show them. I'm always telling people 'we're just friends'. I was being selfish.
I groaned and rolled outta my bunk, pulling my hair into a bun on top of my head. I made my way slowly down the isle into the lounge. Mike, Jamie, and Tony sat on one side of the bus and Vic and Cece sat on the other side He had his arm draped over her shoulders and she had her head resting on his shoulder. I gave everyone a small smile before I sat down next to Mike and the guys.
"Look who it is" Jamie said poking me in the arm.
"You went to bed early" Mike said resting his arm behind me.
"Yeah I was uh, not feeling well" I said looking at everything on the bus besides Vic.
"Weren't you crying earlier?" I heard the familiar voice from earlier ask.
"You were crying?" Tony asked.
"Why were you crying?" Vic asked.
I felt so uncomfortable. I didn't know what to say, I have to think of something quick. "I wasn't feeling well, like I said before. So I came back here and thought the best thing for me to do was lay down" I lied. They all seemed to believe it.
"Oh Isa I don't think you know Cecilia, shes my girlfriend" Vic said.
I felt the lump in my throat come back. My stomach felt like a pit. I was trying so hard not you let tears fall right then and there.
"Hi" she smiled and held out her hand.
"Hi" I smiled back shaking her hand "I wasn't aware Vic had a girlfriend."
"Well he didn't till today" she giggled kissing him on the cheek. I'm the only one who should be kissing his cheek.
"What I meant was I wasn't aware he was seeing anyone, you see he never mentioned you" the tension in the room built quickly. Vic nervously cleared his throat and Cece looked at him confused.
"Why didn't you tell them about me?" she asked still looking at Vic confused.
Vic cleared his throat again "Well I uh, just wanted to make sure that um.."
"That?" she questioned.
"That you were going to be my girlfriend" Vic said giving a phoney smile.
"Aw baby" she said before hugging him and planting a big kiss on his lips.
You've got to be kidding me. I couldn't sit another minute in the room. I got up and walked to my bunk dragging my pillows and blankets to the back lounge to watch a movie. It was the only place on the bus I could go with out having to hear them talk. I settled myself down on the couch adn turned on the T.V. but I couldn't get comfortable. I wanted someone with me to watch the movie and talk to me. I walked out of the back lounge to the front and stood there watching them all talk.
"Mike?"
"Yeah?" Mike said looking up at me.
I walked over to him and grabbed his hand "come watch a movie with me" I said pulling him off the couch to the back lounge. I knew he would come, he wouldn't fight it. Vic gave me a confused look but I continued to the back.
Mike sat on the couch while I put in the movie. It was Harry Potter of course, because I know Mike wouldn't watch Star Wars. I layed down the couch rest my head on Mike's lap. I curled up into a ball and let out a huge sigh.
"You okay?" Mike asked.
"Yep, just perfect"
Dammit.
He rested me gently inside the bunk, pulling the blanket over me and tucking me in before closing the curtain and disappearing to the front of the bus. I threw the blanket off me and rolled over onto my back looking at the ceiling. I wanted to still be in his arms and sleep in like we usually do, but Vic's a busy man and does have a job to do. I heard the boys out in the lounge talking loud and laughing. I decided I would wait till they all left for catering and then take a shower and get prepared for the day ahead.
The bus eventually went silent and thought 'that's my cue'. I rolled out of Vic's bunk and made my way to mine, which I haven't used and probably never will use. I grabbed my shampoo, body wash, razors, and dry pair of clothes before entering the bathroom. I was more than happy that the boys had a shower on their bus. They were telling me that most bands don't, so I felt privileged. I let the water run for a minute because it was hot from all the heat. Once it was the perfect temperature I slipped inside and began to wash my hair, body, then shave my legs. Once I was done I stepped out dried my body, put on a pair of fresh clothes and stepped out of the small bathroom. The boys weren't back yet so I decided to chill in the front lounge and watch some T.V.
