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There's Always Calm Before a Storm

Song For Isabella

Justin~
That Scarlett girl is hot.
And I want her.
My plans were interrupted briefly by Mike.
But then he fucked up.
When everyone was either passed out or about to pass out I started flirting with her.
At first I expected Scarlett to do that cute eye roll, then tell me to fuck off.
Instead she let me flirt with her.
Then I went for it.
I gave her a long and passionate kiss.
I pushed her against the wall.
Kissed her neck.
Made her lose her breath.
We went up to her room.
I snaked my hand down her pants.
She moaned quietly.
“You like that”
Her response was to moan again.
And then she said, “Wait”
“What wrong”
“We can’t do this” her words slurring.
Scarlett's right.
She’s way too drunk to consent.
“It’s not your fault I’m just not ready to lose my virginity”
“I understand. Do you want to watch some tv?” I suggested.
“YES!!!”
I turned the tv on and asked,
“What do you want to watch?”
“Steven Universe”
And so we watched Steven Universe for about and hour.
Than Scarlett curled up and fell asleep on me.
I didn’t have the one night stand I was hoping for.
But I think I made a friend instead.
Mike~
I fucked everything up.
But goddamn it why didn’t Scarlett just give me a second chance.
Ugh
I understand why she hates me know.
I don’t think I’ll ever be able to fix this.
Guess I’m stuck with London.
She’s the ex who cheated on me.
I don’t know why I went back to her.
But we’re a couple again.
“Come on babe you know I can make you feel good. That little girl can’t” She tried to seduce me.
And I let her.
We ended up have sex for a while.
Eventually London fell asleep.
I got up to use the bathroom.
On my way I passed Scarlett's bedroom.
The door was cracked open a bit.
I peered in and saw Justin leaning over her.
Then I heard Scarlett moan for him.
It felt like my heart had been shattered.
Scarlett~
I woke up with a massive headache.
I rolled over and saw Justin Hills with his arms around me.
And he was shirtless.
Oh no.
What did I do?
I let out a groan.
“Hey there sweetie” Justin smiled.
Oh crap.
“Did we-- did you and I---ya know do it?”
“Haha no you said that’s not how you want to lose your virginity.”
“Thank god”
Justin pretended to be offended.
“What did we do last night?”
And so Justin recounted how we watched tv and talked.
As he talked I started to remember everything.
“I can’t believe I jumped in a pool to catch a squirtlle”
“It was hilarious. You should have seen yourself” He laughed.
I just rolled my eyes and giggled.
“Come on let’s go see if anyone else is awake.”
And everyone was downstairs eating.
“Oooo did you to get together?” Alex asked like a teenage girl.
“Haha nope we watched Steven Universe instead, very romantic.” Justin answered with a smile.
“Don’t act like you didn’t have sex. I saw you two last night.” Mike muttered.
“What?!? Mind your own damn business. What you saw was us kissing. I didn’t want to have sex so we didn’t” I glared.
“Whatever you say darling” Mike snarled.
“Fuck you” I flipped him off.
“You fucked Justin not me remember.”
“Damn” I heard Kellin whisper.
I noticed everyone had gotten very quiet.
Jaime looked like he was deciding on whether to hit Mike or Justin.
Normally I'm not the kinda person that shows that I’m angry but Mike was really just pissing me off.
“Why are you always such an ass. Grow a pair already. Stopping being a little pouty baby every time you fuck something up!” I yelled throwing my hands up in the air.
“Are you on your period or something because you’re over reacting. Or is it because you’re a little cutting whore. Who's stupid enough to get in an abusive relationship.” He sneered.
I heard everyone gasp.
Great now everyone knows I'm a freak.
The gravity of what he just said hit him.
“I-I’m so sorry” he whispered.
“I wish I had never met you” I replied.
I ran into my room and locked the door.
Wait it isn’t even my room.
I’m just borrowing it.
I heard yelling downstairs.
Someone knocking on my door.
They were saying something to me.
But I couldn't process it.
I can’t do this.
I ruin everyone’s life.
I should kill myself.
Mike was right.
I'll do what's best for everyone.
I'll kill myself.
But I can’t do it here.
It would cause to much of a scene.
So I grabbed my blades and the bottle of anti-depressants I kept for just in case.
Thankfully one of the guys had gotten my car for me while I was at work.
I wrote a quick note that read,
“I’m really sorry guys, but I can’t do this anymore. This week has been the best week of my life. But nothing last forever. Trust me your lives will be a hundred times better without me around. Just forget I ever existed. ~Love Scarlett.
I grabbed my keys and climbed out of my window and onto the tree by my window.
Once I got the ground I jumped in my car and drove.
I need to find a place to kill myself.
Then I remembered Tony and I had stopped by this little forest when he drove me home from work.
That’s the perfect place to drive.
I eventually found my way there.
I wandered for a bit till I came to a cliff.
I sat with my feet hanging over the edge.
I felt the wind rush around me.
And then I cried.
As I broke down I took swallowed a bunch of pills.
Then I slit my wrist.
It wasn’t one clean cut on each wrist.
It was many cuts till one was deep enough to hit the vein.
I just want the pain to end.
I know everyone will be happier without me.
I thought back to all the times I was beat.
I thought back to the night my parents died.
I deserve to die.
Shakily I stood up and peered over the edge.
I threw my arms out and prepared to take that last step.
There was no way I could survive this.
At that point I could barely stand.
I was seeing black spots in my eyes.
I heard someone call out my name.
It’s too late for you to save me, I thought to myself.
And then I stepped forward.
But someone pulled me back.
I felt my head land on someone’s chest.
I opened my eyes, but I couldn’t tell who had stopped me.
Their figure was blurry.
I heard them say,
“Stay with me Scarlett. You can’t die on me.”
The words all sounded muffled.
Like they were talking underwater.
“I’m gonna carry you to the edge of the forest so the ambulance can see us”
I was lifted off the ground.
It feels like I’m flying.
The black spots were growing bigger.
My eyes started to close.
“No no no stay awake Scarlett.”
I think I hear sobs.
My eyes closed.
I feel free.
Then someone started shaking me.
“Wake up!!! The ambulance is here you just have to hold on.”
I don't want to I thought.
Just let me die.
I felt my body get lifted off the ground.
I heard shuffling and the beep of a heart monitor.
And then there was nothing.

Notes

Title Cred: Pierce the Veil
So this chapter was a bit dark. When I started writing it I knew it wouldn't be happy but I didn't realize it would get so depressing.
I guess my writing is just showing how I'm feeling. Anyways I hope you like the story so far. Tell me what you think in the comments.

Comments

I'm cringing so hard at this entire story. I didn't even know it was possible for one person to cringe so much until I read this.

@Cami
Thanks for saying I'm an amazing writer. You have no idea how happy that makes me!! Sorry its taken me so long to reply.

@these-baby-scarz
You're welcome anything for an amazing writer!

Cami Cami
8/8/16

@Cami
Thanks for the comment. That means so much to me. The new chapter should hopefully be up sometime soon.

Please keep this story going! It's amazing! I love it!

Cami Cami
7/19/16