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Going Back To the Past

Who Is This Singing


The next day I woke up to my alarm at 6 pm, Mark had stayed over last night. I'm guessing that he had already left because he wasn't anywhere to be found. For most people it would probably bother them that someone staying over then them just leaving without saying goodbye, but with my sleep schedule I couldn't be mad. Just like every other time Mark left a note saying he had a good time but he couldn't wait any longer for me to wake up. He knew that I had work so he didn't want to wake me. I got up and started to get ready for work. By 7 I was at the hospital about to clock in when I went to visit Alex. He was still in the same room, when I went in he was on his laptop playing a game. " Hey I've been waiting on you, Thanks so much for the CD!" he seemed really excited about it. " It's no problem, I was out and saw it and knew you wanted it. How is it?" I asked "Great do you want to listen to it?" I didn't want to turn down the offer but I need to clock in. " I can't right now but how about when I get a break tonight. "I actually felt bad " Alright" he said.

I clocked in and the night went on like normal. Around 11 I got a break and went to see Alex. I knew he was awake because I could hear singing from his room. "Hey Man nice singing you could make a career out of it." I said jokingly. " Oh Gosh come here you need to listen to this now." He unplugged his headphones from his laptop and began to play a song.

"I breathe you in with smoke in the backyard lights (backyard lights)
We used to laugh until we choked into the wasted nights (wasted nights)
It was the best time of my life, but now I sleep alone (sleep alone)
So don't, don't, don't wake me up, 'cause my thrill is gone (say I'm wrong)

In the sunset turning red behind the smoke,
Forever and alone, yeah!

You've gone and sewn me to this bed, the taste of you and me (you and me)
Will never leave my lips again under the blinding rain (blinding rain)
I wanna hold your hand so tight I'm gonna break my wrist (break my wrist)
And when the vultures sing tonight I'm gonna join right in.

I'll sing along, oh
'Cause I don't know any other song.
I'll sing along,
But I'm barely hanging on.
No, I'm barely hanging on.
By the time you're hearing this I'll already be gone.

And now there's nothing to do but scream at the drunken moon.

This isn't fair!
(No!)
Don't you try to blame this on me.
(Oh)
My love for you was bulletproof but you're the one who shot me.
And God damn it, I can barely say your name,
So I'll try to write it and fill the pen with blood from the sink.
Whoa, oh, oh, oh.

But don't just say it, you should sing my name.
Pretend that it's a song 'cause forever it's yours,
And we can sing this on the way home.

I'll sing along
(Oh)
'Cause I don't know any other song.
(Oh, oh)
I'll sing along,
But I'm barely hanging on.
No, I'm barely hanging on.
By the time you're hearing this I'll already be gone,

And now there's nothing to do but tear my voice apart.

Nothing to do, and scream at the drunken moon."

"That was great!" I actually like the song, something about the singers voice sounded familiar but I couldn't put my finger on it.
"That's my favorite song so far it's called Bulletproof love." Alex had been the happiest I had seen him since he was admitted to the hospital.
"Well I have to being back to work I'll come back during my rounds and we can talk then.
"Okay I'll be waiting" It was good to see him smile and act like a kid. When I was his age I fought with a lot of people and ran away from so much, I didn't give myself time to live.
Half way through the night there was an emergency on one of the other floors so I was but on a another floor covering for those dealing with the emergency. This meant I didn't get to make my rounds so no talking to Alex. When it was time to clock out, I went to see Alex, but he was asleep so I decided to leave him be I was working tomorrow night so I would see him then. Before I leave I always say bye to the people working at the desk on my unit. "I"ll see you tomorrow" I don't believe in goodbyes, I feel like saying goodbye should be left when you would never see someone ever again.

"Wait Annabel, Alex asked about you after you left and gave me this when he found out that you were moved." Marry handed me the CD I had given him with a note on it. "Thanks see you in the PM" I left to get in my car, I read the letter. All it said was thanks for the CD and he had downloaded on his laptop so I could have it back. He also told me to listen to a couple tracks. What a better time to listen to the CD then sitting in traffic waiting to go home. I put the CD my car radio. The first song ON the list was Besitos, it also happened to be the first on on the CD. I listen away.

It was strange I felt like I had heard some of these lyrics before, wait who is this singing? I looked at the back of the CD and saw Vic Fuentes.
"Holly SHIT!"

Notes

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Comments

@IHappenToLoveBands
Omg thank you I just fell in love with your story now I can't sleep knowing your going to update

@Mepenguin26
Thanks so much :)

@piercemychemicalhorizen
I'm in the middle of writing the next chapter right now, It will be up soon

My heart just broke into a million pieces you need to upset asap

Love it!

Mepenguin26 Mepenguin26
6/12/16