So keep talking 'cause I love to hear your voice <3

|Vic POV|

'God, why did this have to happen to me?' I asked myself as the blade slid across my wrist for the hundredth time. 'Because your worthless and nobody wants a broken gay kid.' The voice echoed around in my head. The tears pooled over because I knew the voice was right. Who wants someone that they have to fix. It's pointless, you only break again, so why go through all the hassle? "Vic, are you okay?" I heard Jaime's voice ask through the bathroom door of our tour bus. "Y-yeah, Hime, I w-will be out in a minutes." I mentally cursed myself for stuttering. "Are you sure Vic? I know break ups are hard but I'll help you okay?!" I could hear the smile behind he's words.

Yes, I just got out of a relationship with one of my best friends, and let me tell you, it was a HUGE mistake. I guess me and Kellin just got caught up with the whole Kellic thing and it didn't help that he's going through a divorce with Kate. Thinking about all this made a new round of tears appear on my face. "Vic, we have to be at the show in 10!" Mike yelled as he banged on the door. "Alright, I coming!" I yelled back as I cleaned up the mess. I looked at my arms. 'Looks like I'll have to add a few more bracelets, no one would notice anyway right?' I let a sigh escape my lips as I left the small bathroom. My eyes connected with Jaime as he stood there waiting for me. He held our stares for a few before I broke down again.

His strong arms immediately wrapped around my small frame. I shoved my in the crook of his neck. "Vic, sweetheart, it's gonna be okay, trust me love." He whispered in my ear trying to calm me down. After a few minutes my breathing went back to normal and my eyes dried. I looked up at him and offered him a small smile. "Let go rock okay?" I said to him in a small voice. "Let's do it!" He yelled back. I couldnt help but giggle at his enthusiasm. We walked into the front lounge over the bus to see Mike and Tony had already left for the venue. I glanced up at the clock, 7:36. Great 4 minutes till show time. Jaime quickly wrapped his fingers around one of my arms and tugged lightly. I yanked my arm back and let out a hiss.

He stopped dead in his tracks. 'Great, now I fucked up.' I thought to myself as he turned around and looked directly at my arms. "Vic you didn't?" He asked with the look of disbelief written on his face. I couldn't answer. I couldn't trust my voice. He slowly peeled my bracelets of one of my arms. He looked back up to my face. "We'll talk about this later understood?" He said running his fingers over the red lines that had crept their way over my skin like speed bumps. I could only nod my head as he continued to pull me tho the Venue. 'Show time.' I thought to my self as the guitar tech handed my my guitar before heading on stage.

Jaime offered a kiss on my cheek and a cute wink. I let a small, sad smile escape my lips. We walked on and the crowd went wild. I looked out into the sea if faces and I saw I sign that read "Screw Kellic, Fuenciado All The Way <3". I looked over to Jaime and he was looking back at me with his million dollar smile sprawled out in his face. After that the show begin and it was a blur.