When i got there i was a mess. My hair was out of place, my eyeliner and gold cat eye were running everywhere due to the tears. I got out of the car and almost tripped. I had sobered up for a while but i felt the alchohol kicking in again. I decided to take my heels off and walk barefoot the rest of the way. I opened the door and headed straight to my room. I took out my three suitcases and filled them up with all of my belongings. I headed to the restroom and grabbed my inhalers and prescribed pill bottles, jammed them into the little space left in the suitcases and closed them up.

I felt rage take over my body. I took out a small notebook i used for school and ripped out a page, took out a pen and wrote in all capital letters.

TRAITORS DON'T PLAY HANG MAN.

I took the paper and kissed it, leaving my pink glossy lip print on it, i ran to her room and threw it on her bed, where i found a small teddybear i had given to her for valentines day. I took the bear and ripped it, leaving fluff all over the room. I threw the ripped bear next to the letter and ran back to my room. I grabbed my three suitcases and walked down the stairs.

Halfway down the stairs i remembered i had forgotten something. I left the suit cases next to the door and ran to my room's restroom. I opened the medicine cabbinet, and there i saw it.

It's silver skin, shining under the restroom light. Brown rust forming on one of its sharp edges. Dried blood still remained from the last time it ever made contact with my pale white skin.it's been so long since i've ever seen or felt the cold metal in my hands, so it felt weird to handle it once again.

I guess i'd be meeting an old friend once again after all.

I thought i'd never need it again, but i guess i guessed wrong.
After picking it up, i put it in my skirt's pocket and headed to the door. I picked up the suit cases and opened the door to find jaime standing inches away from me.

it hit me.

As my knees were far too weak to hold my own weight, i felt myself slide next to the door,onto the cold cement,tears cascading down my cheeks at the thought of what the two most important people ha done to me.

i felt him kneel down besides me and pick me up, carrying me bridal style into his car, putting me carefully into his car and going back for the suit cases and putting them in the passenger seat. He came over to my side over the window and spoke nicely.

"The keys?"

I sticked my hand into my skirt's pocket carelessly, forgetting that i had an uncovered blade and felt a sharp bolt of pain shoot up my arm, making me wince in pain.

"What's wrong?" Jaime's face expression showed worryness.

"Oh nothing" i managed to pull out the keys and handed them to jaime, who walked back to the door and locked it.

While he wasn't looking, i examined my arm to find a long, deep cut, right below my thumb, reaching to my upper wrist bleeding slowly. I quickly looked around his car to find a small starbucks napkin. I got it and put preassure in the cut, trying to stop the bleeding.

He turned around, and coughed loudly,gaining my attention. He pointed at the keys, and threw them away to no specific place, making me flash a weak smile at his actions. He got into the car and drove away. Minutes passed and the silence was killing me. I was dying to know why he had acted so overprotective over me when tony cheated on me the first time. I understand he was my best friend but that was different, i really didn't know, but that was what i wanted an answer to.

"Ermm, jaime?" A dull whisper was all that came out of my lips.

"Yes darling?" He was driving but gave me all of his attention.

"Why did you protect me so much...whe-when he, he cheated on me the first time"

I saw him stiffen up in his seat. I heard a faint sigh escape his lips as he took a deep breath.

"Melodee, i love you"

Notes

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