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Adopted by Pierce The Veil

chapter 25

The days were like snow. Coming and going so easy and free. People were so nice, yet mean. Fake smiles and happy lies. When people smiled it hurt. And as I smiled back, it hurt even more. I was as much of a liar as they were. When they lied I lied too. So I guess we were both at fault. I missed my blade. I left it in my bag as I kept walking. Two people looked at me as I continued to walk. The summer sun beamed down on my skin as I kept walking. Dad and the guys were all performing so I decided to stay on the bus. Yesterday changed everything.
It marked the day I was supposed to die. And it still haunted me to this day. Everything that I did, was centered around that. And there was nothing to say about it. My dealer found me and asked if I wanted a taste. Of course, i did. I got some acid. God. It made me feel alive. Like I wasn't falling apart at the seems. And of course, i was. I was crazy.
I looked around and saw that no one was around. The acid felt weird on my tongue. I was strung out on the floor. Nirvana played in the background as I silently laugh. I was losing my mind. I knew that I was. And no one was here to help me find it.
Friends. What a weird thing to assume? The guys walked back on the bus and found me on my trip. "Are you okay?" dad asked. I looked up at him through tear stained eyes and nodded. I looked at everyone else and they stared back at me. Lithium was coming to an end and I started to dance to it, laughing.
They held me down and looked into my eyes like they would find the real reason that I was losing my mind. What did they thing would happen if they kept starring? Would I give it up? Would I tell them that I used acid to get away from my problems? If they thought that then they were stupid.
I had nothing going for me in this stupid world. What was the point. "Are you high?" Tony asked. I looked at him with wide eyes. "What do you think?"

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