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Tangled in the Great Escape

Only Place that Feels Like Home

A huge grin appears on my face, “Seriously Hime? You’re letting me move into your room?”

“Yea, why wouldn’t I let you? You live here now officially and you’ve pretty much lived in my room for years, whether I’m in here or not. But I really fucking like when I’m here with you. I just thought it’d be nice for you to have some room to yourself, I guess to make you feel more at home.” I walk up to him and wrap my arms around him, in which he returns by hugging me back.

“Hime, I still want to take a shower, I really do feel gross.”

“I know you feel gross, too.” He replies with a smirk.

“Ass-hole.” Pushing him away, I can’t help but smile at the way he’s acting. Going back to searching for clothes to wear. “You know what sucks? Winter sucks. I don’t want to deal with clothes.”

“Then don’t. Only deal with them when the guys are around but you don’t have to with me.”

“God, Jaime. Did you really go through my underwear and bras to put them away? Oh my god, did you go through all of my stuff?”

“Yea, is it really a big deal? I’ve seen all your clothes before, ya know. It’s nothing new to me. Besides,” He pauses, pink rushing to his cheeks, “I like your clothes. I mean on you, but yea. You’re beautiful just so you know.”

“I’m going to get a shower now. I’m leaving my clothes in here if you don’t mind. If you want to pick something out for me to wear, since you like them so much. Have fun,” I laugh as I walk out the room. Turning back around to Jaime, “can you please bring me a towel? I really don’t want to be stuck in the cold bathroom without one again.”

Once I’m in the bathroom I turn on the shower to heat up. Taking off my clothes slowly, as I see the large bandage on my hip. I slowly peel it off, finding there to be 3 slightly deep cuts along with others which are more like scratches, realizing this is the first time I’ve looked at it since that night and that was 2 nights ago, I’ve tried to push the thought out of my head to keep me from doing it again. No wonder why I feel disgusting. I strip out of the rest of my clothes, throw away the bandage and step under the hot water. The water stinging my hip felt good in a way. It helps block the things running through my head, if you asked what they were I wouldn’t even be able to say, it’s all too much. These are times that I wish I could return to the feeling of cold sharp metal.

After washing up I turn off the water and reach for the towel that I’m now used to being there. Stepping out of the shower I quickly dry my body then wrap the towel around me. Walking to Jaimes room I wave at Tony as I watch him leave going who knows where. Vic and Mike smile up at me, saying hellos from downstairs. I quickly enter his room, closing and locking the door. I lean against the door, pressing my forehead against it trying to figure out just exactly how I’m feeling about him.

I know I love him, more than anything. I just don’t really know how to show it. He called me babe, but that doesn’t really mean anything, does it? “Hales, do you realize you’re thinking out loud? Or even that I’m in here?” I quickly turn around, seeing Jaime laying on his bed.

“Fuck, you scared the shit out of me Hime. Uh, where are my clothes? I want to get dressed.” I try to avoid anything having to do with what I was mumbling. Getting up from the bed he hands me boy shorts and a sports bra along with sweats. I quickly pull on the boy shorts under my towel then turning my back to him I pull on the bra. “You like these I’m guessing?” I smirk and motion to the boy shorts, know that I won’t get any form of answer besides the red coming across his face.

“Haley, can I see your hip? I understand if you say no I just want to know how bad it’s gotten. I want to make sure my best friend is going to be okay.” I nod and quickly cover my stomach and turn for him to see my side. “Shit, Hales, how did I not notice? I should have noticed your thighs at least. And yea, I see you hiding your body.”

“I’m sorry.” I say barely audible, yet somehow he still heard. Quickly he stands up and pulls me against his body. Being here feels natural it always has. Jaime pulls away and pulls off his shirt. “What are you doing Hime?”

“Here,” He hands me his shirt, “now you won’t feel the need to hide, babe.” He pulls me back against him right as there’s a knock against the door, which was locked thankfully.

“Hey, are you guys okay? Is Haley fine? Did something happen?”

“Vic, you worry too much. I’m fine, we’re talking about what’s been going on,” I reply through the door.

“Okay well, see you in a bit then.” As I heard him walk away, I pulled out of Jaimes arms and sat on his bed with my back against the wall and my knees pulled to my chest.

“Hales, can we talk please? When you came in after your shower earlier you were wondering if me calling you babe meant anything.”

“Does it?” I look up attempting to keep the frightened look on my face.

“Yes, do you see any of the other guys making space for you in their room hoping that one night they’ll get to hold you while you sleep? You moved into my room right away, leaving my bed smelling like you and the warmth of your body and you don’t understand the torture of that. Shit, Haley, you’re fucking killing me. Why do you think the guys smile at us like that? Why Vic nodded to me like telling me to come with you to take care of you. It’s because I love you and everybody sees it but you. And I know you feel the same, I can see it in your eyes, the way you act with me and no one else. You don’t cling to their side or sit on their laps. You’re only that close to them when you guys are messing around being idiots and that’s with me too. You are so blind to it all. And I know the only reason is because you’re scared as hell and every time I think that I’m going to try to kiss you I remember how fucking scared you are so then I get scared so I don’t do it.” He watches me as I sit there in shock, speechless. “Shit, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to say all of that.”

I get up and walk to him while he continually mutters sorry. “Hime. Shut up,” I wrap my arms around his neck, look up at him, then to his lips. He wraps an arm around my waist, avoiding my hip, and pulls me tighter against him to close the space between us. Jaime brings his hand up to push my hair away from my face, brushes his thumb across my cheek and presses his lips to mine. As quick as it started he pulled away, pressing a kiss to my forehead before pulling me in to hold me tighter. “You said you love me.”

Jaime releases me, turning away, red spreading across his cheeks, “I know, Hales. I hope you know I mean every word I said.” He hands me sweats, somehow I forgot I hadn’t put on, and he walks out of the room. After pulling on the pants I sit on his bed confused as to why he walked away. I make my way out into the living room, seeing everyone on the couches watching a show and making jokes.

No one notices me until I’m right in front of Jaime. I sit down on his lap, watching as a smile begins to grow on his face, Tony, Vic and Mike watching us. I move to get comfortable while Jaime sits here unsure of what to do so I grab his arm and make him place it around me. “I love you too, Hime,” I whisper, pressing a kiss to his neck and I lay my head against his shoulder. I ignore the looks from everyone until they start asking questions.

“So have you guys finally talked about what’s going on between you?” Tony asks smiling.

Looking at the four of them, confused, “Am I literally the only one who didn’t realize all of this?”

Ignoring my question they move on, “So, what are you guys now?” Mike asks with a huge grin.

“Uh, we didn’t really talk about that before I walked out.” I watch as he becomes embarrassed again due to the confused glances.

“He walked out ‘cause I didn’t really say anything. He surprised the hell out of me then just walked away.”

“What did he say?” I look up at Mike, smiling at him like an idiot without giving an answer I direct my attention back to the TV. Ignoring the rest of the questions, I rest against Jaime listening to his voice and laugh.

Comments

Cliff hangers suuuuccckkkkkk
Vics_Girl22 Vics_Girl22
8/27/13
AFHASDGHABRGAHEBAR Oh my god the feels ;_;
xMareBear14x xMareBear14x
8/27/13
Omg nooooo!!!
Turtlesowls Turtlesowls
8/27/13
@clairephernelia
read on darling. just put up another chapter lol
Kelsey Kelsey
8/27/13
@clairephernelia
read on darling. just put up another chapter lol
Kelsey Kelsey
8/27/13