dry your tears, fake a smile.
Capitulo catorce
**Melodee's POV**
"Hey melodee, it's jaime. I know you probably can't hear me, but i'll tell you anyways. I love you, i always have. That day that tony brought you to lunch, i saw you and fell instantly in love with your beauty. I was always too shy to even tell you, so i kept it all in. I guess that was a mistake, since months later, tony told us he started dating you. I couldn't help but feel anger and jealousy at the sound of his voice, when i saw you with him, my eyes stinged and i just wanted to yell at the top of my lungs what i felt for you. When i found out that tony had cheated on you on tour, my heart shattered into a million umrepairable pieces, i went off on him because i knew that if it wasn't for me keeping my feelings hidden from you, that maybe wouldn't have happened. If you want we can try and make this work, if not i understand, i will always love you, and just friends would be enough for me.please wake up melodee, i can't afford to lose you."
I'm here! i'm awake! i tried to move, but as much as i tried i couldn't. it seemed like my brain was not in collaboration with my body.
There was silence for a minute of two, and then I felt something soft and warm on my lips.
Jaime kissed me.
"Bye mel"
I heard footsteps, a door open,and then close.
I wonder what he meant by 'please wake up'. my mind started wandering off into a sea of thoughts, i came up with every single possibility of what had happened to me, asthma attack, panick attack, heart attack, ect.
i was swimming in the sea of thoughts when the sound of a door open interrupted.
this time there were different footsteps, familiar footsteps. I felt someone walk up next to me a kneel down.
"Hey mel, you probably wont hear this, i love you. If you don't feel the same way for me then it's okay, i deserve your hate, all of it! Just please, melodee. Please wake up. I can't bare to loose you now, please baby! Please wake up, we need to talk, i never meant to kiss her! She came up to me!! She surrounded me in the booth, i was too drunk to move, as much as i wanted to shove her off she was too strong! I swear i'd never do anything like that to you! I love you too much to be thinking about other women! especially your best friend! do you really think i'm capable of such things? Please baby, melodee. It was a misunderstanding! porfavor melodee Te amo!" (Please melodee i love you!)
I wanted to open my eyes and shove him off, but at the same time i died to kiss him. i couldn't stand see him after what he did to me,but i missed him. those couple of hours i had spent away from him were hell. The thing was, i couldn't move, as much as i tried i was paralyzed.
I felt him interwine his fingers with mines and lay his head on my stomach.
I hated him for what he did to me, but i had to admit i still loved him. If i could forgive him once i'd do it a thousand times again. That's just how big my love for him is.
I tried to open my eyes once again, this time i saw a bright light, wich blinded my eyes for a few seconds. As my eyes fluttered to adjust to such light, a sudden puond of pain struck my head in such a way, i thought i had died.
Once my eyes adjusted, i looked to my left to find tony staring at me like he had just seen a ghost.
He walked outside, and came back with some nurses and a doctor.
The nurses started asking me a jillion questions, all at once making me confused.
Shortly After i answered all of the questions, the nurses and doctors left.
"Hi mel bear" i saw vic, mike, and jaime come in with a thousand flowers and a gigantic black teddybear with a heart on its chest.
"Oh my god! You guys! You didn't have to!!"
"We wanted to give you a little something something, so we bought this for you mel bear"
Mike spoke up and brought the life size teddy bear to me.
We talked for about a good thirty or fourty minutes, and then mike and vic left since momma fuentes needed some groceries, leaving jaime and i alone to talk.
"Jaime"
"Yes mel?"
"About what you told me.."
I saw him blush furiously at the reminder of what he had said earlier.
"Umm, i think it's best if we stay friends."
"Okay, i understand"
"Thank you jaime."
"Anything for you mel, but..one question?"
"Shoot"
"Do you still have feelings for tony?"
I felt my cheeks grow hot under my skin.
"Oh, you do.. Well you should give him another chance. I don't like being nosy, but i peeped emily getting all over tony, i saw him try and shove her away, but she over powered him and kissed him. That's where you showed up. It was all a misunderstanding, he really loves you mel."
He stood up and kissed my cheek, leaving me alone with my thoughts.
