Adopted by Pierce The Veil
chapter 22
I woke up at 2 am and looked around. It was generally going to take me an hour to get ready. I woke up taking a shower. Everything about this seemed so fun. I really was excited.
I never got excited. Never. I never had anything to be excited about. I never had the capacity in all the shit I go through to get excited. As I started to get undressed I noticed how many scars littered my body. New and old. They claimed my body.
Took everything that I had. Made me feel like shit on a regular basis. Called me rude stuff. Or maybe that was just my imagination. Maybe it was just the voices making me feel like shit again. I knew that I had to get the blade and put it in my bag. But my bag was downstairs. Everyone would be coming downstairs.
I'm really starting to think I have a problem. I know. Rich coming from some emo cutter, who doesn't deserve anything. I know how my life is. One big bag of disappointments. I sighed as I got in my shower and started to sing 'I'm low on gas you need a jacket'. I loved that song. I hoped out, got dressed, and headed downstairs. I laughed as I tripped down the steps. Literally typical me.
I tried to get up but kept laughing. What was so funny about this? I needed to be quiet before I woke the house. What time is it? Oh, 3:49. I'm cool with that, everyone was already up. The bus was supposed to be here by 55. So, I stood up and walked to the kitchen. I started to eat an apple when all the guys rushed down the stairs.
"Sup, pussies," I said. "Hey watch your language," dad said. "Yeah, yeah," I remarked sarcastically. Whatever. I would continue to cuss for the rest of my life. That's just the way I was. I cussed, I drank, I smoked. Nobody could really tell me how to live my life.
And no one would. I let out a low groan as I got a small pain in my back. We heard a honk and we all grabbed our bags. I was really excited. There would be all the bands you could ever wish for.
I would literally be in emo heaven.
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