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The Last Snow: A Mother's Love

Truth or Drink

“Bella….Bella…...Bells.” Someone cooed softly.

“Yeah?” I whispered, pulling down the corner of my blanket to see who was there.

“Time to wake up.” Craig softly said, resting his hand on my thigh.

“Ugh, is everyone else up?” I groaned.

“Yes, and for at least a good two hours.” He told me.

I slowly opened up my eyes, and I saw that we were all still in the living room. It also appeared that the electricity was still off.

Good job, Vinny.

“Are we still snowed in?” I asked.

“Yes, and when we were able to get the crank radio to work, there was a few reports of roofs caving in close enough to us, that I’m not going to take any chances.” Chris answered.

“That sucks.” I muttered, groggily trying to sit up and not fall back asleep.

“Holy cow, you are out of it.” Robert laughed from behind me.

“Well yeah, you guys argued like a bunch of old ladies last night. It’s kind of hard to sleep when you’re going back and forth with one another.” I told him.


“Amen to that.” Tyler B. agreed with me.


I went to get up to go and sit over by him, but once I got half way there, I was quickly snatched up by Chris and pulled down into his lap.


“Come on.” I softly groaned.


“Don’t whine at me, you’ve still gotten off very easy so far.” Chris scolded me.


“What do you want?” I asked him, wishing he would just get to the point.


“When we finally deem it safe for us to move out of, you’re mine for a while, understood?” He growled in my ear.

I nodded my head.

“Good, now go and behave.” Chris said, nodding back to Tyler.


“Why, hello there.” Tyler chuckled, as I fell into his lap.


“Hello.” I cooed, smiling up at him.


“So, are you in trouble with Chris?” He whispered.

I laughed, “When am I not?”

“Ohhh….now that’s a good point.” He teased me.

“Once in a great while I have them.” I replied, as his arms finally wrapped tight around me.

“How was your night with TJ?” He asked.

“More irritating than anything else. He kept pulling me back to him through the night, and wouldn’t just let me be.” I groaned.

“Oh dear, I didn’t realize you didn’t like being held.” Tyler taunted me, letting his grip on me go.

“Hey, you’re the exception, Mr.” I playfully growled at him.

“Good.” He smiled back at me, re-wrapping his arms tight around me.

“So besides from watching Bella and Tyler fuck, what else are we going to do while we’re stuck here?” TJ growled.

“We’re not having sex.” I corrected him.

“Only because you’ve got a crowd.” He said.

I just rolled my eyes, there was no convincing TJ that he was wrong.

Hmm….one more reason we weren’t besties.

Not saying that others like Danny or Chris were quick to admit their wrongs, but still...they were better than TJ.

“Anyways...getting back to the point, what are we going to do cooped up in here?” Kuza wondered.

“I don’t know. There’s not really a lot of options considering the power is still out.” Ronnie sighed.

“Can I ask a question?” I suddenly chimed in, remembering something that I had continually forgotten to ask.

“Of course, ask anything you would like.” Craig told me.

“Where is your band? I’ve only seen you and Derek here, and considering that literally everyone else is here….I find it odd that it’s only the two of you.” I said, directing the question at Ronnie.

Taking a quick look around the room, I noticed the awkward silence that quickly fell on everyone, as well as the looks on their faces. This was obviously something they were avoiding telling me.

“Well….they’re not here.” Ronnie said.

“That’s not fair, I thought we were all supposed to be honest and upfront with each other.” I stated.

“She’s right.” Chris sighed.

“Alrighty then. Derek and I are currently the only members of the band that you know, we have a new guitarist, and a new bassist who have yet to be brought here. We didn’t want to bombard you with new people right away, especially when you’re trying to get to acquainted will all of us that you’ve known for a fair amount of time now.” Ronnie admitted.

“Ok...are they serial killers? I’m just confused as to why that was such a big secret. I get it, bands change all the time.” I said.

“Yeah, that wasn’t so much the issue.” DJ nervously laughed.

“What is the issue?” I asked.

“How a few bands may or may not have changed.” Chris answered me.

“Just rip the band-aid off and tell me.” I said.

“I have a new band called Dead Girls Academy.” Michael V. announced.