"Hey melodee, it's jaime. I know you probably can't hear me, but i'll tell you anyways. I love you, i always have. That day that tony brought you to lunch, i saw you and fell instantly in love with your beauty. I was always too shy to even tell you, so i kept it all in. I guess that was a mistake, since months later, tony told us he started dating you. I couldn't help but feel anger and jealousy at the sound of his voice, when i saw you with him, my eyes stinged and i just wanted to yell at the top of my lungs what i felt for you. When i found out that tony had cheated on you on tour, my heart shattered into a million umrepairable pieces, i went off on him because i knew that if it wasn't for me keeping my feelings hidden from you, that maybe wouldn't have happened. If you want we can try and make this work, if not i understand, i will always love you, and just friends would be enough for me.please wake up melodee, i can't afford to lose you."
I'm here! i'm awake! i tried to move, but as much as i tried i couldn't. it seemed like my brain was not in collaboration with my body.
There was silence for a minute of two, and then I felt something soft and warm on my lips.
Jaime kissed me.
"Bye mel"
I heard footsteps, a door open,and then close.
I wonder what he meant by 'please wake up'. my mind started wandering off into a sea of thoughts, i came up with every single possibility of what had happened to me, asthma attack, panick attack, heart attack, ect.
i was swimming in the sea of thoughts when the sound of a door open interrupted.
this time there were different footsteps, familiar footsteps. I felt someone walk up next to me a kneel down.
"Hey mel, you probably wont hear this, i love you. If you don't feel the same way for me then it's okay, i deserve your hate, all of it! Just please, melodee. Please wake up. I can't bare to loose you now, please baby! Please wake up, we need to talk, i never meant to kiss her! She came up to me!! She surrounded me in the booth, i was too drunk to move, as much as i wanted to shove her off she was too strong! I swear i'd never do anything like that to you! I love you too much to be thinking about other women! especially your best friend! do you really think i'm capable of such things? Please baby, melodee. It was a misunderstanding! porfavor melodee Te amo!" (Please melodee i love you!)
I wanted to open my eyes and shove him off, but at the same time i died to kiss him. i couldn't stand see him after what he did to me,but i missed him. those couple of hours i had spent away from him were hell. The thing was, i couldn't move, as much as i tried i was paralyzed.
I felt him interwine his fingers with mines and lay his head on my stomach.
I hated him for what he did to me, but i had to admit i still loved him. If i could forgive him once i'd do it a thousand times again. That's just how big my love for him is.
I tried to open my eyes once again, this time i saw a bright light, wich blinded my eyes for a few seconds. As my eyes fluttered to adjust to such light, a sudden puond of pain struck my head in such a way, i thought i had died.
Once my eyes adjusted, i looked to my left to find tony staring at me like he had just seen a ghost.
He walked outside, and came back with some nurses and a doctor.
The nurses started asking me a jillion questions, all at once making me confused.
Shortly After i answered all of the questions, the nurses and doctors left.
"Hi mel bear" i saw vic, mike, and jaime come in with a thousand flowers and a gigantic black teddybear with a heart on its chest.
"Oh my god! You guys! You didn't have to!!"
"We wanted to give you a little something something, so we bought this for you mel bear"
Mike spoke up and brought the life size teddy bear to me.
We talked for about a good thirty or fourty minutes, and then mike and vic left since momma fuentes needed some groceries, leaving jaime and i alone to talk.
"Jaime"
"Yes mel?"
"About what you told me.."
I saw him blush furiously at the reminder of what he had said earlier.
"Umm, i think it's best if we stay friends."
"Okay, i understand"
"Thank you jaime."
"Anything for you mel, but..one question?"
"Shoot"
"Do you still have feelings for tony?"
I felt my cheeks grow hot under my skin.
"Oh, you do.. Well you should give him another chance. I don't like being nosy, but i peeped emily getting all over tony, i saw him try and shove her away, but she over powered him and kissed him. That's where you showed up. It was all a misunderstanding, he really loves you mel."
He stood up and kissed my cheek, leaving me alone with my thoughts.
Only on chapter 13 and it's pretty good c:
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