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King of the music scene (kellic)

waking up, and trying harder

i picked up my shoes and walked downstairs. my mom was asleep. that had to guarantee me something in this whole thing. i sighed a moment before bringing myself to accept that i had to do this. i had to go to school even if it was just a hell hole with a sign.
i was in a trance. maybe if i kept my happiness up, people wouldn't care much. thats what i had to do at home anyway. sometimes you just had to do things that you didn't want to do. that was life. but i dont think that i was supposed to be this sad all the time. but hey, what can you do. you can pick up the pieces and try once again. thats what i'd do.
life wasn't all unicorns and sparkles for me. i was a pessimist and i didn't like people all that much.
i opened the door and started to walk in. before i could even make it in the school someone bumped into me. "watch it, emo freak," i looked up and saw that it was vic. number one douche. i took a deep breath before looking up. "says the dumb ass that ran into me," i said. "what was that?" he said. "maybe we should work on your hearing next," i said. he almost did something but his brother stepped in and stopped him from doing anything. "whoa bud, save it for the field," he said. he walked away and i nodded to myself. i knew that i just had to get through this day and i could go home.
i walked in and imeediatley ignored everybody by putting my headphones in. the green day should be enough to get me through the day. when i walked to my locker i made myself invisible. i unlocked my locker and shoved my books inside. they made a loud bag when they went in. i smiled at my secret blade before shutting my locker. the first bell rang and i quickly made it to class.
i sat in the back like usual and did my project that we had been working on. in a choice between doing the work with a group or by yourself, i always picked the single option. i had always been alone why couldn't i be alone now?
this day was going to be more useless than i had expected.

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