dry your tears, fake a smile.
Capitulo seis
I woke up to find that tony was not in his bed. I fsmiled and walked to the restoom, washing my teeth and fixing my hair. I walked to the living toom to see him, mike, jaime, and vic standing beside a bunch of suitcases.
What is happening?
I looked tony in his eyes, building tears up,"there was a change in plans...we're leaving at 8:40 to catch a plane to go on tour."
My face fell as i knew what was going on. "How long?" My voice cracked. "Five months." As tears built up slowly and rolled down my cheeks, he came up to me, eliminating the space between us and hugging me tightly. I held on to him. I didn't want him to leave, not now. Everything was going great and then this comes around and knocks me off my feet. I lifted my face, my lips meeting his in a slow, delicate manner. Our lips danced together, i felt something wet on my cheeks. Tony was crying.
the thought of him leaving for so long, not being able to get lost in his chocolate brown eyes of his,i couldn't anymore, so i separated my lips from his and burried my face into his chest and let my weeping turn into hard, violent sobs.
"Funny how i barely met you 3 days ago and now i don't want you to leave. I love you tony, please don't forget about me while you're gone"
He looked down at me with sad, red puffy eyes.
"We'll keep contact, we'll skype and call each other everyday. You know i can't go a day without talking to you, hearing tha sweet voice of yours"
I blushed furiously at his sweet words.
"Promise?"
"I promise"
I couldn't help but smile like an idiot as our pinkies interwined in a traditional 'pinky promise'
"If you want, you can stay here or come whenever you want to, there's always a key under the outside door mat," "Thanks tone".
I walked down to jaime, my bestestestestestestest friend in the whole wide world, (only 3 days, but we had grown so close it was ridiculous!)
"the girls are staying here too, if you want to hang with them i put their numbers on your phone while you were asleep"
I was able to hold back the tears and answer with a dull whisper, "Thanks"
"I love you mel-mel"
"Love you too hime"
"Promise me i'll be the first one you hug okay? Just don't tell tony okay?" He chuckled, letting his dimples show once more.
I hugged jaime tightly and kissed his cheek.
I walked to mike and vic and group hugged with them.
Then stepped toward tony and let out a deep faint sigh,
"So i guess this is it"
"i love you mel"
"I love you too tone" i felt his lips on mines one last time and watched them walk out of the door, locking it behind him.
I tried to forget about it and felt better in a matter of minutes, but i needed something to distract me while tony was gone.
What to do now?
I called emily, but she said she was was out of town on a job hunt, she quit her job, she didn't feel satisfied with her job. Her boss said it was okay and that her doors were always open.
I thought of calling tony, but it was only 46 minutes since his departure. Yes i had been counting, since he's not here there's absolutately nothing to do, just like before i met him.
I looked in my phone's contact list and found a few new numbers, with some familiar names;
Leah grey garcow (vic's girlfriend)
Melissa starling (mike's girlfriend)
Cassie drew (jaime's CRUSH!)
It suddenly came to my mind, i had met them at the night club yesterday! I called every single one of them and met up at a starbucks near us.
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We practically grew very close, four and a half months in and no skype or call from tony, i was getting ver worried, not that i didn't trust him, but i felt like something had happened to him. The girls kept telling me he and the boys were probably ver busy and never have time, but were sure he'd call me if he had any.
Today was their fourth to last concert, here in San Diego. The girls and i had made plans of attending the concert and surprising them. The idea seemed amazing and pleasant, since i missed my tone with such desesperation, i couldn't wait till i saw his brown eyes once more.
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In no time at all we had all gotten dolled up and headed to the concert.
Leah had fallen hard for vic, and missed him like hell. The only thing she'd talk about was vic, vic and vic.
Melissa, mike's girlfriend was head over heels and longed for the day their lips touched again.
And well Cass, jaime's crush, finally grew guts and said she'd be confessing her love for hime, since she knew jaime loved her but was too shy to say what she felt. And well me, i was just waiting to see the guy who ignored me for so long, not even a single text asking how my day went, but i still loved him and would end up forgiving him anyways.
As we parked the car we were all squished together for so long, my nerves built up, and i felt butterflies in my stomach, i was finally going to see him!! After four and a half or so months of missing his warmth, i was finally going to see him again. Oh how i missed him.
As we walked to the tour bus the girls tarted fixing their hair and nudging on their clothes making sure their looks were okay. When we finally reached the bus, i went straight for jaime, keeping my promise i had made him before their departure amd hugged him tightly from the back making him jump a little.
"Surprise!" He turned around.
"Melodeeeee!!! I missed you!"
He hugged me tightly and swiped me from my feet, twirling me around a couple of times.