“Ok, so it’s still just you and DJ. I don’t see anything too horrible about that.” I stated.

“See...I’m not exactly in the band, and um your little lover boy is.” DJ informed me.

“Again, that doesn’t seem to bad. Tyler used to tour with you guys before, I’m used to that. And no offense, but I won’t exactly be crushed when you leave.” I said, almost relieved to find out that there would be one less of them.

“That’s where we get to the part that we were kind of holding back on.” Ronnie told me.

“I’m not leaving, Bells. I’m actually staying here….permanently. I’ve got a new project with creating different beats so that I can still work, but it’ll allow me to work here, and not have to leave.” DJ finally said.

“Before you respond, I’ll just, as you put it ‘rip that bandaid off’. I left Issues to do the same, to be here everyday and not have to leave for tour.” Michael B. admitted.

“Are you fucking kidding me?” I yelled.

“Bella, relax.” Tyler cooed, trying to keep his grip around my stomach.

“You’re crazy enough to leave your fucking career just so you can sit around and babysit me? Do you know how truly stupid and fucked up that is?” I screamed.

“Easy.” Tyler warned her.

“Have you all lost your damn minds? What the fuck were you thinking?” I yelled, too pissed off and confused to even think straight.

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Chris’ POV ~

“Bella, stop it. Relax.” Tyler finally growled, placing his hand over her mouth to keep her quiet.

“That went about as well as I expected.” Ronnie sighed.

Bella continued to try and yell against Tyler’s hand, but it was no use. It was just coming out as strings of incoherent mumbling.

“I’m not letting go until I know you’re going to stop.” He told her.

She kept fighting against his grip, trying to yell against his hand, and I swear there was a couple of times where it looked like she even went to bite him.

Tyler leaned over once more, whispering one more thing into her ear that the rest of us weren’t privileged to hear. Bella nodded after about a minute of contemplation, and then he released her.

“Sorry.” Bella grumbled to the room.

With that being said, the room fell into complete silence.

No one really knew what to say, because no one really knew why she was fully angry about that. I mean, it was a no brainer that she wasn’t a big fan of Michael B., but it definitely threw me for a loop to hear that Bella was concerned about them leaving their jobs for her. That was a little strange.

Once the room took about an hour to get back into some regular conversation, I made my way over to Andy.

“Hey, do you mind if I steal you for the night, after we get out of here?” I asked him.

“If it has anything to do with Bella, I’d be more than happy to help.” He smiled back in response.

“Great, thank you. Once I actually have a plan of where we’ll meet I’ll let you know.” I chuckled.

Silence once again lapped after the two of us finished our conversation.

I wasn’t one that was normally put off by peace and quiet, but this was a little too quiet for my taste.

“I’ll be right back.” James suddenly announced, popping up and jumping over the couch to get out of the room.

“What the hell?” Ben scoffed.

“Who knows.” Danny muttered.

I took a quick peek back at Bella, and saw that she was now sitting back in Tyler’s lap, far more peaceful and they were deep in conversation with one another.

Just as I was about to go over to Michael B., and figure out what our next step was to get him closer to Bella in anyway, we were interrupted by James’ sudden and quick entrance.

“Have a shot.” James told Bella, pouring some whiskey into a shot glass for her.

“What the fuck?” I whispered, a little confused as to what the hell he was doing.

“What’s the catch?” She asked, turning towards him.

“Nothing. I mean it burns a bit going down, but other than that...no catch.” James promised her, extending the glass to her.

Bella took it, and in an instant slammed it back.

Her face scrunched up as I’m sure the liquor burned going down, and whispered a slight “Thanks.” back to him.

“I’m a little confused, why are we letting Bella take a shot?” Kuza asked.

“Because we’re stuck in this room, and we’re not just going to keep up the silent treatment with one another. We’re going to be productive in here, and fucking try to get along...even if it’s just a smidge more than we do right now. So we’re going to place a little game called Truth or Drink. You get asked a question, if you answer it that’s great, if not you have to take a shot.” James explained.

I nodded in approval...it wasn’t the worst idea to be honest. I just wasn’t a fan of rewarding Bella with alcohol. It’s not that she has a problem with it, but I know she does change a bit when she drinks, she’s more open and honest with us. While that’s fantastic, I’d prefer she opened up to us without having to get blized first.

