Don't let go - time will heal
Something to hide
"Austin I'd love to. But..."
"No buts. If you'd love to you're coming with us."
"I have to go to college?"
"Do you really have to go to college, if you can do what you've always wanted to? You're eighteen. You can do whatever you want to."
In some point he's right. But I'm just a stupid fan... I can't be their photgrapher.
"Why do you hesitate? Whats on your mind darling?"
"What if I'm not good enough to be your photographer?"
"Jane, let me tell you something. Your pictures are amazing. I've seen them and I was shocked 'cause you have so much talent. It would be such a waste if your not doing anything out of this talent. And it would be a true blessing for Of Mice & Men to have you as our photographer."
And then I nodded.
I don't know if it was a sign but suddenly it started to rain. Very heavy.
So we ran. We ran as farst as we could. Austin was holding my hand the whole time.
As I looked over to him, I saw that he had such a big smile on his face, I couldn't stop myself from smiling too.
As we arrived the bus it was already dark. Austin said that I should follow him into the bathroom. He gave me a towel, a Tshirt and a boxershort.
"Uhm, Austin could I have a sweater please?"
"I'm freezing" I hang behind my last sentence.
He looked into my eyes.
"Would you undress your hoodie please?"
"Aust-"
"Please"
So I did what he said.
