Vanessa's POV:

I walked to the area Pierce The Veil was playing, running to reach the front row, people crowded the small area just to see the guys play, I had no clue what girl wanted to fuck one of the guys or just flat out wanted to fuck all of them. I didn't want fantay, I wanted reality, but that was reality I finally got to see Pierce The Veil! I supported all of the band members relationships, I didn't want such fantasy with any of them. The band walked to the stage, Vic came first,
"Are you ready to rock, San Antonio!" He yelled into the mic pointing to the sky, all the girls on the front row screamed, I stood there feeling all of them shift their body's, "Okay! This song is called Hold On Til' May." The song began, I sang along quietly to the song, every lyric, every one sang as well in their worst voices possible, then one of the nowhere reached the front I helped push the guy towards security guy who stood at the front he helped the guy down and told him where to go.
A large amount of songs later, I made my way to the exit so I could reach the line to see the band, that was the only thought on my mind.
The line was huge, I stood there for about almost 2 hours,
"Fuck it, I always have next year." I said quietly, walking from the line, making my way back to parking where my mom was sitting in the air conditioned car, "Well to long of a line."
"Aw, honey we always have next year, I could stand there holding your spot. "
"No mom, we have next year I can wait that long." She drove home.
I walked into the quiet, dark house and got some clothes to change into after my shower. I had become clean, I layed in bed thinking about how much disappointment grew inside, I sat up and walked to my nightstand drawer and pulled out my blade and slid it across my wrist, holding the pain in, I leaned against the wall and exhaled releasing some of the pain, I threw the blade into the drawer, "Fuck my life." I said and closed the drawer harshly. I fell onto my bed and closed my eyes, not thinking about the blood trickling down my arm. I had soon fallen asleep.

Notes

I know quick for my first chapter in my first fan-fic sorry ~