Let Me In

-“Dude, you’ve got to come out!” Vic banged loudly on my door for the hundredth time today “you’ve been in there for two days straight. Mom called and says you’ve got to come out for some food.” He continued with repeated slams at the wooden door, but I did not move from my bed. I had already lost track of when I was asleep or when I was awake. It felt almost like a vegetative state; kind of here but not really. Awake and asleep, all at the same.
However I’d been staring at the ceiling for as long as I could remember; there were all these cracks and texturized bits that I couldn’t understand how these were supposed to be on purpose. It reminded me that I should call someone to repaint it. It probably wouldn’t hurt to do a deep cleaning of the room either and the bathroom lights also needed new bulbs considering I had destroyed them all two nights ago when I came back from Alysha’s house.I wanted to surprise her and take her somewhere nice for dinner since she had gotten a promotion. I walked into her apartment and I heard the water running and in my head this was an even better opportunity to surprise her; I mean, what could be better that congratulations sex in the shower? I was waiting for my girl to be undressing slowly and entering the shower however I was greeted by passionate moaning and loud banging.
-“What the FUCK?!” I yelled, interrupting her indiscretion as she made passionate love in the shower with another man. Her eyes flew straight at me as he thrusted into her one last time before turning towards me in fear. Alysha pushed him away from her and began to walk towards me but I knew I couldn’t keep my cool so I walked out.
-“Mike wait!” she plead but I ignored her “I can explain!”
-“You can explain that you were cheating on me with some pretty model boy? That you were having sex in the shower but it’s all just a misunderstanding?” I said angrily but she remained quiet “Fuck you Ash, fuck you and your pretty fuck boy”
-“Mike please I-“
-“You know, I actually loved you. I actually felt things for you but I can’t forgive this,” I said one more time before walking out from her apartment, slamming the metal door behind me.
-“Come on bro!!!” Vic yelled again, bringing me back to reality after reliving Alysha’s moans in my head as she fucked the stupid hollister-looking boy. I grunted as I finally became too tired of the constant nagging and walked up to the door and slammed it open.
-“Fuck, Vic! I need to be alone! Just let me be!” I yelled at him although I instantly regretted it. Vic and I rarely fought and whenever we did it was usually about something as stupid as ‘who ate the last breakfast taco’. But this time it was serious and I could see my pain reflected in him. We were so close that one would suffer when the other one was in pain. “I’m sorry,” I admitted “I didn’t mean to yell at you.”
-“It’s okay bro, I just really worry about you” he said but I remained silent for a couple of seconds until I couldn’t hold the anger anymore. I slammed the door as open as it would go, allowing it to crash against the wall making a loud and echoing sound as I made my way towards the night table and took the glass of water that Vic had left next to the door the night before but just as I was about to smash it across the room, Vic stopped me. “It’s not the glasses fault, Mike” he said “And neither is yours. She’s just a fucking bitch who couldn’t realize how lucky she was”
-“I never thought I’d ever love someone, Vic. I didn’t think I was capable of such feelings up until she stumbled upon my life.”
-“Well, she’s clearly not worth it man,” he reassured me as he sat next to me on the bed. “You’ll get over her, I promise. Right now what you need is some food in your system,”
-“I don’t feel like cooking, dude,” I responded. I was usually the one who cooked in the house.
-“Don’t worry, mom brought us some tacos.” Vic said with a smile “Now get your shit together, take a shower and change out of those clothes. You smell like whiskey meets sweat meets weed.” I chuckled at his words a little. He knew me and he knew I wouldn’t be okay for a while, however he made his best to cheer me up and that’s one of the reasons why Vic and I were always so close.

Notes

Hey everyone!
I've probably said this a million times, but this is missywrites97 on a new account. There's an issue with google log ins and so I haven't been able to access my account in months -_-
Anyway, I'm reposting the story here and I'll continue it from here :)

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