Don't let go - time will heal
The Calm
His eyes widend as he saw what I did to myself. And what Tobi did to me.
At that moment I started to cry. Austin just put his arms around my body.
I couldn't stop crying.
His thumbs wiped off my tears.
"Who did this to you?"
I just shook my head and burried my face in his neck.
"My boyf-ex. He broke up with me today."
"Did you hurt yourself because of him?"
I didn't reply.
He pulled me closer to him.
We stood like that for a while in the bathroom.
Until he said: "You need to change now, I don't want you to get sick."
My pants were soaking wet. So I put on Austins Shirt and his boxers. He stayed with me. And I was thankful for that. It was not unpleasant or sexual... He just was there for me.
"Do you want to stay?"
I nodded.
So he led me to his cabine.
"Stay please."
"Okay."
He sang softly into my ear:
"Here in this world I’m awaked with mistakes
But it's love that keeps fueling me
Fueling me
Pretty little lady with the swollen eyes
Would you show them to me?
I know I’m not that perfect
But you stay awhile
Baby, then you will see
Miles away I can still feel you
Lay your head down on my embrace
My embrace
Far away."