Adopted by Pierce The Veil

I'm supposed to be a saint but i find myself a real rebel. I guess I'm dangerous. Why would I let the world see the real me in the end. People are always going to be suspicious of the little brat next door. That's the bed that I've made for myself and I've got to lay with it. All the guys were talking so I decided to listen in. "She's going a bit insane. " Mike said. This kind of took me by surprise.
"Mike don't say that. She's just going through some shit. You can't blame her." Tony beckoned. "That's not an excuse for the drugs." Jaime said I kind of looked down at my insane self. Why the hell was I like this? I turned to walk back upstairs but then I heard something I'd never forget. "Maybe we should take her back."
All the feelings I had. Gone. I woke up in a startled way. I walked downstairs. All the guys were there. "Promise me!" I yelled getting everyone's attention. "What are you talking about?" Mike asked. "Don't play coy with me. The voices told me enough. "I said.
They loked at each other then back at me. "What are you talking about? " Vic asked. "Nothing." I said and ran upstairs.
I played with my stuffed animal as I watched the time tick by.
"Sweetie?" Vic asked. I said come in and in he came. He was scared. "Nothing happend. It was my stupid head. Forget anything that i said." I said. He nodded sitting next to me. "Sweetie it's okay. I know that your going through a lot. But you have to talk to us about the bad things so we can help you through them. That's what we are here for." He said giving me a hug. I hugged back but didn't really mean it. I wasn't in the mood for stupid answers. I just wanted to fall into a hole.
HE nodded getting up and leaving. I push everyone away. What was my fucking problem?

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