The boys get home tomorrow morning and I couldn’t be more happy honestly. Their last concert is tomorrow night here in town so I’ll finally be going to one of their big shows. They’ve had such an amazing reaction from fans, so many people singing along and going crazy while they play, its going to be amazing to see them live. Plus, last show most likely means tour pranks, which will be extremely interesting as I’m backstage. Jaime and I have been on the phone so much along with text, a day hasn’t gone by without talking to him for hours, we both have lost sleep from staying up late to talk to each other. Knowing someone cares and feeling their love from thousands of miles away is honestly one of the best feelings.
Standing in the kitchen now, with music blasting throughout the house, making myself breakfast just in Jaimes shirt and a pair of panties I can’t help but daydream and remember things that had happened between us. It’s something I’ve spent most of my time doing at work and even here when I’m doing mindless things

“You know I love you, right?” Jaime inquires his breathing still working to return to a normal pace.
I look up at him, our naked bodies are still entwined resting from our previous activity, it’s our last night together before he leaves for tour and it’s already 2am, we will definitely be tired when we have to get up. I lean on my elbow and gently place a kiss on his lips, pulling back I look him in the eyes, “Hmm, do you now?” I say playfully.
With that he pushes me onto my back, “I. Love. You. Even. When. You. Are. A. Sarcastic. Little. Shit,” he gives me kisses between each word. Jaime pulls back, hovering over me, “Honestly baby, I don’t know what I’d do without you. I love you so much more than you know. When I’m gone you better not worry about losing me to someone else cause there’s no fucking way that will happen. You’re mine and all mine and I love you and I’m going to miss you so fucking much. I don’t think I could list all the things I love about you but the smile you’re giving me right now is definitely one of them. God Hales, I just fucking love you so much baby.”
“I love you too Jaime. And I want you more than anything else that I’ve ever wanted. There’s so many ways that I want you... You better know that and you better remember that while you’re gone, plus I will be reminding you every fucking day. You’ll never understand how much I love you Jaime. You’re the best thing that has ever happened to me, if it weren’t for you I’d be 6 feet under somewhere.”
He rolls off of me, back onto the back so I lay half on my side with my chest against his, my arm across him and his arms around me, while lightly tracing patterns on my skin with his fingertips he speaks. “I’m never going to let that happen to you babe. I’m not going to lose you.”