"I heard cass likes you back, she's actually head over heels for you, she wouldn't stop talking about you the entire time, time to make a move bud" i whispered into his ear and his face blused an intense red.
"Where's tony?"
"I don't know, he's been acting pretty weird lately, but i heard him say something about going to the food court"
"I'll go look for him, see you later alligator!"
I hugged hime one laste time and left the bus. After ten minutes of looking for him, i found him,
But not how i wanted to.
His face was being eaten off by some typical band slut. I just stood there, probably ten or five feet away from the scene. When tony opened his eyes, the instantly met mines. I felt my eyes get cloudy and suddenly felt a river of tears form down my cheeks. He rapidly separated from the chick and started walking towards me. I didn't want to talk to him anymore, i ran to the tour bus practically in tears, with him hot on my trails. when i got to the bus i oppened the door and slammed it hard, gaining every one's attention, suddenly i felt my knees get weak and my breathing started to get heavy and unsteady. as i fell to the ground i felt jaime's hands catch me,
"what happened?!" vic came up, his face expression showing unsteadiness
"He,how could he?"
Jaime instantly knew who i was talking about, i felt his hands tense up and clench his teeth.
He put me on the couch, and everyone surrounded me, i saw the girls, mike and vic.
jaime was trying hard to mask his anger, in wich he failed inmensely.
"It was tony wasn't it?"
I nodded.
How could he? He told me he loved me? All were lies, he never meant a single word he said to me.
Soon enough tony came in, tears on his face. I saw jaime run up to him, his fists making contact with tony's face a couple of times before vic and mike managed to stop him. I didn't know what was going on with jaime, i've never seen him so aggressive, nor protective over me..why was he acting this way all of a sudden?
The guys took jaime outside, and tony came up to me, heavily bruised and bleeding from his nose and eyebrow.No, i didn't want him close to me!
"ge-t aww---way from mm-ee" i managed to sob out through gasps for air.
"Someone hand me her bag and call an amblulance!!" Tony yelled from besides me.
Cass ran up to him and handed him my bag, he took out my inhaler, shaking it a couple of times and pressing it to my lips.
"Breathe, breathe" i inhaled as he told me to.
Inhaling, exhaling.
"I'm so sorry melodee please!!!" He started sobbing hard into my chest, holding on to my hands with his.
I wanted to shove him off, but i felt too weak to even lift my arms up.
The more i thought of it, the more my body tensed up, and breathing
Became difficult. I was having a panic/asmthma attack. I soon felt dizzy and my eyes shut completely, leaving me in pure darkness.
What is happening?
I looked tony in his eyes, building tears up,"there was a change in plans...we're leaving at 8:40 to catch a plane to go on tour."
My face fell as i knew what was going on. "How long?" My voice cracked. "Five months." As tears built up slowly and rolled down my cheeks, he came up to me, eliminating the space between us and hugging me tightly. I held on to him. I didn't want him to leave, not now. Everything was going great and then this comes around and knocks me off my feet. I lifted my face, my lips meeting his in a slow, delicate manner. Our lips danced together, i felt something wet on my cheeks. Tony was crying.
the thought of him leaving for so long, not being able to get lost in his chocolate brown eyes of his,i couldn't anymore, so i separated my lips from his and burried my face into his chest and let my weeping turn into hard, violent sobs.
"Funny how i barely met you 3 days ago and now i don't want you to leave. I love you tony, please don't forget about me while you're gone"
He looked down at me with sad, red puffy eyes.
"We'll keep contact, we'll skype and call each other everyday. You know i can't go a day without talking to you, hearing tha sweet voice of yours"
I blushed furiously at his sweet words.
"Promise?"
"I promise"
I couldn't help but smile like an idiot as our pinkies interwined in a traditional 'pinky promise'
"If you want, you can stay here or come whenever you want to, there's always a key under the outside door mat," "Thanks tone".
I walked down to jaime, my bestestestestestestest friend in the whole wide world, (only 3 days, but we had grown so close it was ridiculous!)
"the girls are staying here too, if you want to hang with them i put their numbers on your phone while you were asleep"
I was able to hold back the tears and answer with a dull whisper, "Thanks"
"I love you mel-mel"
"Love you too hime"
"Promise me i'll be the first one you hug okay? Just don't tell tony okay?" He chuckled, letting his dimples show once more.
I hugged jaime tightly and kissed his cheek.
I walked to mike and vic and group hugged with them.
Then stepped toward tony and let out a deep faint sigh,
"So i guess this is it"
"i love you mel"
"I love you too tone" i felt his lips on mines one last time and watched them walk out of the door, locking it behind him.
I tried to forget about it and felt better in a matter of minutes, but i needed something to distract me while tony was gone.
What to do now?
I called emily, but she said she was was out of town on a job hunt, she quit her job, she didn't feel satisfied with her job. Her boss said it was okay and that her doors were always open.
