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Broken Connection

Pizzas And a Ring

Vic: You’re a dick. You know that, right?
Jaime: I’m aware, Vic, thank you.
Jaime: I just really don’t know what to do
Vic: Chose one.
Jaime: Even if I knew which one to chose, then I’d have to tell both of them that I was dating them both and they’re going to hate me for it.
Vic: Like they should. But really, chose one and tell those girls the truth. If you’re lucky they’ll still talk to you when you do. Although, Maya would probably rip your throat out.
Jaime: I know...Vic, I have feelings for both of them. Someone, just shoot me right now.
Vic: I’m happy to.
Jaime: I’m just going on that date with Maya this evening and then I’ll choose. I promise.

Maya’s POV
I rang the bell and impatiently moved from my toes to the ball of my feet while I was waiting. I was really excited to see Jaime, because we hadn’t been alone since our first date and that was already a few days ago. We had met up with the guys once since then, but it was different because we had to make the rest think that we weren’t dating, like nothing had changed. Only Mike knew, but I don’t even think Jaime knew that Mike knew. I was going to keep it that way I guess, Jaime was very keen at keeping this a secret.
The door opened and a smirking Jaime appeared in the opening of the door. I immediately saw that he was upset though. He looked quite pale and his smirk disappeared soon.
“Wow, what’s wrong?” I asked worried. I had a protective urge over all four of these guys, but it went a bit in overdrive if it was about Jaime.
He shrugged it off and shook his head. “It’s nothing. I just had a bit of an argument with Vic over whatsapp. No biggie, just album stuff.” he said and shot me a smile.
I searched his expression and saw that there was definitely a little more to it. Maybe it was indeed about album stuff, but had it been a bad fight. I decided to drop it for now, hoping they would make up soon. So I smiled and walked into his house.
We had decided that we would just watch a movie at his house and order pizza. I was very happy with that decision, since I had gone to a club with Mike yesterday and even though I liked to party, going out two evenings in a row was a bit too much for me. I was still pretty tired of yesterday anyway. Well at least Mike got laid and that was what we were aiming for. I hoped would feel better now.
Besides, it would be kind of nice to be alone with Jaime for once. Like really alone. Not that I was planning on things going down today, but it was nice to kiss him and cuddle with him without everyone watching.
After we had entered the living room, Jaime walked towards me and put his hands on my lower back, dragging me closer to him. My cheeks immediately turned a bright shade of red. “Are you sure you want to order pizza? I can also cook for you. I can put some candles on the dinner table too” he said smiling.
I hooked my hands around his neck and smiled back. “That sounds tempting, but to be honest
I just want to curl up on the couch with a pizza box while watching Grease.” I said.
He chuckled. “You’re definitely my kind of girl.” he said and he placed a quick kiss on my cheek. I had hoped he would’ve gone for my lips. Well, I guess he was going to tease me.
My thoughts were confirmed when he let go of me and took up his phone off the couch. “Which pizza do you want?” he asked while unlocking his phone.
I shrugged and let myself fall on the couch. “You chose, I don’t mind.” I said. I wasn’t going to eat more than two pieces anyway. I would already have to run an hour to burn those calories. That’s why I actually chose to eat pizza, because I could just close the box and pretend like I had eaten more. I was getting really good at these kind of tricks.
The rest of the evening went by pretty good. It was just an evening as we would always have, but now there was a lot of cuddling and holding hands involved. No kissing, like I said, he was teasing me. Every time I leaned in he made up an excuse to get away or he just pecked my cheek instead. He had a big grin on his face whenever he did this, so that made me think that he thought he was really funny. I, at the other hand, didn’t quite like it. I hadn’t kissed him in a few days and I was getting impatient. I just wanted to feel his lips on mine.
But overall it was really fun. I was just lying on his couch, curled up on his chest and he had an arm wrapped around me. I really valued moments like this. I’m not the typical romantic, but with Jaime things were different. I just wanted to do all the cheesy stupid stuff with him and that was definitely an indicator that my feelings for him were quite serious.
I buried my face into his chest as the movie came to an end. We had been making fun of the movie the entire evening and singing along to all the cheesy songs of course. Well actually, I don’t think what we did could be considered singing. It was more like yelling along.