“I think that’s a great idea.” Tyler B. declared.

“I do too...but we stop if she gets too drunk.” I told him.

“I can handle alcohol.” Bella stated.

There was a quick and harmonized laugh that echoed throughout the room. We’d all seen Bella drunk at least once, and we knew it truly didn’t take that much to get her going.

“Ouch, alright then.” She gasped, pretending to be surprised by that reaction,

“Alright, so does everyone get the game?” James asked.

A resounding yes was shouted through the room.

“What about those who don’t drink?” Angelo wondered.

“Oh shit, good question. I guess you can go ahead and elect someone else to take it for you.” He suggested.

“Ok, good.” Angelo replied.

“Bella you start first. Ask away.” James instructed her, sitting down in one of the chairs lined up against the wall.

She took her time as she scanned the room, trying to figure out who to question first.

In all honesty, I was beyond excited to hear what her first question was. We were granting her to ask any question to any one of us - and being Bella we knew it was going to be good.

That’s when her focus zeroed in on me.

“Do you ever look back on the past 2 years or so, and think that all of this wasn’t worth the struggle?” She wondered.

“Absolutely not. If anything, everyday I’m more sure that this, no, you are worth every obstacle we’ve faced so far, and will continue to face.” I told her.

It was my turn to ask the question, and I flipped it right back to her.

“Do you regret putting up so much struggle?” I questioned her.

“Can I still have a shot, if I answer?” Bella chuckled.

“No.” I stated.

“Yes.” James said, at the same time I had spoke.

“Oh come on, let her have a little bit of fun. It won’t hurt anyone.” Danny said, sticking up for her.

“Fine.” I sighed, giving in.

I just didn’t want her to getting sick.

Bella took one more shot that James gave her.

“I don’t regret putting up the struggle I did, and in a sense still do.” Bella answered me.

“Still do?” Danny asked her.

“I have to make you work a little bit.” Bella said, a sly smile on her face.

“You’re a problem, Bells.” Ricky said, shaking his head.

“Yeah, but I’m your problem.” She laughed.

“Holy shit, there’s one thing we can agree on.” TJ scoffed.

Bella just glared him down.

“Okay people, let’s keep this thing fucking moving.” James said, clapping his hands together.

“Alright, Tyler, we know you are absolutely nuts for Bella- but what is the one thing that drives you actually crazy about her?” Kuza asked.

“Hey, that’s mean.” Bella replied.

“I’m curious, hush up.” Kuza snipped.

“She tends to leave about 5 inches for me on the bed everynight, and she hogs the blankets.” Tyler said.

“Aww, is that really the worst thing about me?” Bella whispered.

“Yes.” He cooed, giving her a quick kiss.

“Bella, what’s your least favorite thing about Tyler?” Beau chuckled.

“Hmm...I’ll drink to that.” She whispered, starting to blush.

Literally hours went by, and to my happy surprise everyone was actually having a pretty good time.

All be it, Bella was now getting pretty tipsy, but she was still with it to an extent.

We all had learned quite a lot about each other, whether it was simple, silly facts, or some actually deeper questions.

“Hey, whatever happened to Peaches?” Bella groaned.

“Peaches?” I asked.

“Yeah, the dog that Oli and BMTH had brought to the old house.” She whispered.

“Ohhh...gotcha. She ended up going to live with our old manager Josh Korel. Obviously, we were a little busy dealing with you, and she just wasn’t well behaved enough.” Ghost told her.

Bella let out a laugh.

“So I wasn’t the only bitch you had to train?” She giggled.

“Oh, shit!” Craig exclaimed, covering his mouth and laughing his ass off.

“I want that on record that she was the one that brought up the B word.” Danny stated.

“Yeah, I think that means we’ve reached our limit.” I groaned, realizing she was plenty wasted.

“No, 3 more shots.” She cooed.

“Even I can’t say that would be ok.” James said.

“4 more.” She countered.

“I’m going to blow your mind with knowledge right now, 4 is more than 3.” Tyler B. told her.

“No!” She gasped.

“Oh dear, you have had too much.” He laughed, resting his head on hers.

