Was it really your time?
Painful lust, two aching guts
“Babe, are you sick? What’s wrong? What happened?” He said. I stayed silent, my back still facing him. I moved my body so now I am doing the fetal position, which is unimpressively appropriate for the situation.
He jumped so he was sitting on the side of the bed. “Hey, in sickness and in health remember?” He said calmly. Yes, I do remember. I still remember that day like it was two days ago. I felt his hand ran up my back.
“Babe.” He said once again. I can feel tears fill up and start to pool my eyes. “What’s the matter? Listen, I can’t stay for long. Our set is coming up next. Come on. Just tell me already please?”
I shifted my body and faced him. He saw the tears in my eyes and wiped it away. He gently kissed my forehead and I melted at the contact. This is my man. He’s the only one that I can really go to after a long day. He’s the only person that I trust with the most vulnerable side of me.
“I’m just not feeling well, baby.” I finally spoke. “And I miss our daughter. So much.” He ran a hand through my now long hair.
“Do you want me to tell them that you can’t play your set today?” He asked.
“No. It’s okay. I can do it. I don’t wanna disappoint the fans. I owe them so much.”
“Your fans love you and they will understand. I’m absolutely positive bout that.” He smiled reassuringly.
“Yeah, but it’s really fine.” I replied.
“Well okay.” He put out his phone and dialed a number.
“Who are you calling?” I asked. I sat up.
He put the phone on speaker and for a moment there’s just ringing, and then someone picked it up.
“Mom?” Vic said. “Is there a chance that Quinnie’s out of bed? We miss her terribly.”
“uhh yeah, she’s right here. You wanna talk to her? She can hear you.” Vivian said.
“Baby? Quinn? Hi this is daddy!” Vic said.
I heard Quinn on the other line said, “Dad!”
“Yeah, I miss you so much princess. Mom and I wish we could bring you. But it’s just noisy here at the Warped tour. Listen, someone wants to talk to you.” Vic said giving me the phone.
“Mama? Mama?” Quinn said. And then I couldn’t help it anymore. There was a floodgate of tears.
“Hi angel! I miss you so much! Do you miss momma too?” And then Quinn laughed. My heart is just melting at the sound of my daughters laugh. And thinking we could have this again, another baby.
“I can’t wait to see you next week, angel. I love you so much.” I got a glimpse of my husband who was smiling like a kid at me. And it got me thinking. Maybe he’s not gonna react so bad when he finds out. He’s amazing to Quinn. Maybe.
Then Vivian spoke. “Listen you guys, it’s time for Quinnie’s nap. If you two want we’ll call you later again, would that be okay?”
“Yeah absolutely thanks mom. So much. For answering the call and everything that you’ve done just so we both can go on tour.” Vic said.
“Oh no worries, honeys. Besides I like taking care of my granddaughter she’s such a sweetheart. She’s so not like when you were a kid, Victor! And I know how much you both love doing your work.” Vivian replied.
“Okay mom. Appreciate that.” And then he hung up.
“Feeling better now?”
“Much.” I leaned forward to kiss him but his lips caught mine first. I lied down so he’s on top of me.
“Good. Cause we have to go before I go.” He said in between kisses. “You get me?” A light laugh escaped his lips.
“What?” I said pulling back. “Are you serious?”
“No.” he said and then laughed crashing down beside me. “Are you really feeling better?” He placed a hand on my waist and another hand entwines with mine.
“Yeah.” How am I supposed to tell him? I should probably wait ‘til after his set.
“No you’re not. Jenna I know when you’re lying or not. What is wrong?”
“How about this, how about I tell you after your set? Would that be okay? I need you to have a clear head before going on stage.” I explained.
“Is it that big? I’m worried about you, you know that?” He protested.
“Yes. It’s fine. Nothing big. Just do your thing first. Trust me, okay?” I said.
He sighed. “Okay. I need to go anyways.”
“Crush it like I know you would.” I said kissing him again. I pulled back up but he pulled me in for another. This one lingered and made my bones weak. I’m so in love with this person. I laughed as we pulled back.
“What? What’s so funny, wifey?” He said pulling closer. My head’s on his chest now. I inhaled his scent.
“Ew we’re so cheesy. We’re not cheesy, babe, are we? We’re not that type of couple.” I laughed.
“What?! I’m a very cheesy guy. You married a very cheesy guy so sorry.” We both laughed. Vic really is cheesy. He would get us our own room and pick me up and carry me bridal style whenever the bands check in a hotel together. He would randomly just tell me or text me or call me in the middle of the night saying “I have a huge school boy crush on you” or “Have I told you I love you today”. He is such a dork. Even though I just shrug him off, I low key loves it.
“Okay cheesy guy. You gotta get outta here.”