“So, what do you want to do now?” he said softly against my hair. He traced his fingers over my arm and let them follow a path over my shoulders to my neck. I giggled at the tickling feeling. I knew exactly what he was aiming for, but it wasn’t going to happen tonight. Yeah okay, we had already done it before, but I just felt like it was better for us to move slow. I normally wasn’t really the traditional girl. If I wanted to have an one night stand, I would go and have one. I never got why it was appropriate for men to do so and not for women. I was quite a free thinker about sex, I had the unpopular opinion that sex was just sex and that people should just do it when they felt like it. I never really understood the fuss about it all.
But I was quite sure that I wanted this to be a serious thing and I knew that shouldn’t just throw myself at him if I wanted to achieve that seriousness.
I slowly moved up and stretched out. “We can go outside.” I suggested looking out of the window. The stars had come out and the lanterns in his back garden lit up the leaves in a dark green color.
“Outside? Well, we have to be very quiet, but alright.” he said chuckling.
I turned my head towards him and swatted his chest. I knew he was kidding, so I couldn’t help but laugh myself in the process. “I just want to see the stars. I have a weird obsession with stars.” I said and I stood up and grabbed his hands.
“I know. Remember that time that we were hanging out with the guys and you dragged us all outside to see the stars? Oh wait, that happened like ten thousand times.” Jaime said as I dragged him up and went through the backdoor with him following me.
When I got outside, I immediately felt a cool breeze on my face. It was a little chilly outside, but I didn’t mind much. Jaime did seem to mind, as I saw him move his hands over his arms to warm himself up. “Should I get my jacket for you?” I asked in my most manly voice.
He shot me a glare and then a smile grew on his face. “You can also be my jacket.” he suggested.
I chuckled walked over to him and threw my arms around his body. It must’ve looked ridiculous. Jaime was standing with his arms glued to his body and I had my arms round them.
Eventually he wiggled his arms out of my grip and hooked them around my head, so my arms were left hugging his waist. We stood there for a while, in each other's arms, taking in the dark sky with a few pretty balls of light floating through it.
After a while I decided to test my luck and I got myself out of his grip. I put my hands behind his neck and played with the soft short hairs while trying to look irresistible in the process.
He looked down at me with a smile and as his sight captured my lips, I knew I had won. So I let my eyes travel to his lips and slowly leaned in.
But right before our lips touched, I felt him squeeze my waist and as a reflex I moved my body right out of his grip. When I looked back at him, I saw that he was laughing. He tried to hide it when he saw me glare at him by holding his hand before his mouth, but he failed miserably.
“That’s not funny!” I exclaimed, but it just made him laugh harder.
I decided that I wasn’t going to make him tease me like this, so when he least expected it, I pushed him and he fell down on the grass. I didn’t even have to push hard, because he was laughing so hard I could easily make him lose his balance.
He moved his head up a little and looked up at me from the grass with a shocked look. Good, that meant I didn’t gave him a concussion. “What was that for?” he asked even though he already knew the answer.
I quickly moved down and placed my knees in the grass on both sides of his body and held myself up with my elbows so I was hovering over him. “You don’t get to tease me like this.” I said, while looking in his eyes. His expression turned into a calm and happy one. This time I had him, but I didn’t want to test my luck anymore, so I quickly pressed my lips on his. Within a second he kissed me back and I felt a sense of relief come over me.
As I felt his hand travel down my back, I realised I would be fine with things going like this for now on. We would tease each other and make fun of each other all the time, but in the end we knew we cared about each other.
I let myself fall on top of him as he dragged me down closer to him. His lips felt soft and moved slow, it was a pace we could keep up for a while and we did. We just lay there in the grass for a while, softly kissing each other.
I gave him a kiss on the corner of his mouth to end the kiss and sat up so I was straddling him. I held myself up by placing my hands on his hips. Just as I was about to let go of them, I realized I felt something small and hard under my right hand. I moved my hand away and saw that there was something small in the pocket of his jeans. I reached out and took the small object out of his pocket, more out of curiosity than suspicion. I didn’t have anything to be suspicious about anyway. I mean this was Jaime for Christ’s sake. If there was someone I could trust to not betray me, then it was Jaime.
But the object I took out of his pocket told me otherwise. It was a small silver ring. Way too small to be a men’s ring. It didn’t have a stone on it, but it was obviously a women’s ring. Why did Jaime have a women’s ring in the pocket of his jeans? Other girls would maybe have wondered if he was going to propose to them, but I knew better. We had only been on two dates so that would’ve been really weird.
“Whose ring is this?” I asked and when I looked at him, the fear set in. His face was pale and his eyes big. He opened his mouth to say something, but his brain obviously hadn’t catched with his mouth yet.

