Don't let go - time will heal
When you can't sleep at night
I woke up, snuggled into Austins arms. His breathing was evenly. I watched every single move his face made... For minutes. I've held my feelings back the whole time, but now I could feel them again. But that dosen't matter. He could never feel something for a person like me. I mean.. I'm just a fan.
So I stood up from the way to tiny bed and tried to find my way into the bathroom. Seems like no one is already awake. How can they all sleep that long? I washed my face and put my hoodie and my trousers on, which have dried through the night.
I've made myself some breakfast and sat down, as I heard some footsteps behind my back.
"Good morning." that sleepy voice was just perfect.
Of course it was Austin's.
I smiled as he looked at me.
"I couldn't sleep without you anymore." he sat down beside me and put me into his large arms. I've rested my head at his chest and I've just heard his heart beating.
Austin pulled my head up to his face. Wait, what is happening right now? His face slowly came closer to mine. And then he put his soft lips on mine. I couldn't think. I simply let it happen.
He was very careful. Like his touch could break me. His hands grabbed my face, as if I wanted to escape him. But I could never escape his kiss.
As we heard a voice behind us, we both jumped up. It felt like someone would rip my leg out.
"Get yourself a room." It was Alan.
My view went down to the ground and I felt how my cheeks blushed. Funny how the floor could get interesting in moments like these.
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"So Jane, I've heard you take pretty good pictures and we all are happy you're going on tour with us?" Tino said.
My view glid to Austin, who had a smirk on his face.
"How the hell do you know that already?"
"I was sure you'd say yes." said Austin, still grinning.
"Looks like."
