why do you keep running away?

Vic's pov-

I looked around searching for Kellin at our first stop in Arizona. I needed to tell him something urgent. I looked all over the busses and tried to find him. I finally got to the sws bus. I walked in to see Gabe playing the X-Box, Justin texting on his phone, Jack trying to beat Gabe at the game and Nick was sleeping on the couch.
"Hey Vic!" They all said in unison.
"Hey, have you guys seen Kellin anywhere?"
"He went to the Hidden Scars bus to talk to Tierra" Justin said with his eyes still glued to his phone.
I walked over to the bus and went in.
"Where's Kellin?" I asked the girls.
They pointed at the back lounge. I nodded and walked over. I opened the door llightly.
"Hey Kellin I was wond-" I stopped when I saw Kellin and Tia about to do it.
They jumped apart.
"I-I'm sorry" I stuttered running out.

He's just going to break her heart. He's the one who cheated on Katelynne first, with my ex girlfriend Cara. He claimed he was drunk, but I know he wasn't.

Flashback~ Vic's pov
I sat in my house waiting to Skype my girlfriend Cara. It was a normal day. As usual people were surfing, kids played in the sand Adults drinking lightly and trying to get a tan.
Cara had been gone for the week in L.A. I trusted that she wouldn't get in trouble. My laptop rang. I answered it quickly. "Hey babe" she said tired still with bed head, wrapped in her white sheets, and just so gorgeous.
"hey baby, how's L.A treating you?" I asked.
"It's like the best week ever, last night me and Rose went to this awesome club and had some drinks and danced all night, we made some new friends, but it wasn't that fun without you" she said flashing her gorgeous smile.
"I miss you" I said.
"I do too Vic, you're the only guy I ever want" she said blowing a kiss to the screen.
"Hey cara about last night that was a mistake" I heard a familiar voice say.
Her head looked quickly at the person.
she mentioned to the person to stay quiet.
"That's just Rose" she said quickly.
"Really?" I asked
"yes babe"
I texted Rose.

me- are you with Cara at LA still?
she replied fast.
Rose- No, I left after I couldn't find her anywhere last night at the club.

"Who are you talking to?" The voice said again getting infront of the camera

I cant beleive it, it was Kellin buckling his pants.
"I- I can explain!" Cara said quickly.
"Forget it Cara, we're over, all your stuff will be at your mom's place by tomorrow, and Kellin, I am no longer your best friend

I ended the call before they could say anything else.

*TRIGGER WARNING* (Do not read if you are sensitive to triggering actions)

I ran to my bathroom. I hadn't done this in a while since I promised Mike I wouldn't do it ever again. I searched frantically threw through the shelf looking for it. At last, I found it, my dear old friend Mr.Razor.
I put the coldsharp peice of metal to my wrist.

"I'm sorry I wasn't a good boyfriend" I said making the first cut. The blood quickly trickled out of my arm.
"I'm sorry that I ruin everything" I made another.
"I'm sorry, that I'm not perfect"
"I'm sorry that I'm Alive" I said one last time making a deeper cut. I watched the blood speed out of my wrists. I felt tears start to.come down.
"what have I done?" I said to myself.
"I'm sorry Mike" I mumbled before crying myself to sleep.
**END OF TRIGGER WARNING**
Kellin and I made up. Cara moved to Michigan with her mom, and now it is what it is.
*End of flashback*

Notes

Chapter 12 is done! Yay!
thanks for reading it. Hope you like it so far!
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