I saw their scheduled for today taped to the wall and decided to take a look at it.
Catering - 10 a.m.
Signing- 7 p.m
Set Time- 8 p.m.
They were the last show to play today which meant the guys were gonna be around all day. Which I didn't have a problem with, we would probably end up playing Fifa on the 360 or go catch some sets like me and Vic had done yesterday. The guys all busted through the door interrupting my thoughts.
"Look whos awake sleepy head" Jaime said while shaking my hair into a mess.
"I just washed my hair could you not?"
"Someones grumpy" Mike said taking a sit next to me placing his long slender arm on my shoulder. I shook it off and he shot me a glare.
"So what are you guys gonna do today? You have like 6 hours to kill" I said.
"We play Fifa" Mike said getting up searching for the controllers.
"No," Tony whined "Lets go catch some sets or something. I haven't gotten to see anyone yet"
"Yeah I wanna go catch some sets too" Jamie chimed in grabbing a water out of the fridge.
"You guys suck," Mike complained sinking into the couch, pouting out his bottom lip.
"You can come if you want to Mike" I said standing up.
"Naw I'll just stay here and get high with Casey, you guys go without me"
"Suit yourself" I said shrugging my shoulders.
Me, Tony, and Jaime all made our way off the bus and to the stages. I didn't really care who we were going to see, I was just following the boys around.
"Where's Vic?" I asked walking up the ramp to the main stage.
"I dont really know," Jaime said shrugging.
"I think he went to go talk to CeCe" Tony said before we stepped on the stage.
"Who's CeCe?" I asked but neither of them heard me, the music was way to loud. I could barley hear myself. But who's CeCe?
-
After the couple sets we caught we went back to the bus. The guys had to get ready, change, and have sound check. When we got on the bus Vic was still no where in sight. I walked to the back lounge to check if maybe he was back there watching a movie or doing some writing, but it was empty. Our blanket we were sharing was still there along with my solo cup and this bottle of beer. I was getting worried, Vic never came back from catering, he hadn't come back while me, Jaime, and Tony were out. Where could he be?
The guys were making their way out to their signing and I told them I would catch them at the stage. I let my hair down, made some food and took a seat on the vacant couch in the vacant bus. My mind was running a mile a minute thinking about today. Me and Vic haven't spoken all day, I haven't even seen his face yet. His warm voice, his big brown eyes, his perfect smile and perfect lips.
Woah, wait a second. Isa your talking about your best friend here. You know it can never work out, never.
I sighed and pushed the thoughts and the feelings away again. I just can't help it, I want Vic all to myself. To wake up to him every morning, kissing me on the cheek telling me how much he loves me and needs me. Even if it was just as friends, if he had a girlfriend he couldn't be that way with me anymore. And to be honest I don't know what I would do.
I had wasted an hour already sitting there thinking about all of this. My food sitting untouched on plate on my lap. I tossed it, grabbed my pass and left the bus for the stage. I was walking through a sea of tour buses. I just kept telling myself not to worry about anything, CeCe was probably someone Vic had an interview with maybe? Or an old friend? I was getting closer to the stage and I felt my stomach start to turn in knots.
I came into view of the stage and saw them setting up the stage for their set. I walked up the ramp and took my spot on the side of the stage where I always stand. Their were some other people and fans standing side stage as well. I pulled put my phone and checked the time.
7:58 p.m. Showtime.
As soon as it hit 59 the intro began to play and crowd began to roar. I looked out over the sea of people looking at all of their faces, the were all so excited. Hell, I was too. Even tho I'v seen them play hundreds of times, I still got those butterflies right before their set. The intro was coming to its end and I turned to watch the boys run on stage. I saw Mike appear from backstage and take his place behind the drums, following him was Jaime and Tony running out, and then him. He was looking down at the ground smiling leading a petite dark haired girl to the stage with him. Their fingers intertwined side to side. He raised her chin with his free hand and planted those perfect lips on hers. I felt my chest become heavy and my throat tighten. My vision became blurred from the tears poking at my eyes. He removed himself from her to proceed to go on stage. I plastered a smile on my face so when he looked at me he wouldn't notice. But he didn't even bother to look and see if i was standing there. Just when I thought it couldn't get worse, she walked and stood next to me.