Jaime’s POV
Shit.
That was Naira’s ring! I had forgotten I even had it in my pocket! She had gave it to me on our first date when we went bowling, because she had nowhere to put it.
I felt every drop of color leave my face and panic started to rush through my body. I was fucked now. I was going to lose them both, and I had been friends with Maya for almost three years. That was probably one of the most fucked up things about all this.
“Well? Whose ring is this?” she repeated her question, this time a bit of anger mixed into her voice.
This was it. This could be the moment I came clean about everything. Sure, they would be hurt and mad, but I would’ve at least done the right thing. I couldn’t keep lying to them like this anymore. If I told Maya now then maybe I would get rid of that awful guilty feeling I had had ever since I had started dating both.
But of course my mind didn’t work like that. Out of reflex to save my own ass, I let out an excuse before I could even process what I said. “It’s from my brother. Well actually my brother’s girlfriend. I went to visit my parents this weekend and they were there and she wanted to help my mother with the dishes and asked me to keep her ring with me.”
I finally looked Maya in the eyes. I had been avoiding them, because I was afraid she would read through my lie. She probably would anyway, but still.
She raised an eyebrow and carefully searched my expression. I tried to keep my face neutral so she wouldn’t find anything. I had no idea if I was succeeding. “Why did you turn pale then? Are you lying to me?” she asked and her voice became a little louder.
I was actually quite impressed and scared of how fast my brain came up with lies. “Because I thought you thought that I was also seeing another girl.” I said. Well actually that wasn’t a lie, I was afraid she would actually think that.
I moved myself up so I was sitting up straight, Maya still sitting on my legs. She looked down, avoiding my eyes. “I’m sorry. I guess I was actually afraid you were screwing me over. It happened to me before.” she said softly.
I couldn’t believe it. She actually believed me. Normally she would’ve looked through the lie immediately. Maybe she wanted to believe me and because of that she did. Does that make sense?
I took a hold of her chin and dragged her face up so she was looking at me. With my free hand I traced a piece of hair away and put it behind her ear. “It’s okay. I would’ve probably done the same if I were you.” I said.
She shot me a thankful smile and let out a breath out of relief. “No Jaime. I should’ve known that you were to be trusted. You have always been an amazing friend.”
Well fuck. This had to end and quickly. The only thing was, I had no idea how to get out of this situation. Naira was sweet and funny and being with her made me felt calm. But Maya was sexy and caring and being with her made me feel a weird kind of rush. It was impossible to compare them.
And even if I chose one of them, then that girl would never forgive me. Both would never forgive me. I just couldn’t have that.
Well, that was going to be yet another night without sleep and just tossing and turning, trying to find a solution for this messed up situation.
Then I felt Maya’s arms around my neck and her face snuggled into my shoulder. Still a bit in shock I carefully put my arms around her to hug her back.

Notes

heyyyyy guys!!

So yeah. I don't have lot to say. So this is going to be a short note.

bye

xxxxx

Nicky

Comments

@aweirdkindofyellow
yeah, i understand. Plus- writing is a great way to keep your mind off of stress. ily <3 :)

ptv.love ptv.love
3/13/17

@ptv.love
Well, for me, things at school are only getting started. The perks of only having a year left... Writing is the perfect way to take a break, though.

@aweirdkindofyellow
that's totally okay. I hope you guys are doing well. <3

ptv.love ptv.love
3/12/17

@ptv.love
Oh my god, this is so awesome to hear. Thank you so much. Unfortunately were a little busy this week, but there's still so much to come. I have so many ideas and keep thinking of more. So, don't get too frustrated if it takes another little while. We haven't forgotten about this story, school is just getting in the way right now. We will update.

I just wanted to let you guys know... I've been binge-reading this over the past few days and now I'm finally caught up! and TBH- this is the best story i've read so far. PLZ update soon!! <3

ptv.love ptv.love
3/10/17