*end of flashback*
He jumped so he was sitting on the side of the bed. “Hey, in sickness and in health remember?” He said calmly. Yes, I do remember. I still remember that day like it was two days ago. I felt his hand ran up my back.
“Babe.” He said once again. I can feel tears fill up and start to pool my eyes. “What’s the matter? Listen, I can’t stay for long. Our set is coming up next. Come on. Just tell me already please?”
I shifted my body and faced him. He saw the tears in my eyes and wiped it away. He gently kissed my forehead and I melted at the contact. This is my man. He’s the only one that I can really go to after a long day. He’s the only person that I trust with the most vulnerable side of me.
“I’m just not feeling well, baby.” I finally spoke. “And I miss our daughter. So much.” He ran a hand through my now long hair.
“Do you want me to tell them that you can’t play your set today?” He asked.
“No. It’s okay. I can do it. I don’t wanna disappoint the fans. I owe them so much.”
“Your fans love you and they will understand. I’m absolutely positive bout that.” He smiled reassuringly.
“Yeah, but it’s really fine.” I replied.
“Well okay.” He put out his phone and dialed a number.
“Who are you calling?” I asked. I sat up.
He put the phone on speaker and for a moment there’s just ringing, and then someone picked it up.
“Mom?” Vic said. “Is there a chance that Quinnie’s out of bed? We miss her terribly.”
“uhh yeah, she’s right here. You wanna talk to her? She can hear you.” Vivian said.
“Baby? Quinn? Hi this is daddy!” Vic said.
I heard Quinn on the other line said, “Dad!”
“Yeah, I miss you so much princess. Mom and I wish we could bring you. But it’s just noisy here at the Warped tour. Listen, someone wants to talk to you.” Vic said giving me the phone.
“Mama? Mama?” Quinn said. And then I couldn’t help it anymore. There was a floodgate of tears.
“Hi angel! I miss you so much! Do you miss momma too?” And then Quinn laughed. My heart is just melting at the sound of my daughters laugh. And thinking we could have this again, another baby.
“I can’t wait to see you next week, angel. I love you so much.” I got a glimpse of my husband who was smiling like a kid at me. And it got me thinking. Maybe he’s not gonna react so bad when he finds out. He’s amazing to Quinn. Maybe.
Then Vivian spoke. “Listen you guys, it’s time for Quinnie’s nap. If you two want we’ll call you later again, would that be okay?”
“Yeah absolutely thanks mom. So much. For answering the call and everything that you’ve done just so we both can go on tour.” Vic said.
“Oh no worries, honeys. Besides I like taking care of my granddaughter she’s such a sweetheart. She’s so not like when you were a kid, Victor! And I know how much you both love doing your work.” Vivian replied.
“Okay mom. Appreciate that.” And then he hung up.
“Feeling better now?”
“Much.” I leaned forward to kiss him but his lips caught mine first. I lied down so he’s on top of me.
“Good. Cause we have to go before I go.” He said in between kisses. “You get me?” A light laugh escaped his lips.
“What?” I said pulling back. “Are you serious?”
“No.” he said and then laughed crashing down beside me. “Are you really feeling better?” He placed a hand on my waist and another hand entwines with mine.
“Yeah.” How am I supposed to tell him? I should probably wait ‘til after his set.
“No you’re not. Jenna I know when you’re lying or not. What is wrong?”
“How about this, how about I tell you after your set? Would that be okay? I need you to have a clear head before going on stage.” I explained.
“Is it that big? I’m worried about you, you know that?” He protested.
“Yes. It’s fine. Nothing big. Just do your thing first. Trust me, okay?” I said.
He sighed. “Okay. I need to go anyways.”
“Crush it like I know you would.” I said kissing him again. I pulled back up but he pulled me in for another. This one lingered and made my bones weak. I’m so in love with this person. I laughed as we pulled back.
“What? What’s so funny, wifey?” He said pulling closer. My head’s on his chest now. I inhaled his scent.
“Ew we’re so cheesy. We’re not cheesy, babe, are we? We’re not that type of couple.” I laughed.
“What?! I’m a very cheesy guy. You married a very cheesy guy so sorry.” We both laughed. Vic really is cheesy. He would get us our own room and pick me up and carry me bridal style whenever the bands check in a hotel together. He would randomly just tell me or text me or call me in the middle of the night saying “I have a huge school boy crush on you” or “Have I told you I love you today”. He is such a dork. Even though I just shrug him off, I low key loves it.
“Okay cheesy guy. You gotta get outta here.”
*end of flashback*
Notes
Okay so here's the first two chapters. Hope u guys like it. Please comment and rate my fic so i know where u guys r at. And please be nice. Lol
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omg plez update!! I love this! Thx.. :D
10/16/16