"Their really amazing aren't they?" She asked.
"Yeah" I mumbled wiping the tears away from my eyes. "Excuse me" I said scooting past her and the other fans side stage.
"Are you okay?" She called after me.
"No"
-
I woke up hearing people talking and laughing out in the main lounge. After I ran away from the set I ran back to the bus, climbing in my bunk and cried myself to sleep. I checked my phone.
11:34 p.m.
I lied there thinking if I should get out of the bunk. If I wanted to see the guys, especially Vic. I knew I couldn't hide forever, I would have to see them tomorrow morning, and the rest of tour. It wasn't fair either, to hide away and not talk to them. It mostly wasn't fair for Vic. How was he suppose to know that I had feelings for him if I never show them. I'm always telling people 'we're just friends'. I was being selfish.
I groaned and rolled outta my bunk, pulling my hair into a bun on top of my head. I made my way slowly down the isle into the lounge. Mike, Jamie, and Tony sat on one side of the bus and Vic and Cece sat on the other side He had his arm draped over her shoulders and she had her head resting on his shoulder. I gave everyone a small smile before I sat down next to Mike and the guys.
"Look who it is" Jamie said poking me in the arm.
"You went to bed early" Mike said resting his arm behind me.
"Yeah I was uh, not feeling well" I said looking at everything on the bus besides Vic.
"Weren't you crying earlier?" I heard the familiar voice from earlier ask.
"You were crying?" Tony asked.
"Why were you crying?" Vic asked.
I felt so uncomfortable. I didn't know what to say, I have to think of something quick. "I wasn't feeling well, like I said before. So I came back here and thought the best thing for me to do was lay down" I lied. They all seemed to believe it.
"Oh Isa I don't think you know Cecilia, shes my girlfriend" Vic said.
I felt the lump in my throat come back. My stomach felt like a pit. I was trying so hard not you let tears fall right then and there.
"Hi" she smiled and held out her hand.
"Hi" I smiled back shaking her hand "I wasn't aware Vic had a girlfriend."
"Well he didn't till today" she giggled kissing him on the cheek. I'm the only one who should be kissing his cheek.
"What I meant was I wasn't aware he was seeing anyone, you see he never mentioned you" the tension in the room built quickly. Vic nervously cleared his throat and Cece looked at him confused.
"Why didn't you tell them about me?" she asked still looking at Vic confused.
Vic cleared his throat again "Well I uh, just wanted to make sure that um.."
"That?" she questioned.
"That you were going to be my girlfriend" Vic said giving a phoney smile.
"Aw baby" she said before hugging him and planting a big kiss on his lips.
You've got to be kidding me. I couldn't sit another minute in the room. I got up and walked to my bunk dragging my pillows and blankets to the back lounge to watch a movie. It was the only place on the bus I could go with out having to hear them talk. I settled myself down on the couch adn turned on the T.V. but I couldn't get comfortable. I wanted someone with me to watch the movie and talk to me. I walked out of the back lounge to the front and stood there watching them all talk.
"Mike?"
"Yeah?" Mike said looking up at me.
I walked over to him and grabbed his hand "come watch a movie with me" I said pulling him off the couch to the back lounge. I knew he would come, he wouldn't fight it. Vic gave me a confused look but I continued to the back.
Mike sat on the couch while I put in the movie. It was Harry Potter of course, because I know Mike wouldn't watch Star Wars. I layed down the couch rest my head on Mike's lap. I curled up into a ball and let out a huge sigh.
"You okay?" Mike asked.
"Yep, just perfect"
Aaaaaah I love this so much omfg!
12/25/13