I’m placing my plate of an omelet on counter when my memory of that night is interrupted by strong arms snaking their way around my waist. I jump so high, scared for my life before lips are pressed to my neck and his voice is in my ear, “Good morning gorgeous, you look better in my clothes than I do.”
I quickly turn around and wrap my arms around Jaimes neck and he holds me so tight to him. I only pull back to kiss him, it feels like heaven to be in his arms and to kiss him again. “You weren’t supposed to be home ‘till tomorrow morning. I didn’t even fucking hear you come in.”
“You have the music so damn loud baby, I knew you wouldn’t hear me. I wanted to surprised you. We skipped our day off in LA to get home to everyone sooner. The other bands won’t be here until tomorrow but we came home anyways.” His lips quickly attach back to mine and he lifts me to carry me. He walks to the living room and sits down on the couch, placing me on his lap. I rest my head against his shoulder, taking in his scent and the feeling of our sped up heart beats and the feeling of running my fingers through his hair and the feeling of his fingers tracing patterns on my arms. God, all of these things I didn’t even realize I missed. “I like how you painted the house Hales, it looks really good.”
“Thanks baby, you’re going to have to tell that to Kate too. She really did half of it.”
After I eat the breakfast I had made we change positions while he tells me stories that I hadn’t heard yet, things about new people he met or parties he went to. He’s now sitting at one end of the couch with my head resting on his thigh, Jaime’s using one of his hands playing with my hair. With his other hand he uses his fingertips rubbing circles and tracing patterns on my skin knowing how much I love it. He trails his fingers along my arm then to my stomach, slightly lifting my shirt so he can easily reach my flesh.
Jaime stops mid story smiling, “You have a bump.”
“Yep, bigger than usual for nearly 10 weeks but everyone’s different so ya never know,” I beam.
“This is so fucking awesome Hales. We haven't even talked about it. I mean like really talked about it.”
“Well, I have an appointment in 2 weeks so we’ll find out more then. Find out if it’s developing right. I’m excited Jaime. I didn’t I would be, I thought I’d be too scared to be excited but I am excited and happy and I don’t know-” I let myself trail off not sure how to word anything.
“I can tell. Can I come to the appointment,” Jaime says with a timid smile.
“Did you really just ask that? Of course you can Jaime, why wouldn’t you? I’m not going to go through this alone, I was going to ask if you wanted to and if you said no then I was most likely just going to drag your ass there anyways.”
Jaime laughs at the thought then there’s a loud knock at the door. We both get up and I turn down the volume of the music then stand behind Jaime, hiding myself due to how little clothes I’m wearing, and he opens the door. Mike walks in as soon as the door is open and following him is the rest of the band and their girlfriends. “Nice legs Hales,” Mike smirks.
“Shut up,” I say as my feet loudly pad across our floor as I semi-run to our room to pull on a pair of sweats and put a bra on under the shirt of Jaimes that I’m wearing. I walk back out and instantly tackle Mike with a hug. The tall man picks me up, squeezing me, “Mike I can’t breathe.”
Kate smacks his arm reprimanding him, “Don’t squeeze her like that!” He grins and sets me down allowing me to move and give his brother a hug. I love hugging the guys that are taller than me but Vic also gives amazing hugs considering he’s only an inch taller than me. I then move on to Tony, who also gives me a huge hug. None of their hugs compare to Jaimes. We move to the living room and sit around, me on Jaimes lap on the armchair, Kate in Mikes lap on the couch, Vic with his arm around Emily who’s sitting next to him on the couch, and Tony with Steph sitting close together on the floor.
We spend hours talking and laughing at the stories the guys tell. Even ones Jaime had already told me I’m interested in, it’s so funny hearing each point of view of the stories. It’s so nice having them back, sitting like this it feels like we’re a big family.
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I wake up in the same position I fell asleep in, naked with my head on Jaimes bare chest, his heart beat loud in my ear and his arms tightly around. While yawning I look over at the clock and see it’s already 1 pm, of course we’d sleep in this late. Jaime groans as I place soft kisses along his neck and jawline and too his lips. When I reach his lips he kisses back and I fall back onto the bed. “Morning gorgeous,” He says in a sexy sleepy voice. “Can we please just stay in bed all day?”
“No Hime, c’mon get up. We’ve got to meet everyone in a bit and I want to get a shower before we go.”
“I’m not getting up unless I can take a shower with you,” he says, still not opening his eyes.
“Let’s go then,” Jaimes eyes shoot open, I guess he didn’t expect me to agree to sharing a shower.
I took a bit longer in the shower than I hoped Now Jaime’s in the kitchen eating a bowl of cereal and I’m standing in the bathroom putting on my makeup. After I curl my hair I pull on my outfit, I decided to wear a dress today along with heels which will definitely surprise Jaime. I walk into the kitchen and Jaime just stares at me, “Can I help you with something Jaime?”
“You look fucking sexy Hales, damn.” He stands, places his bowl in the sink and comes to me wrapping his arms around me. Having Jaime hold me so often again is so lovely. “You’re still shorter than me in those.”
“That’s the point I like being shorter than you,” I pause giving Jaime a kiss on the cheek. “Plus I get to be taller than Kate now and the same height as Steph. I’m already taller than Em so whatever.”
He laughs and shakes his head at me, “You ready to go baby? We said we’d meet the guys there by now.”
“It only takes 20 minutes to get there babe, we’re fine.” I grab my clutch and place my phone in it and pull on my jacket while walking out the door and to the car.
We reach the venue where Jaime goes off to find someone and pointing me in the direction of the dressing room. As soon as I walk into the room Kate whistles at me and Emily is beaming, “I’m so glad I made you buy that,” as Emily speaks the guys walk in.
I reply to her, “Might as well put these clothes to good use before I get fat.” I see a grin grow on Jaimes face.
“She’s already getting fat,” I laugh at Jaimes comment and throw a pillow, from the couch I settled on, at him. The guys have their sound packs on having already done soundcheck. They eat their dinners then exit getting ready to go on.
“Hales,” Stephanie addresses me, “Did Jaime..” She trails off and notions to the ring I’m wearing.
“Oh, no uh, I guess I shouldn’t wear it on this finger.”
As I’m pulling the ring off and slipping it onto my right ring finger Kate begins to gush, “That’s nothing like a ring she wants for that. A couple months ago when we were at the mall we decided to go through a jewelry store and she was completely fixated on this one there.”
She finishes going on and on about the ring I really want and describing it perfectly. “How the fuck do you remember these things? That was nearly 4 months ago.” I look over at her remembering the ring perfectly.
“I don’t know I just do.”
“Do you think he’ll ask anytime soon?” Emily asks.
“I really don’t know but he doesn’t need to propose just because I’m having his baby. I don’t think I want him to propose for that reason, I’d rather it be because he loves me and wants to be with me forever.”

Notes

So I think this is going to end at like chapter 30 just so you know. Thanks for reading guys.

title credit: All Time Low