I thought of calling tony, but it was only 46 minutes since his departure. Yes i had been counting, since he's not here there's absolutately nothing to do, just like before i met him.
I looked in my phone's contact list and found a few new numbers, with some familiar names;
Leah grey garcow (vic's girlfriend)
Melissa starling (mike's girlfriend)
Cassie drew (jaime's CRUSH!)
It suddenly came to my mind, i had met them at the night club yesterday! I called every single one of them and met up at a starbucks near us.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
We practically grew very close, four and a half months in and no skype or call from tony, i was getting ver worried, not that i didn't trust him, but i felt like something had happened to him. The girls kept telling me he and the boys were probably ver busy and never have time, but were sure he'd call me if he had any.
Today was their fourth to last concert, here in San Diego. The girls and i had made plans of attending the concert and surprising them. The idea seemed amazing and pleasant, since i missed my tone with such desesperation, i couldn't wait till i saw his brown eyes once more.
-
In no time at all we had all gotten dolled up and headed to the concert.
Leah had fallen hard for vic, and missed him like hell. The only thing she'd talk about was vic, vic and vic.
Melissa, mike's girlfriend was head over heels and longed for the day their lips touched again.
And well Cass, jaime's crush, finally grew guts and said she'd be confessing her love for hime, since she knew jaime loved her but was too shy to say what she felt. And well me, i was just waiting to see the guy who ignored me for so long, not even a single text asking how my day went, but i still loved him and would end up forgiving him anyways.
As we parked the car we were all squished together for so long, my nerves built up, and i felt butterflies in my stomach, i was finally going to see him!! After four and a half or so months of missing his warmth, i was finally going to see him again. Oh how i missed him.
As we walked to the tour bus the girls tarted fixing their hair and nudging on their clothes making sure their looks were okay. When we finally reached the bus, i went straight for jaime, keeping my promise i had made him before their departure amd hugged him tightly from the back making him jump a little.
"Surprise!" He turned around.
"Melodeeeee!!! I missed you!"
He hugged me tightly and swiped me from my feet, twirling me around a couple of times.
"I heard cass likes you back, she's actually head over heels for you, she wouldn't stop talking about you the entire time, time to make a move bud" i whispered into his ear and his face blused an intense red.
"Where's tony?"
"I don't know, he's been acting pretty weird lately, but i heard him say something about going to the food court"
"I'll go look for him, see you later alligator!"
I hugged hime one laste time and left the bus. After ten minutes of looking for him, i found him,
But not how i wanted to.
His face was being eaten off by some typical band slut. I just stood there, probably ten or five feet away from the scene. When tony opened his eyes, the instantly met mines. I felt my eyes get cloudy and suddenly felt a river of tears form down my cheeks. He rapidly separated from the chick and started walking towards me. I didn't want to talk to him anymore, i ran to the tour bus practically in tears, with him hot on my trails. when i got to the bus i oppened the door and slammed it hard, gaining every one's attention, suddenly i felt my knees get weak and my breathing started to get heavy and unsteady. as i fell to the ground i felt jaime's hands catch me,
"what happened?!" vic came up, his face expression showing unsteadiness
"He,how could he?"
Jaime instantly knew who i was talking about, i felt his hands tense up and clench his teeth.
He put me on the couch, and everyone surrounded me, i saw the girls, mike and vic.
jaime was trying hard to mask his anger, in wich he failed inmensely.
"It was tony wasn't it?"
I nodded.
How could he? He told me he loved me? All were lies, he never meant a single word he said to me.
Soon enough tony came in, tears on his face. I saw jaime run up to him, his fists making contact with tony's face a couple of times before vic and mike managed to stop him. I didn't know what was going on with jaime, i've never seen him so aggressive, nor protective over me..why was he acting this way all of a sudden?
The guys took jaime outside, and tony came up to me, heavily bruised and bleeding from his nose and eyebrow.No, i didn't want him close to me!
"ge-t aww---way from mm-ee" i managed to sob out through gasps for air.
"Someone hand me her bag and call an amblulance!!" Tony yelled from besides me.
Cass ran up to him and handed him my bag, he took out my inhaler, shaking it a couple of times and pressing it to my lips.
"Breathe, breathe" i inhaled as he told me to.
Inhaling, exhaling.
"I'm so sorry melodee please!!!" He started sobbing hard into my chest, holding on to my hands with his.
I wanted to shove him off, but i felt too weak to even lift my arms up.
The more i thought of it, the more my body tensed up, and breathing
Became difficult. I was having a panic/asmthma attack. I soon felt dizzy and my eyes shut completely, leaving me in pure darkness.
Only on chapter 13 and it's pretty good c:
1/6/14