dry your tears, fake a smile.

**Melodee's POV**

tone brought me some clothes to the hospital, today i was being released, but had to sit in a wheelchair due to my broken ribs. It seemed as if i couldn't move a muscle, if i ever did, it would shoot an extreme pain wave up and down my entire body.

"want me to help you?" Tone said as he wheeled me from the bed to the restroom.

"i'm okay, i'll have to get used to the pain anyways"

"okay, i'll be out here. Anything you need just call my name and i'll be here okay?"

"thanks tony" i took the door and closed it entirely.

i stood up carefully and took my shirt off.

the sight before me was horrifying to say least. Bruises and scars mixed in with the almost giant almost-black bruise and stitches on my side. And to top it off,

my fat.

i instantly regretted eating the breakfast tony had broughten me. My eyes got teary while i slowly made my way to the toilet, making sure i didn't add anymore pain to what i was feeling, physically and emotionally. I was determined to get everything out of my system, i didn't want to get fatter than what i already am.

whale.

Pig.

Elephant.

cow.

fat.

i sat down infront of the toilet, and leant in to the toilet bowl, taking my right hand and sticking the first two fingers down my throat as deep as i could, before having a horrible sensation come up my throat and exit through my dry mouth. I was immediately throwing up everything i ate this morning and felt relieved.

No more fat.

**tony's POV**

as i sat in the hospital bed, waiting for mel, i heard weird noises comming from the restroom, immediately jumping up and knocking on the door

"mel? Are you okay in there baby?"

no response.

i put my ear to the cold door and heard gagging.

i opened the door, finding melodee shirtless, sat on the hard ground next to the toilet cleaning her mouth up.


i immediately moved the wheelchair and quickly wrapped my arms around her, leaning my head on her shoulder and repeating a million times the phrase

"you're beautiful just the way you are"

"no i'm not. I'm ugly, i'm a fat stupid piece of shit that no one will ever love!" She walked away from me and washed her mouth.

as she dried her mouth, she broke down and sobbed violently.

i walked up to her and sat down besides her.

at that time she was curled up on my lap, sobbing quietly and hanging on to my shirt.

i simply hugged her tightly, and let her know a thousand times how beautiful she really is.

i know what it's like to hate the mirror because of the reflection that stares back at you.

i know what it's like to wake up and wish you didn't.

she had stopped sobbing, she stood up noticing she was shirtless, and quickly grabbed the tee i brought her,

"wait! No, don't put it on". I pleaded as i stood up next to her. A confused expression on her face as i gently got on my knees, grabbed her arms and pecked her tummy a million thousand times, pecking each one of the scars on her stomach. When i looked up, she had tears streamming down her face.

happy tears.

i stood up, hands still linked, and stared at her beautiful colored eyes, so beautiful, yet they've witnessed things nobody would ever want to see.

as our lips danced together, it felt right.

that's when i realized.

she was the one.

i looked at her once again, taking a step back and getting on my knees.

"melodee, would you do me the honor of being my beloved girlfriend?"

Notes

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