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Sharpen Your Teeth And Bite As Hard As You Want

While I Get Drunk

I woke up with arms wrapped around me. I looked at who was hugging into me and I seen it was Austin. The memories from the night before came flooding back and I began to cry again. Austin pulled me closer to his chest and rubbed my back. Tears flowed and I wasn't quite sure why but I couldn't stop crying. "Hey, come on please stop crying" Austin whispered to me. "I .. c-c-can't Au-au-austin" I choked out. He pulled me up and looked into my eyes. "Hayley tell me what happened" He asked me with sadness on his eyes. "I-i-i-i can't" I cried. He nodded and hugged me again. "Whenever you're ready" He whispered.

I eventually calmed down and stopped crying. I told Austin everything since the OM&M bus party. He nodded and listened to me. "So that's it. I have no idea what to do" I sighed. "Hey, you need to forget about him okay. He does this all the time. He gives up so easily for her. We all know his history with her so it's normal for us" He told me. I looked at my hands and groaned. I dramatically threw myself down on the bed. Austin laughed and stood up. "I'm gonna go get some clothes" Austin said and left the room. He came back a lot quicker than I thought. He walked into the bathroom and came back out I looked up at him and he wasn't wearing a T-shirt. I caught myself staring at his chest and tattoos. He raised an eyebrow at me and I blushed, hiding my face. "What's wrong?" He asked. I looked up and he was about to pick up his shirt when I got an idea. I grabbed his shirt and pulled it away from him.

He ran onto the bed and I jumped off. "Here give it back" He laughed as he chased me. "Nu uh" I sung. He stood and put his arms over his chest pretending to be in a mood. I stood still and held it out for him. He went to grab it and I pulled it away again. I was laughing so much. I had nowhere else to go but outside. I opened the door and ran down the balcony. I was giggling and looking at Austin behind me that I didn't see the person coming towards me. I slammed into someone and fell ontop of them. I opened my eyes to see who it was. "I'm so... sorry" I apoligised as Austin pulled me off this person. Fucking great. Vic. "It's okay little lady" He slurred. Was he drunk? He attempted to stand up but fell back over. Austin grabbed his hand and pulled him up. "Why are you so drunk man? It's like 9am" Austin asked with concern. "Why are you not drunk" Vic said poking Austin in the chest. I rolled my eyes. I handed Austin his shirt and he put it on. Vic stumbled backwards and we decided to take him back to his room. "Jaime!" I shouted as I knocked on the door. "What?" He asked as the door swung open. He looked at Vic and raised an eyebrow. "What happened to him?" He asked. "Who the fuck knows man, he's wasted. Sober him up" Austin said pushing Vic into the room. He stumbled over to the bed and we turned to leave. "Hayley... don't leave me. I need you" Vic whispered. I looked at Austin and sighed. I turned around and looked at Vic. "You should have thought about that before you broke my heart Vic" I said and walked out the room.

I went back to my room and got changed. I put on black skinny jeans and a tank top. I pulled a hoody on and put my sun glasses on. I looked at myself and seen how pale I was looking. Maybe I was coming down with something. I decided to call my mom and tell her how the tour was going. I pulled out my phone and dialed her number. "Hey mom" I said down the phone. "Hayley, so good to hear from you" She beamed down the phone. "Yeah, so am I missing much?" I asked her. "Not much hun, McKayla and Erica are out of school for the summer" My mom said with a sigh. "Good luck there. Is McKayla coming to Warped?" I asked curiously. "Of course. She wants to see her big sister" My mom laughed. "Good, I've missed that freak" I smiled. I really have missed my sisters. Me and my mom spoke for awhile then she had to go. I said goodbye and hung up. I didn't like saying bye to my mom.

I heard a knock on the door and I went over and opened it. Mike was standing there with a sad look on his face. "What's wrong?" I asked. "Vic keeps asking for you" He looked around and leaned in "He's been crying" Mike whispered. I raised my eyebrows and nodded. "Okay. I come see him" I said shutting the door behind me. I followed Mike to Vic and Jaimes room. He opened the door and Vic was sitting in the corner of the room with his head in his hands. Jaime looked up and smiled weakly. "What's going on here?" I asked. Vics head shot up and looked at me. Jaime got up and left along with Mike.

Vic just sat there staring at me and I was glued to the spot. I just looked at him too. No emotion showing on my face. I sighed loudly. "What is wrong?" I asked. "I need you" He choked out. "You didn't need me last night Vic" I snapped. He shut his eyes and groaned. "Please don't shout" He said quietly. "Why? Because you got so drunk with your new girlfriend?" I said harsly. He tried to stand up and stumbled over to me. "No. She's not my girlfriend Hayley" He slurred. "Yeah, that would be believable if you weren't making out with her last night" I said rolling my eyes. "Are you jealous or something?" He said with a grin. "Of her? Ha! That's a joke. Real funny Vic" I laughed. "Then why do you care? Why care what I do" He said opened his arms out dramatically. "I didn't want to like you. I didn't want to have feelings for anyone Vic. I tried to cut myself off from that. I just got out of a really big relationship. My heart was broken. Shattered. When this" I motioned between us two. "Happened I was scared to let it but I did. I let you get close and for what? To get ignored... picked up when you were bored? No Vic I'm not jealous of her. I'm fucking pissed off that I ever let you kiss me because ever since then. You've had a free pass to tear my already shattered heart into more pieces. You're right. What is so good about picking up the pieces? Nothing. I don't even want to anymore. It's so broken that it's unfixable" I said, turning and leaving the room.

I didn't turn back. I didn't want to see his reply to that outburst. I ran to my room and cried. More crying. Wow I'm getting real good at this crying thing. Eventually everyone decided to hit the road. Wanting to get to the next hotel. I just wanted out. Pretty much every car had left except ours. Jaime was driving and I sat upfront. Everyone ignored Vics drunken conversations. They knew he had upset me and were not happy with him so they didn't wanna get involved. The journey was 2 hours long. I decided sleep was my only escape.

When I woke up we were just driving into the hotel parking lot. From what I could tell, Vic had sobered up. He was silent and looked really sad. I just climbed out of the car and walked over to Jeremy and Taylor. They hugged me and kissed my head. "Come on Hayley. We're gonna cheer you up" They said leading me away from Vic. I took a look back at him and he was standing on his own looking at me with sadness in his eyes.

Comments

@VicKellinTonyMikeJaime

Sequel and the follow up is on my page :)
Colourfultears Colourfultears
8/24/13
WHAT YOU CANT JUST END IT LIKE THAT!!!!!!
lol just letting you know kellins eyes are blue not green.....