Going Back To the Past

Every feeling I had ever felt towards him came flooding back. I put my hands on his chest, He pulled away, " I'm sorry, I" He started, I cut him off by pulling him back into the kiss. Our tongues explored one another's mouths.

His hand moved to my lower back while the other one was cradling my head. I leaned back onto the bed where he moved onto of me. I held his face keeping him close to me. This hand started to make its way up my shirt. after a few tugs on it, I knew it was going to come off. I sat up for a brief moment and Vic pulled it over my head.

Before I knew it were-were both stripped down to our underwear, making out. That's when he unhooked my bra. I then tugged on my boxer which then ended up on the floor, where my panties soon followed.

We were actually doing it Our bodies moved as one, I didn't want anything else in this moment. After everything was said and done we were left there under the covers together. He pulled me in close. "Anna, I can't believe that just happened"
"I should have let you do that in high school" I joked.
" No you shouldn't have, Anna that's what I love the most about you didn't let people have their way with you."
"So the idea of sex never crossed your mind?" I asked
"Well of course it did, but you were special. I didn't be to ruin our relationship, you were the type of girl you settle down with. All the girls I was ever with in high school didn't mean much to me but you did."
"you had a funny way of showing it "
"What do you mean?"
"Vic you would go out with girls, then when they dumped you, you would run back to me. I was the rebound."
"I know, I hurt you over and over, I was a stupid kid.''
'We both were, I kept letting you do it, I thought one day you would realize that I was the one you really wanted."
"You know that guitar
'Yea it was mine and I just gave it to you." I almost said laughing.
"I recorded the song Benito on it, The song it about a girl being fed up with the boy she loves."
"What are you trying to say?"

That when a tall blond girl with the tannest skin I had ever seen came in the room."Here's the rest of your shit Vic"
"What the hell Tori?" Vic yelled
"Oh look at this sight, I see you don't take long to move on," she said.
"What are you talking about? Vic, who is she?" I asked
"I'm his ex-girlfriend, we broke up last week. I hate to break it to you but you're the rebound."She then left the room.
"What I'm.." I started to say in a hurt voice.
"Don't listen to her Anna, I really do care."

I got out of the bed and started to get dressed, "What are you doing, don't let her ruin our time. She doesn't even matter."Vic was saying. I didn't even react, not a word came out of my mouth. When I started to head for the door Vic got out of bed. "Anna stop you don't have to leave."
"Move out of my way, I'm leaving," I said it a monotone voice Vic stepped aside. As I opened the to walk out I turned to Vic and said: "I seriously thought you had changed, that you had grown up and realized that I had feelings too." He started to speak but I cut him off "Fuck you" It was the most mellow fuck you I had ever said. At this point, I wasn't mad or sad. I just felt numb.

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