“Hey, can you check the radio and see if they’ve lifted the Winter weather advisory?” I asked Ricky.

He nodded, and left the room to go and check the crank radio.

“I’m going to assume she’s just going to go off and sleep.” Andy whispered to me.

“Oh, yeah. I don’t want to do anything with or two her in this foggy of a state of mind.” I answered him.

“We’re all good. The advisory just got lifted about 15 minutes ago!” Ricky cheered, coming back into the room.

Cheers and applause rang out through the room.

“Come here, sweetheart.” I whispered, getting in front of Bella and extending my arms out to her.

Tyler thankfully helped me and get her up and into my arms.

“Bye bye.” She slurred to Tyler, as I carried her out of the room and towards her bedroom that was in this building.

When we got to her room. I gently laid her down on the bed, and started to undress her to get her in clothes that were much comfier.

While doing that, she kept tossing her head back and forth as she also kept mumbling things I simply couldn’t make out.

Just as I was unhooking her bra and about to slip on her black little cotton nightgown, her hands shot out and held him.

“What’s wrong?” I whispered.

She didn’t reply, she just looked back up at me with sad eyes.

That was a noticable change from how she just had been with the rest of us.

“Is it a headache? Do you need the lights turned off?” I questioned her.

“So selfish.” She muttered.

“I don’t understand, who’s selfish?” I asked, now confused.

“Me with Bianca.” She sadly told me.

“Oh dear. Are you feeling guilty?” I whispered, finishing pulling down the nightgown and sitting down next to her.

Bella nodded.

“Shouldn’t be okay with this. Shouldn’t stay, shouldn’t need this.” Bella murmured, trying now to sit back up.

“Woah, easy there, “ I cautioned her, resting her back down on the bed.

“Wrong with me?” Bella asked, now skipping full words in her sentances.

I finally put together the puzzle of what she was saying. It was the same thing she’d always told herself. That she was a bad person for ever even having the slightest thought that she may actually like some of what’s going on with us.

“Bella, nothing’s wrong with you. You’re perfect.” I assured her.

“Perfectly horrible. Terrible mom, worse human being.” She said, tears now rushing down her cheeks.

“Oh sweetheart, no. No, no, no. that’s not the case at all.” I assured her.

I wrapped my arms around her, lying next to her so that I could hopefully try and comfort her.

She cried for a fair while, but came back to her strong self pretty quick.

“Chris.” She whispered.

“Yes, Bella?”

“I do regret it.” She mumbled, seconds away from slumber.

Bella could barely even keep her eyes open at the moment both from crying and exhaustion.

“Shhh, don’t think about that. Think about happy things, so you’re dreams will be happy too.” I instructed her.

Bella was passed out cold before I even finished that second sentance.

Her hand was holding mine tight, and the last thing I was going to do was let go.

It was appareant that she needed me at the moment.

My mind was racing, and trying to figure out what all had just happened. We started off with Bella loving on Tyler, to screaming at DJ and Michael, laughing and enjoying herself as we played truth or drink, to now crying and resenting herself.

It hurt me to see her like that, such a mess.

It hurt even more knowing I had played a huge part in creating that.

However, in a moment like now where she was holding on tight to me and had just devulged her true feeling to me, I was reminded that she truly was an angelic being. She was such a pure creature, she had love for all of us, no matter how deep down it may be depending on the person.

I had to take that love, and show her just how reciprocated it was.

I smiled down at her, as I somehow knew that one day everything was going to be okay.

We would find a way to make things work out for everyone.

Where there would be no anger, no hate, no guilt, no fear, just joy and happiness.

If I couldn’t ever bring Bella the joy she deserved in life…………..perhaps I didn’t deserve her.

Perhaps none of us did.

Notes

I feel like there might have been a lot in this chapter, so I'm hoping that everything came across alright and made sense!

Bella's definitley now at that point of recognizing how much she loves and misses Bianca (not that she ever second guessed that) , but she's now realizing that in a sense the guys, even if just Tyler and Chris for very short periods of time do make her life just a tad bit brighter. Not many others have been able to make her laugh in a long time.

We'll have to just see how this plays out, and see what continues to go on in Bella's mind, along with what path will ultimately be chosen!

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