He carries me upstairs and places me to stand on his bedroom floor. “You have no idea how much I really fucking hate clothes right now.” His hands on the small of my back beneath my sweatshirt and t shirt. His hands find my ass and pull me tight against him, making me feel how hard he is.

We’re suddenly pulled apart and his hands are at the hem of the sweatshirt, pulling it up over my head followed by my shirt, instantly returning to my lips once it’s off and his hands glide across my body. One stays at my bra sliding his hand under it, running his thumb across my nipple making me gasp. His fingers find the button of my jeans and slightly struggle with it then they reach the zipper, I smile into the kiss as he manages to slide my jeans down my legs to the floor where I kick them off. I pull away breathlessly, “This isn’t fair. Take it off babe,” my hands slide up his chest. His shirt is off quickly, his lips go attack my neck and he kicks out of his pants as he walks me backward. My back hits the wall, “Aren’t you glad we’re the only ones home?” His bites are interrupted by a smile. Jaimes hand finds the parts of my skin covered in scars and he looks down at them. “I almost forgot for once.”

“It’s part of who you are. It’s just stories written in your skin. They don’t make me love you any less.” He goes down to his knees and runs his fingers across the scarred skin before pressing his lips to it, he stands up straight, no longer leaning down and we look into each others eyes. “Am I pushing you too far? If I do or if you need me to slow down or stop tell me. I don’t want to go too fast with this.”

“Jaime I’ll tell you. I think I can handle the guy that I love touch me like this. You’re not going too fast, if you were we wouldn’t still be like this. I want this. I’ll tell you stop if I need to. Fucking kiss me please.”

With that we press back together. He easily grips the back of my thighs lifting me up to wrap my legs around him. He still keeps me pushed hard against the wall. My hands back at the back of his neck. His mouth reaches the skin right above the top of my bra, he looks up at up as if asking for permission. I quietly giggle, keeping one arm around his neck, knowing he’s incapable of figuring out how to take it off for me, I lean forward and with my free hand reach behind me and unhook it. He pulls the bra from my body and massages my breasts. Kissing across my chest again he takes my nipple into his mouth and sucks at it. I let out small moans at all of the new feelings. Both of his hands grip my ass when he pulls me from the wall and walks me to the bed.

He lays me on my back in our bed with my hands resting against his arms. His hands massaging my skin, one on my left side on my breast and the other on my hip with his fingers wrapped in the lace side of my thong. His fingers run across my skin along the side of my thong, getting closer and closer to my pussy, provoking my body to react. I smile down to where Jaime is at my chest as he speaks “You know I hadn’t thought that I’d have you like this for a long time or even at all.”

“You said you wanted me like this a few weeks ago. Did I not tell you how bad I’ve wanted this with you for years? Even though I hadn’t paid much attention to that feeling.”

“Hmm, maybe we should continue then.” Blushing, probably more than I ever have. He takes advantage from already laying between my legs from how he laid me down. I feel him slowly travel down my stomach, kissing every inch of my skin, fingers still teasingly running along my skin besides my lace panties all the way to my inner thighs.

“God I’m so glad I asked the guys to leave tonight.”

Jaime begins to laugh, “Did you really? I fucking knew it.” He takes his hand and brushes from my knee to the inside of my right thigh. Jaimes voice and touches are intoxicating making me release louder noises than I’ve ever made before. My thong is taken off and his mouth is against my flesh, trailing his tongue up my thighs biting along the way. I slightly tense up when he gets closer, “Hales I love you, it's okay just relax." He reaches up, grabs my hands and intertwines our fingers. “Do you want me to stop?”

“No,” my whisper is barely audible and I think he doesn’t hear until his tongue is back against me. He sucks my skin making it turn purple then pressing a kiss on it. Next thing I know his mouth is against my pussy, his tongue moving against me teasingly tasting me. His tongue finds my clit, beginning to make circles on it and slides a finger into me slowly pumping it. Jaime sucks on my clit making my body shake and the pleasure takes over. He sucks at my sweet spot and wraps his arms around my thighs, keeping me in place while he continues. I ride out my high and lay breathless. He kisses his way back up my body, smiling at me. I push him to be laying next to me and I run my hand down his chest and to his dick. I take it in my hand, “Can I?”

“If you want to.” I begin to move my hand up and down, figuring out how to do it. I move my hand up and run my thumb over the head of it making him moan loudly. I run my tongue from base to tip and he looks down at me, “Shit babe. I wasn’t expecting that.” I laugh a little then take him into my mouth and suck hard, pressing my tongue to him and running it across the tip and use my hand on the rest of him that I can’t take in my mouth. He places his hand on the back of my head, “Baby stop. I don’t want to finish right now.” Jaime pulls me to him and pulls me in for a kiss. Everything he does makes me want him more.

“I’m ready,” for some reason my voice comes out as a whisper like I can’t speak any louder.

“Are you sure?” I nod with a slight smile as a grin appears on his face. He grabs a condom from the bedside table, I hear the wrapper rip open and he slips it on. He rolls over to be on top and kisses me. Placing his forehead against mine, he pushes in slowly and I groan out of pain. “Fuck you’re so tight,” He watches for my reaction and kisses the tears away from my cheek, his lips find my neck, placing soft kisses up my neck and across my jaw. “I’m sorry baby.”

“I need you Jaime” With that he begins to thrust in and out, turning my pain into pleasure. My legs wrap around his waist and my fingers scratch down his back “Jaime,” our moans grow louder, our breathing becomes heavier. The feeling of it all is terrifying, painful, beautiful, pleasurable and the most wonderful feeling all at once. Somehow us being together like this, with him inside me and our bodies as close together as we can be, makes it all so much more real. It doesn’t take long for me to get close after everything Jaime has done. I can barely think or anything besides how good this feels. One more thrust he hits a spot in me that sends me over the edge. “Fuck Jaime,” my body tenses and my muscles tighten around him, sending him into the same state of pleasure as me. We both let out long strings of profanities, moaning as we both finish. He pulls out and collapses on top of me, then rolls onto his side right next to me, our bodies still against each other.

Jaime places kisses all over my face then just lays back. “I love you Haley. I really hope you know that and I hope this was what you wanted and imagined it to be like and I really wish I didn’t hurt you so much and-”

“Jaime, I love you too. It was perfect, especially because it was with you. Thank you.” He lays on his back letting me cuddle into his chest and we fall asleep naked.

Notes

well guys, I'm really sorry if this is badly written. I've gone over it so many times and I'm still not 100% sure if it's right so if it's bad please don't hate me

title credit: Pierce the Veil