My teachers lover (kellic)

I looked directly into Kellin's eyes. He could pretend like he didn't see me staring or he could just tell me what happened. I just wanted him to tell me so I could help him. I loved him.
"Kellin..." I started and held his hand. "What?" he asked. I sighed and took his hand, giving it a squeeze. "what is going on?" I asked. "I went to a party, and they all threw alcohol and water on me. There are you happy?" he asked. He stood up and began pacing around the room. "Kellin, sit down please," I pleaded. "no! I'm sick of this shit! I'm tired of being happy and then it gets killed by everybody. Can I please just have one day where I don't want to fucking die?" he yelled. And then started crying.
He curled into a ball and let himself fall. He was tired of everything. I knew how he felt. I wanted to help him so much but I didn't know what to say. So I just wrapped him in a hug.
I didn't know what to do.

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